My Tragic Life

I'm an orphan, no home, no friends, never felt love before and I have never been loved. Although I have been told how beautiful I am when I walk on the streets ,well, that was before now am not really beautiful any more. I never knew my parents, don't even know if I have a family, maybe they dump me in a dustbin or they lost me, really I don't know. Been in the orphanage had been fun at first but I was always mocked and bullied by other orphans and my mates. The first orphanage that took me in, left me behind when we went for our trips, it was a rich orphanage, the second one I ran away from there because of their ill treatment towards me and I couldn't take it. That day I slept in the streets with my luggage only to wake up in the night and find out my clothes had been stolen. Life had been unfair to me but I was happy they didn't take my novels cause I can't do without them, it calms me down. I usually read them and listen to other people stories there famous, sad, painful story. I got my stories from my first orphanage well, I was friendly to an old woman and she bought me books a lot of books. When I read them, I have hope that one day it will all be over.. I really hope so,i also pray slot to God to change my predicament. Many tragic and painful things have happened to me, I even got r***d one of the the days that I was on the street, that day I cried out my heart, I cried till I feel asleep. Why is this world so cruel and wicked. At my age, I'm just too young to suffer like this, mommy why did you leave me. Daddy where are you? My country is hard and this world is beyond wicked. I prayed to enter another orphanage before something else happen to me. Few days later I was walking on the streets with my black little bag...looking for some good to steal, I haven't eaten for hours an am so weak but I have to try. I was walking pass a quiet street, and the thought of it give me goosebumps, I was about going back but unfortunately a man was blocking the place that I entered from. "not again"i said and ran forward I have seen that man before, he always follows me, he was also one of the guys who told me how beautiful I was. I don't know what he wants me for but each time I see him I just use your remember the night I was r***d, it still hunts me mostly at night. "leave me alone"i ran and held my bag firmly while he trailed behind me. His speed increased an and he got closer to me, I was really scared. I was running and looking back too, I saw that he retreated and I faced forward to ran faster but instead bumped into a strange, mean looking, tall, weird and old lady. And I was a little glad but still scared, if she leaves, he'll chase after me. "what are you doing in this street"her cold voice rang in my head and I shivered "I.. I..don't know"i stuttered "go home"she said "I don't have a home "I replied sadly "where are your parents"she asked "I don't know, I never knew them"i said "hmm, come with me"she said and walked pass me "to where"i asked but she just continued walking The last thing I want is for that man to have his chance to do all what God knows to me. So I quickly rushed after her and I watched as the man came out and went him way and I breath out a sigh of relief. I'm young but am intelligent, and also a fast learner, I really really want to go to school at least I would be learning more things there. The woman led me to a strange and expensive looking building that read "Children home", thank God,another orphanage, I would have died but God answered my prayers. We walked in and she handed me over to a strict looking lady. "you're going to be safe here"she said, I nodded and she left "follow me"the lady said strictly She took me to a room which had 6 beds which where arranged round the room. They were 5 girls on each bed except one, it's probably mine. "this is your room"the strict lady said and left "welcome, what's your name"a girl said smiling. It was the first time anyone every ask of my name.. "I'm Laura"i said "you? "I asked "Madison but you can call me maddy" she said "I'm Tammy "anothermaddy "Patricia"another said "am christy"the youngest said They both stared at the last girl who looked like my age. She stood up and made her way to me. "I'm the queen of this house, so you'll call me Queen Racheal"she said and moved her hip and I rolled my eyes "did you just roll your eyes at me"she asked "yeah I did"i said fiercely "really?, I'll show you"she said and landed a slap on my face. That does it. We fought tooth and nail, while the other girls tried to seperate us, theorically speaking I gave her a hell of a beating. When we were serrated, I saw how bruised her face and I was glad inside me. Suddenly the door squeaked open and the strict lady walked in holding a long whip which made me shiver. "so you just came here to fight"she said coldly "no, she st... " "not only that but you bruised my Rachel's face"she said and Rachel smiled "she even threatened me"she said "what? "I gasped If you want a threat that's what your gonna have. "we don't th.." "look, I am not your type, neither am I gonna be your friend, I aren't taking any shot from you stinking brat and if you dare come close to me or touch me ever in your life you're gonna regret it b***h"i yelled and they all stared at me in shock including the brat "do you know who I am?"she asked still shocked "yeah a b***h"i said and I heard giggle from the girls "am older than you, I'm 15 and... " "great we are the same age, sharing an age with you brat isn't even en.. "I didn't even complete my sentence before I received some whips at my back. * I was crying on Maddy laps after being flogged and whipped. "the woman who brought me here was.." "her name is Mr's Rose "she cut in She looks nothing like a rose "but of course she doesn't act like a rose."she said "don't worry, the pain will go"christy said "thanks guys, I appreciate it"i said For the first time I have friends and am glad, but I have a new enemy so I gotta stand tall for the fight ahead.