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Chapter Nineteen
Jungkook left but he promised the older that he will come back, he doesnt even want to leave if it's not because of his father wanting to meet him all of a sudden.
Seokjin flinched when someone is rapidly knocking at the door while ringing the doorbell at the same time.
He angrily rose up to his feet and walked towards the door opening it,
"Hyung..."
Right, he forgot that his older brother will visit them today.
By the way Namjoon looks at him, he already knows that he already has an idea about what happened last night.
Namjoon slammed the door close grabbing Seokjin by his arms.
Seokjin whimpered in fear even if his brother let go of him already. Namjoon looks irritated and very angry.
"Are you," he shut his eyes closed when Namjoon pointed his temples, "Crazy? Damn, Jin." He hissed.
Seokjin's tears started spilling down from his eyes again. Those words from his brothe is enough for a new set of tears to come.
Namjoon doesnt really like to nag at him like this. That's why he knows that if he already confronted him, he's already so dissapointed.
"This is the reason," Namjoon gritted his teeth pointing his younger brother's temple prevent himself to hurt him out of frustration, "You're becoming irrational when you're with that man!"
Namjoon clenched his fist taking in slow deep breathe to calm his nerves.
Yoongi and Jimin called him early in the morning telling him about what happened last night. He almost snapped at the couple for not telling him soon because if they did, he will surely give Taehyung a wake up punch.
"Arent you ashamed, Seokjin?" Namjoon shook his head at his brother.
Seokjin cant even looked at his older brother because of his hurtful words, he knows that there's a lot more to come.
"You let your daughter saw you! Ha!" Namjoon raised his voice, his veins popping out.
Seokjin flinched and took a step back once again. Namjoon kicked the coffee table out of frustration,
"Speak, Seokjin. Tell me!" Namjoon shouted, "Why? Why are with that bastard again?" He asked through gritted teeth.
"Because I dont want my daughter to be like us!" Seokjin shouted.
He couldnt keep it in anymore. He knows how it feels not to have a father by your side. He always remember his classmates insulting him for not having a father who will pick him up after school and he clearly remember how he felt so horrible for not having a father by his side. He doesnt want Sora to feel that way.
He doesnt want Sora to feel like something is missing in her life. That's why even if its already hurting him, he will do it, he will go on.
Namjoon's expression softened. He shut his eyes closed feeling his heart wavered because of how his brother looks so hurt and lonely.
"Jinnie, we're fine without him. We turned out fine." Namjoon said encouraging his younger brother.
Namjoon and Seokjin knew that it's a lie. They turned out fine but they were both longing for the presence of their father.
Seokjin is more vocal about wanting to see their father who left them after his mother gave birth to him while Namjoon on the other hand likes to pretend that he doesnt need him even though, every night he's crying asking his father to come back because life is becoming so hard for their mother.
"We turned out fine but we were so hurt!" Seokjin bursted out crying.
His lips trembling so is his hands that's covering his face. His crying sound almost broke Namjoon's heart, this is his younger brother. This is the younger brother that he took care of, the younger brother that he loves so much and he cant really bare to see him in so much pain especially when it's because of another person.
Namjoon pulled him into a very thight hug while he's still crying his heart out. The older tried to shushed him. Seokjin became a crying mess in the arms of his brother.
"Im such a bad mother." He whispered.
He's too preoccupied on convincing Taehyung not to leave that he didnt realize his daughter is watching them.
What now? What do Sora thinks about him? He only wished that whatever his daughter saw wont leave a scar on her.
"You doesnt need Taehyung for you to have a family, Jin." Namjoon pulled away from the hug to look at his brother.
Seokjin hiccuped as he tried to prevent a crying sound from coming out of his mouth.
"Look, instead of a family you're making a toxic relationship with the father of your child." Namjoon blurted out.
It might hurt his brother but it's better for him to know it now so that it wouldnt hurt so much later. He needs to know what's he's getting himself into.
"Taehyung can be the father of your child, that's that." He wiped his brother's tears, "but he doesnt need to be a part of this lovely home." He said.
Seokjin didnt say anything and just snuggled closer to his brother's chest crying. Namjoon could only let out a deep sigh as he hugged his brother back.
Namjoon can only hope for the best. He's hoping that his brother will wake up and stopped making a fool of himself. He's hurting too much right now, he should give that bastard up.
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