YOU ARE IT FOR ME

CHAPTER TWELVE

Stacey P.O.V

I was still looking around at the beautiful interior of the mansion as I followed Frank to where ever he was leading me to. Then we stopped in front of a door, he knocked lightly at the door and there was a faint response from inside, this must be Donovan's bedroom door, he asked me to wait outside the door before he went inside and then a minute later the door opened and I was ushered inside the room and like I predicted this was Donovan's room, the room was very spacious and speaks of luxury, the beauty that exudes from it is immeasurable.

Each detail of his bedroom has a brush of simple sophistication in it. It has a perfectly polished marble floor, the wool rug adds a soft touch to this bedroom. Above the ceiling was a decorative ceiling-crystal chandelier. The recessed lights in the ceiling makes the bedroom seam like glittering gold. The king sized bed is white and has a white cushioned upholstered furniture in front of it. The headboard has an intricate design on it with a beautiful portrait above the head board.

The dark blue drapes was from ceiling to floor, which are controlled to open and close by itself with the use of a remote control switch. The bed is also very wide and can contain at list four adults, the bed spread and duvet have the same shade of dark blue colour. On the wall facing the bed was a huge flat screen television. His bedroom has this masculine ambiance to it. He also has a very huge walk in closet. His taste are so refined just like him.

Donovan had a pillow propped behind him as he lay with his back to the head board. he was wearing a simple blue tank top and a black sweat pant, he had his ankles crossed over the other with his eyes closed. I swallowed the accumulated saliva inside my mouth to keep myself from drooling over him, I even forgot to breath.

Geez how can someone look so handsome by just wearing a simple outfit, I don't think alot of men could pull this off easily the way Donovan just did, he is so handsome lying there on the bed, I just can't get enough of looking at him, for the first time ever I am attracted to a man and not just any man but this fine piece of artwork created by God.

I must have gotten carried away by just looking at my boss that I forgot that Frank was also there with me , I only realised myself when I heard someone clearing their throat. I quickly snapped out of my reverie, are you okay miss, I smiled and nodded and that was when I realised that Donovan was also staring at me, I looked at him trying to decipher the meaning of the look he was giving to me and as usual I couldn't.

You may leave us now Frank he said quitely. Frank nodded and then looked at me, do not over stress him, he needs enough rest he said with his stoic expression , I nodded, I will leave as soon as I am done here.

He said nothing and then he walked out of the room. There was an eerie silence as I stood there just staring at Donovan while he also stared at me saying nothing, I realised that I am supposed to say something and not just stare at him. I am confused myself that I suddenly got tongue tied by just looking at his form resting on that bed, so many things were going through my mind and I was feeling things that I have never felt for any man before. My God what was happening to me? Why are my so attracted to this man?. I tried to say something but nothing came out of my mouth, I just stood there like a statue looking at him while he stared back at me.

I took a deep breathe then walked towards him without breaking eye contact, I stood before him then tried to smile. How are you feeling sir? He said nothing but only stared blankly at me, then he smirked I thought cat caught your tongue. I blushed then looked away, staring at everywhere but him. Then I heard him chuckle then groaned I quickly looked up at him then saw him close his eyes, was he in so much pain or what, that must be it.

Are you alright sir I asked siting down on the side of the bed and leaning close to him to see what was going on with him. He only groaned and said nothing. I used the back of my hand to feel his forehead and I flinched as he was burning up from fever. My God sir, you are burning up I said with panic, he opened his eyes slowly when he felt me touching his forehead.

Have you had any medication?, should I call the doctor ? I said everything in one goal. He shook his head then groaned again. Sir don't shake your head too much or your head will ache more.

I looked around and saw a bottled water and some pain killers lying on top of the bed side drawer and I quickly grabbed it and poured out some water in a glass cup that was also there. I took out some of the medicine and then went to him. He still had his eyes closed when I went back to him. Sir,b have some medicine I said, he opened his eyes and stared at me, I brought the medicine towards him but he made no move to take it from me, I wondered if he was the type of person who despised taking drugs , I opened his palm and dropped the medicine inside his palm and then he gently placed it between his lips, I placed the glass of water between his lips as he drank the water along with the medicine.

I removed the glass from his lips and then placed it back on the bed side drawer. Thanks Stacey he said quietly. I smiled and nodded. Sir, should we go to the hospital? I asked. No I will be fine, its just fever and its no big deal and besides I hate hospitals he said.

I sighed, sir everyone hates hospitals but our health should not be negleted just because we hate going to the hospital I replied worried about his condition, how about I invite a doctor over?.

Frank already called our family doctor and he will be here soon he said looking at me. Okay I think you will have to rest then. Do you think you can sign the document now I asked.

Offcourse you can show me where to sign, I nodded and then brought the document to him and showed him where to append his signature and he sighed and gave the document back to me. I took it back and placed it in a plastic folder. I stood up from the bed so I can leave when he held my hand I stared at him and then at the hand he was holding.

Don't leave yet Stacey he said. I looked at him, Frank said I shouldn't over stress you and that you needed to rest. He chuckled, f**k what Frank said or did not say, I want you to stay at list till the doctor arrives.

I hesitated a bit then smiled okay sir. He let go of my hands and I placed my bag beside his bed then sat close to him. I felt his fore head again and he was still burning up despite the air conditioner being on.

May I try something to help bring down the fever a bit till your doctor comes I asked, he looked at me with his handsome face, I gulped and smiled. Okay what to you have in mind he said with amusement lacing his voice. How can he still be acting like this when he is burning up with fever.

I need a small towel and some water, where is your bath room, he pointed to the bathroom door and I stood up and went towards the bathroom, I opened the bathroom and the inside of the bathroom was as luxurious as his bedroom. The bathroom is very spacious with enough room and privacy. It has different spaces alloted for the shower space which has a sleek glass shower cubicle along with a shining shower handles and hand sets adds to the classy touch of the bathroom. On one side of the bathroom has a a large and long mirror where one can take a good look at themselves.

What captivated me more were the marble tiles on the bathroom floor which were not only on the floor but also on the entire walls of the bathroom, from floor to ceiling.

I looked around for the towels , so I went to the cabinets were all the soft and cosy towels and robes were neatly arranged, I grabbed a hand towel among the towels and soaked it in the sink and after getting it properly soaked I squeezed out the water and left the bathroom. I went to the bed where Donovan was already lying down with his arm over his head I sat down beside him on his soft bed and gently took his hand away from his face then placed the cold towel on his forehead, He flinched from the sudden cold and then sighed, he stared at me, thanks Stacey he said again giving me a small smile.

Sir, with time the towel will get warm, I need to get a bowl so I can fill it with water to make sure that the towel is always soaked with cold water I said while standing up.

You can get it in the kitchen just ask the cook for anything that you need he replied. I nodded. Have you had something to eat I asked.

No appetite he replied then closed his eyes. I will let the cook make you some soup so you could regain ur strength I added thinking of what other means to get him to eat. He only sighed in response. I turned around and quietly left the room. where to find the kitchen is another issue right now, cause this mansion is so big, how can I find my way around this place.? I sighed then decended the stairs , I know that kitchens are usually on the ground floor of every house for easy access. As I got to the last step I met Frank thankfully and he gave me that blank look of his as he noticed that I wasn't carrying my bag.

I smiled at him, Donovan asked me to stay until the doctor arrives, please could I get a bowl I asked politely.

He pointed towards a place where I believed it to be the kitchen, Racheal will give you anything you need he replied then walked away.

I went towards the direction he pointed to and it was the kitchen, the kitchen is an all -white kitchen with brass, it has white marble counters tops, to the white paneled walls, stone tile floors and a milk- glass chandelier made the kitchen more dimensional and formal. The kitchen is well equipped and contains all the things needed in a modernized kitchen. There's just plenty to please the eye. I met a pretty middle aged woman humming softly to herself while she dried the dishes.

Hi I waved while smiling at her, she looked up then her eyes widened before she smiled back at me. Hello, and who are you? she asked narrowing her eyes at me, making me wonder what was going through her mind , did she think that I was one of Mr. Donovan's flings, but I smiled at her, then told her who I was to Mr. Donovan, I walked towards her while she stared intently at me.

I am only surprised to see you here she replied, this is the first time any woman came to this mansion not even Mr. Donovan's former P.As came here she said going about her duties. Really!, I asked with excitement in my voice then I caught myself before she thought I was weird. She stared at me then scoffed, you seam very excited about this information miss Stacey, tell me how long have you been working with Mr. Green she asked. I wondered why she was interrogating me like this but I answered her anyways. I have been working with him for over a month now I replied. She suddenly stopped what she was doing and then stared at me like I just said something unbelievable to her.

Hmm.. I see, this is the first time she said as she went back to her chores. What do you mean by that I asked her suspiciously. It means that you are the first person to last this long with him as his P.A, the others hardly made it to a month before he fired them. I widened my eyes at that piece of information, but why does he fire them? I asked moving more closer to her. She rolled her eyes, Mr. Green is in a better position to answer that question don't you think so she replied laughing.

You are right I say, picking up a grape which was in a bowl on the kitchen island and popping it in my mouth as I chewed gently while lost in thought. Does it mean that Donovan likes me for him not to have fired me till now? though I have diligently carried out all of my duties but what is the guaranty that he will not wake up one morning and fire me too. I sighed, while I absent mindely popped more grapes into my mouth.

So what brought you here? she asked. huh... I say forgeting the main reason why I was in the kitchen in the first place then it suddenly occurred to me the reason why I came there.

I will like a small bowl and also could you be kind enough to make Mr. Donovan some chicken soup?.

Would that be all she asked and I nodded, thank you Racheal.

Why are you thanking me? she asked, chuckling as she set about making the soup. I laughed, you won't understand I replied, would you like a hand Racheal I offered . She shook her head, I made myself comfortable as I sat on a stool by the kitchen island.

You are very pretty miss Stacey Racheal suddenly told me, but then I don't think that's why Mr. Green is still keeping you around and what baffels me is that you are the only one that have stepped foot into his house not even his close workers, if it was important they usually meet at his penthouse or other places she turned to look at me, you must be special, she folded her hands while she waited for the soup to boil.

I blushed, actually it was Frank who allowed me to come here I replied. She laughed, Frank knows the rules and if Donovan didn't give his consent for you to come here Frank would have never told you to come.

Does this mean that Mr. Green gave his consent I asked with wide eyes. She rolled her eyes at me again, what did you think?, Frank works here and he does as Mr. Donovan instrusts, even if he is very close to Mr. Donovan he still works for him and would never go contary to what Mr. Green wants.

Wow, I say rubbing my neck while digesting this information. I think he likes working with you she continued. I smiled, I don't think there is anything special about me, perhaps he is just satisfied with the way I work. She laughed out loud, you are so modest Stacey and cute too. Its hard to see beautiful women like you not being egotistic, I see why Donovan really likes you. Did she just call him by his name. He must be close to her as well for her to know him this much.

I noticed how he treats his workers, he doesn't look down on anyone while he is being strict with them. And the fact that I was the only woman to have visited his house makes my heart fill with warmth. I feel myself wanting to know more about him, I feel so attracted to him even though I know that he might not find me attractive. I know alot of men can give anything to be with me but I have never felt any form of attraction towards them , the guy I dated briefly in college was an act of curiosity in my part to know if I can actually try loving someone but it did not work out and when he talked about being intimate with me I ended the relationship with him. Mr. Donovan was the first man not craving for my attention, his relationship with me has been strictly proffessional, but I think I want more than just being his P.A but I can't force him to like me if he doesnt feel the same way for me. I sighed and looked at Racheal who was pouring the hot soup into a soup plate, she placed it on a tray and placed a spoon beside it.

There you go she said giving me the bowl, I will bring the soup along she said. I thanked her and took the bowl along with me while she walked behind me with the soup. As we stepped out of the kitchen we met a man descending the stairs along with Frank and Lyon. when did they arrive here I wondered, I must have wasted alot of time in the kitchen. when Lyon saw me he widened his eyes in surprise before his face went back to not giving anything away but he smiled briefly at me. I know that he must be wondering why I was there, which means Racheal was telling me the truth. Wow I feel so honoured to be the first employee to be in his house.

You must be miss Stacey right the man asked me and I was surprised how he knew my name. He chuckled don't be surprised Frank already told me about you and that you were taking care of Mr. Green, I nodded. So I have checked him and he is having a fever due to too much stress, so you make sure he gets enough rest and take his medicines on time. Okay doctor I say smiling.

One more thing I can see you guys made soup for him, thats good, he shouldn't take medicine on an empty stomach and in cases like this the patient will have very little appetite to eat so the soup will do for now till he gradually regains his appetite. and also just like you did with the towel you can also apply that from time to time when he starts running temperature. By tomorrow he should be alright he said smiling. Thank you Doctor, Frank said shaking the man's hand. He nodded. let me see you off Frank said while walking away with the man.

I turned to Lyon as he was standing quitely while listening to us. when he noticed me looking at him I smiled while he cleared his throat slightly. Frank has asked me to collect the sighed document from you so that I can return it to the HR office considering you will be here for a while. Geez, I totally forgot about the document I said. I will just bring it to you I say, he shook his head I will come with you to get it no need to stress you coming down this stairs again.

Okay I say. Racheal must have taken the soup over to Mr. Donovan's room. I met her at the door as she was making her way out. Oh there you are she said, Mr. Donovan is asking for you. Oh, is that so, but did he have his soup? I asked, she pursed her lips and shook her head. anyways don't keep him waiting she replied before leaving.

I went inside while Lyon waited outside for the document. I met Donovan sitting upright with his back to the head board while scrolling through his phone. The hand towel was placed on the bed side drawer. How can he still be working while being sick doesn't he take a break at all. I sighed, sir you need to rest, why are you still working?. He looked up and chuckled slightly are you my mother now ? he said smirking. I am not your mother neither am I trying to be one but then the doctor strictly warned that you needed to take more rest and should not over exert yourself I say grabbing the documents. He sighed and went back to looking through his phone, I am not working I am only going through my emails he said without looking up.

I rolled my eyes and went to go out of the room, where are you going? he asked still not looking up at me. I only want to give this document to Lyon so he could take it to the office, that's why I came here in the first place remember?

He said nothing while I went outside of the room and handed the document to Lyon who silently collected it and turned to leave. Thanks Lyon I say, He didnt say anything at first as his back was turned to me, but then I heard a quiet you are welcome before he left but I noticed something, if I was not looking intently at him I could have missed it, the tip of Lyons ears were tinted red which means that he was blushing, wow just great, who could believe that the stone faced Lyon actually blushed. I know that he acts all tough and all but I do know that he must be a good person because often times people with such tough looking outlook are usually soft on the inside.

I made my way inside the room and closed the door quietly behind me, Donovan was still with his phone. His soup was covered and when I opened it I realised that it was still untouched. I grabbed the tray then sat on the bed beside him. It's time to have your soup I say uncovering the soup.

I was only waiting for you to feed it to me he said finally looking at me ,we stared at each other before I blushed red looking away which made him laugh lightly at my face which I am sure must be all red by now. You blush very easily he said teasing me.

No more talking sir I said scooping some soup which was now warm and bringing it towards his mouth, say ahhh..... I said, he opened his mouth slightly as I spoon fed him with the soup. I made sure to feed him the soup to the last drop of it , then afterwhich I dabbed the side of his lips with a serviette. When I was done he had an amused face .

What? I asked. he chuckled I can't believe that you just spoon fed me he said while grinning at me making him look more handsome. It's not a big deal I say turning away, I didn't want him to see my blushing face. You are blushing again I see he said laughing.

No I am not I replied standing up and putting away the used bowl, I took the medicines that the doctor must have brought, I looked at the method of administration before giving them to him.

After taking his medicine I helped him relax more comfortable on the bed, I felt his forehead again and he wasn't burning up like before.

I think you are getting better now sir I say to him smiling. Hmm is that so? I could get used to you pampering me you know. I rolled my eyes, you better get well I say laughing. I thought you didn't want me to be your mother I say sitting down beside him.

You can be my mother with my permission if you like, he replied smirking. I laughed at what he said, somehow his illness have brought out another side of him that I never knew existed, I never anticipated that he was this jovial, what happenend to the stone faced Donovan Green, and I am so loving this new him.

I can't sleep he suddenly say looking at me with puppy eyes making me laugh, oh my gush sir you look so cute right now I say touching his face then my hand froze, what the f**k am I doing right now. I tried to withdraw my hand but he grabbed it bringing me close to him. I was nervous and my heart is beating very fast.

Don't be nervous Stacey he said gently, I just want a cuddle from you perhaps I will be able to sleep. He brought me to lie beside him on the bed. Wait a minute sir let me take off my shoes I say, he nodded and then I took my shoes off and lay beside him on the bed. He turned and faced me then sniffed at my neck and closed his eyes, hmmm you always smell like strawberry, I love it, makes me want to eat you.

I was surprised at what he just said. The Donovan I know will never say something like this to me, I guess its the fever making his mind delirious. I couldn't say anything due to the shock and before I knew it he had his arms encircled around my slim waist as he brought me closer to his body, I smelt his intoxicating masculine scent, I inhaled deeply as my body was pressed flush against him.

His body was so warm and he was getting hot, I didn't know if it was due to the fever that was making his body feel hot or maybe our close proximity but I was enjoying the fact that my body was pressed against his, I am acting stupid right now and I don't care, all I want right now is to be in the arms of Donovan Green my boss, I don't want to think about anything right now nor the aftermath of it. Heaven knows that I want him right now like I have never wanted anyone in my entire life even if he was not acting like himself right now. I do not want to think about it. I just want to relish this moment with him.

Donovan started giving me light feather kisses on my neck as he sniffed on my neck and I let him do what he wants, I was feeling all warm inside me.

Stacey he moaned, I can't get you off my mind, what are you doing to me? he said as he licked my neck making me moan softly, I tilted my neck to give him more access. He began to grind his body slowly on me making me moan, I was feeling so much pleasure all over my body making me want to shred all my dress and letting him pound me into his bed.

Donovan was rubbing my waist with one hand as I realised that he was already on top of me, when did he even shift his position, we stared at each other as I saw the lust in his eyes, he leaned down and captured my lips and we kissed passionately as we both moaned each others name.

This was like a dream to me, kissing him and sharing this moment with him, no doubt I could give myself to him if we went that far, we kissed for a while and I enjoyed it, he was such a good kisser; he kissed my throat also and I moaned and wrapped my legs around him as he grind on me. I felt the bulge between his legs and I knew that he wanted me as much as I wanted him. All these feelings were new to me. Nobody made me feel this way before in my entire life not that I have ever allowed any man go this far with me.

Oh Stacey, he moaned, you don't know how long I have wanted to do this with you, he kissed me more and licked my swollen lips, I kissed back too and we eat each others faces like this was our last day on earth. I grabbed his shirt and pulled it off his body, I stared at the Greek god before me cause to me he had the most perfect body I have ever seen in a man, he was so f*****g ripped and his v was so prominent and I felt like licking him all over his body, I stared lustfully at him and he smirked, you like what you see? and I nodded you are so handsome sir, and he laughed in that rich voice of his.

Keep calling me sir and I will not hold back on you, then I realised what I said, does he have a kink on something like this too.

Damn, makes it more interesting, I pulled him to me and captured his lips, I love your kisses sir, his eyes darkened as he growled into my mouth and kissed me more passionately, then I felt him undo all the buttons of my shirt and he cupped my breast making me moan loudly.