Mutilate The Fear (Completed Book 5 Of The Atonement Saga)

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He pulls back for air peeking my lips so I go in again and peek his lips. I wanted to keep on going, I never wanted to stop kissing them, I could feel every vibration and touch, I knew without seeing who was touching me. I could be blindfolded and know the difference between both of my mates.

My stomach growls betraying me at the worst possible moment, I groan falling onto my back on the bed again. I didn’t want to face the world or the memories that came with it.

“We won’t leave your side, we wear your mark and you wear ours, nobody will ever get the chance to touch you again”

Hunter tells me, grabbing my face and kissing me softly, I moan kissing back again.

Yep, I definitely preferred to kiss then I did facing whatever I find outside that door this morning.

He pulls away with a grin on his face

“We should probably keep the kissing thing a secret or your dad will lose his s**t”

I shrug not caring what dad thinks, nobody will take me from them again. Not ever.

“I don’t care if he knows”

“Nor me, he’s not touching you, nobody will ever touch you again, unless of course it’s me or hunter”

Dexter tells me kissing up my throat, I moan moving into him and I kiss him again, this time he grabs the shirt and he pulls me tight against him, Dane starts to purr while we kiss, sending vibrations down my throat and I can’t help but giggle and pull back. My stomach roars to life again

“Damn stomach needs to stop interrupting me”

Hunter snorts, grabbing me and pulling me off to the side of the bed

“We have a lifetime to do that but right now you need food. You want a lift?”

I nod jumping on him and wrapping my legs around his waist. I kiss him again. He was so yummy I could eat him. Dexter kisses my cheek as he passes us, opening the door and shooing us out.

I was really nervous about how everyone would act when they find out we all marked each other. I didn’t care what they said after last night. It still feels like the safest option and I won’t ever regret placing my mark on their shoulders.

As we get to the top step the energy in the house just drops, it feels like everyone was walking on eggshells. I feel stiff as a board as everyone sits around the table eating in silence.

Dexter pulls a chair out for us both and he starts filling 3 plates of food up for us. I turn on hunters knee and dad groans rubbing his face with his hands

“No please tell me you didn’t! What are you guys thinking!”

He snaps, everyone sniffs the air at the same time and everyone but her mum seems ok with it. The rest of them smirk back and forth to each other not saying a word.

“Are you crazy your too young!”

Bella shouts

“I marked Gerald when I was 7, they have been through hell and are fated mates. Give them a break”

Adlai scolds Bella, she shakes her head

“Nope I don’t accept that answer”

“Just get over it, I’m not in the f*****g mood, I marked my fated mates because I love them and secondly it’s safer this way! Nobody is going to date rape a girl who’s marked by the alphas of the pack so suck it up and shut up and if you can’t handle it you have an entire house you can use to vent in later when I’m not around but for now I want to eat my breakfast in peace”

I slam my fork against the plate and it shatters, I growl stomping my fist against the stupid thing. I get up and start cleaning my mess, my hands were a shaking, trembling mess

“Sorry nana, I didn’t mean to be rude”

We all call Lucy nana, she secretly loves it.

“Your fine love, do you want help?”

I shake my head and silently pick up all the pieces, I March over to the bin and dump them, grabbing a new plate and starting over with waffles, bacon and syrup. When I get back to the table mums still frozen in place, I hope she takes in my words and wears them because I’m not taking them back.

“I’m sorry your right”

She says quietly, dropping her head sadly then she picks at her food. I eat what I can and push the rest of the way.

“We have a few things we need to discuss, but it won’t be easy”

I nod, I had been ready for this for a long ass time.

“We need to deal with the boys”

I growl, glaring at Carter but he looks just as pained as I am about the entire thing.

“What about them! They were scum and they deserved to rot in hell.”

I snap, disgusted at just the thought of them, now that I have a clear head I know exactly what they did, what they wanted to achieve and how much they wanted to hurt me and until the day I die I would never forgive them for this.

“How do you want to deal with them”

Carter asks cautiously

“Death is too easy, I want them to rot everyday of their lives, suffering in the worst f*****g ways, slowly dying a painful death before bringing them back to life and killing them slowly again. Then when the time comes I want them to die by my hand, I think starting with 3 weeks of no food or water would be a good start!”

They all just look at each other until hunter snorts

“Damn that sounds like a damn dream come true for me to be honest”

Carter smirks

“Yeah it actually is quite good, we can keep them until they are 18 and when they get there you can kill them”

“And you need to take this”

Carly says pushing a box across the table, I pick it up and my stomach drops as I read the label. It was the morning after pill. I rip it open and swallow both pills as Carly jumps forward

“No wait that’s going to hurt—“

Just as she says it I scream falling forward and my stomach feels like I just consumed acid.

“What the fuckkk”

Dexter growls

“It’s got wolfsbane in it”

“Why would you give her that”

Hunter shouts as I grab his hand, I swear my life flashes before my eyes as I fall back against them panting for air, it feels like it’s never going to stop. Hunter grabs my face

“Because it’s the only way to end anything before she gets pregnant”

He glares at her as his face comes into view again, he kisses my cheek and then he pushes my head to the side

“Concentrate on this baby”

He tells me and he plunges his teeth into my neck, I gasp as pleasure ripples over me, Dexter does the same on the other side and suddenly the pain didn’t feel so bad.

I moan as my body moves on it’s own, drowning out the pain of the wolfsbane, not completely but enough to breathe. Hunter pulls his teeth from my neck and he sinks his plush perfect lips against my own.

He nips at my lips until I open my mouth and he immediately fills my mouth with his tongue, kissing me in a desperate rushed kiss, Dexter pulls his teeth from my neck as Hunter pulls me onto his knee.

I kiss him back straddling him, letting the world around us fade away, pushing the pain further into my head so I can hardly feel it as his taste overwhelms my senses, helping me relax as the cramps slowly start to disappear. I could hardly hear the world around me, I was so lost in the pleasure of Hunter that I didn’t want to deal with the world.

I could hear mumbling that slowly got louder and louder but I didn’t care, everywhere he touched me tingles sparked all over, Dexter held onto my hips with his hands. I knew everywhere they touched, I felt it, I knew I was safe.

Hands that I didn’t recognise grab my shoulder, my stomach drops and I pull away from it screaming, I jump of hunter and onto Dexter as hunter jumps up and growls, I bury my head in dexters chest as my body starts to tremble.

I was plunged right back into the memory of the night before, hands that I couldn’t see, but feel. I couldn’t stand it as I start to hyperventilate, Dexter's arms surrounded me, holding me tight.

As everyone starts to scream and shout, I just can’t take it all, there was too much and I had no control over any of it, my lungs couldn’t fill with oxygen and soon darkness takes over and I pass out.

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