Diary Of Nadia The Stripper

"Nadia I've been calling you and you are choosing to ignore me" my dad screamed at me and I knew what he was about to do. "I am sorry father I was busy with something" before I could register what was happening a very loud slap landed on my cheek. Since my mom died my father has been treating me like nothing but trash and now I am sick of it. My dad is a drunkard and a gambler. I am an only child so for me it is difficult to deal with my father's tantrums when he misses my mom badly "Papa can you please forgive me?" I don't know that I did wrong but right now I know all I have to do is ask for forgiveness and he will stop harassing me today, he looks at me with his red eyes "go get me another beer and go wash my car I have somewhere to be" oh no no no "Papa there are no beers left" I could see his anger rising yet again and I felt my blood rush to my feet because I knew what was about to happen, he pushed me to the wall with force and I heard something crack in my body and that's where I knew I would have to have another trip to the hospital since i was not the first incident After he was done beating the hell out of me he started unbuttoning his pants and unzipping his trousers, I tried fighting him and running away but no matter how drunk he was he was faster and stronger than me. I screamed to the top of my lungs and he didn't even care and he started to sexually assault me, which somehow I failed to believe that my own father was doing this to me. He was releasing groans of pleasure while I was releasing tears because of the pain he was causing, he released one long groan which indicated that he was cumming. He had a huge smile on his face like he just did the best thing in the world "I knew keeping you here was a good idea" he said, I didn't have the strength to say anything to him which angered him more "So now because we f****d you think you can disrespect me?" "N-no father" I replied, "good, now go clean yourself up and tonight you're sleeping in my room". Looking down I had blood and that made me sob even more. My virginity was taken by a monster who at first I called my father and I adored him. Since that night my father forced himself on me almost every night considering I was still sleeping in his room. He never used protection and I fell pregnant 4 times. First pregnacny he told me I must abort and I did, the second and third pregnancies I got a miscarriage. The fourth pregnancy I was 18 years old and my I decided not to tell my "father" about the pregnancy. When I was 6 weeks pregnant I ran away at night, i was exhausted from being his s*x toy. I saved some of the money I stole from him when he was drunk. I knew I was running and I had no place to go to. I skipped cities and I with the little money I had I rented a apartment at a very creepy place but I had no choice but to save myself and the baby I was carrying.. Author's note: This is my first book and I hope you guys join me on my journey of being a writer, I know I am not that good yet so please bare with me This book contains a lot of adult themes and disturbing content so if you do not like the idea of bondage and other violent content then this book is not for you