The strings of destiny

Hazel : it was the break.I was sitting in the classroom alone reading a book while the rest of the girls went to the bathroom.I didn't go there cause I didn't like those kind of stuff.As I was reading suddenly my glasses blurred out.I took them off and started cleaning them. When I was done cleaning them up I put them back on.As I was adjusting them,he entered theclassroom.Terrence was like an absolute dream boat.He aced all his subjects.He was good atart,sports,music literally everything.I had such a huge crush on him. I always admired him.I wanted to be just like him but I couldn't. He was just too perfect.As soon as he entered the classroom my eyes were drawn at him.But the moment he looked at me I quickly retrieved.I was just a nerd with my hair always tied up into a bun and no makeup."How could a guy like him ever even notice me?" I thought to myself.I was only good at a few things like acting,literature,studies,singing and more.The break ended and now it was the math class.The teacher asked us a question and as usual he stood up and started saying the answer and as always it was absolutely correct.While he was brave and courageous I on the other hand am shy, clumsy and a total mess.I got the same answer but I was too chickened out to say it out loud.I was so ashamed of myself.Later it was the music class and our music teacher said we were learning to practice singing today.she said that she would randomly pick one student and the student has to come onto the stage and sing.Everyone was so exited and nodding their heads and here I was praying for the teacher to not call my name.It seems like it worked the teacher just called the girl sitting behind me and then she started singing. It didn't even feel that great but then surprisingly everyone was super impressed and started to clap for her. "It's not even that great, I'm sure I could do much better than that" I slowly mumbled.then suddenly the clapping was stopped and the whole class turned silent.I was super scared.the girl's face turned into an angry red tomato."then why don't you just prove it how better you are young lady?" our music teacher came closer to me and asked."oh it's really nothing I am not that good at singing any way I don't even know why I said that in the first place and I am really sorry mam" I told her with a low voice.the truth is that I am just so scared and afraid of what the others will think about me and I am even embarrassed to show my own talents and of all I was so embarrassed to sing right now was because of Terrence."what if he makes fun of me?","what if he thinks I am crazy and lame?","what if he doesn't like my singing?"all these thoughts were rushing into my head like giant waves of the ocean.all the eyes were set on me and then all of a sudden I blacked out.