YOU ARE IT FOR ME

CHAPTER THIRTEEN

Donovan P.O.V

I don't know what came over me but all I could think about at that moment was f*****g Stacey senseless, my whole body was hot and my d**k was hard as a rock, I have never wanted a woman the way I wanted her at that moment, she smelt so good and I was breathing in her sweet scent that was driving me crazy, she will definately be the death of me. It was like the more I kissed her the more I craved for her, I just couldn't get enough of her, she was moaning under me as I cupped her breast without undoing the bra that she was wearing.

I licked her already swollen lips, and sucked on her neck leaving a hickey, I have never felt like this before not even when I was dating Fiona, with Stacey I felt like devouring her entire being so no one could have her, I still felt the sparks I usually feel whenever she and I accidentally touch.

I realized one thing as I was touching her that I don't want this moment to be the last. I know that I am being a hypocrite right now and breaking the same rule that I have fired many for, but I do not care, I threw caution to the wind as I explored Staceys body with my hands and lips.

I rubbed her waistline and then slipped my hand under her skirt touching her smooth thighs , she moaned, extending my hand I lightly touched her core covered by her panties which was already moist with her wetness, as I touched her there she stiffened and stopped moaning. I quickly withdrew my hand and looked at her flushed face, she looked dazed and her swollen lips looked well kissed and red.

Are you alright I asked her feeling confused as to her sudden change in behaviour. She looked away and sighed. I am sorry but I think you need to rest she replied not looking at me.

Did I do something wrong I asked her trying to make her open up to me. She slowly sat up as I climbed off her, she slowing buttoned up her shirt. I am sorry sir but I forgot that the doctor said that you should take enough rest and not to over exert yourself, I don't know what came over me, I shouldn't have led you on like this. I frowned is she regreting kissing me or what, this was the first time any woman had rejected me like this.

I scoffed shaking my head, did you regret kissing me? I asked, she turned quickly to look at me, no sir its just that we shouldn't be doing this right now knowing fully well that you are not feeling well, I am sorry if you thought that I am rejecting you but I am only applying common sense in this situation.

You need to rest sir she said climbing out of bed, I need to use the rest room she said walking quickly towards the bathroom, I heard the door shut close.

I sighed and laid down willing my hard d**k to soften, I tried thinking about disgusting things and slowly my d**k soften making me relax more comfortably.

Stacey was right I was supposed to be resting rather than indulging in any strenous activity that might endanger my health but she was just too irresistible but at least one of us had the will to stop before it escalated any further. If I had gone all the way with her I wouldn't know how to face her tommorow or how we are supposed to be working together after that, it would have been very awkward between us, God help me am such a hypocrite.

Despite knowing all these, I know that if Stacey hadn't stopped me I would have gone all the way with her. I wondered what she would taste like down there, she was already wet, I shook my head gush, I am not supposed to be imagining stuffs like this right now and creating another boner for myself.

I felt like I was already getting better, a taste of her lips was all it took to make me feel better, I chuckled to myself for thinking like this.

She is so special, other women would have choosed to have s*x with me given this golden opportunity but she chose my health before herself that alone is a plus for her.

She is not only beautiful but sensible as well, taking care of me today made me see another side of her, I felt my heart swell with affection for her but then I remembered that I don't know her that well and I am sure she is hidding something from me even if she has not done anything suspicious to prove that she really had something that she was not revealing to me.

I sighed again, I am not ready to give my heart to anyone just yet, I will just have to pretend that what happened today didn't happen and I hope she does the same because I am not ready to attach myself emotionally to anyone not just yet.

She is sweet and all but what is the guarantee that she will not break my heart too, I don't think that I could take it for the second time.

I was still thinking about Stacey and I when the bathroom door opened and she walked out, she was properly dressed up and even had her hair down, this was the first time I have seen her hair down like this, she has very long hair almost to her waist, she has sometimes had her hair tied into a bun, so today was the first time I saw her looking this way, she looked so pretty but I prefered her hair in a bun so I can look at her long pretty neck.

You have your hair down I say raising an eye brow, she smiled shyly at me, well I was tired of carrying it in a bun she replied turning away then picking up her shoes she sat on the bed putting them on. Are you saying the truth or you are only hiding those marks on your neck, she didn't reply and went about what she was doing, I moved closer then turned her around facing me, I noticed that she was blushing. I knew it I said laughing making her smile. Seriously, thanks for all your help today I say.

I am glad that I was able to be of help , you will be at the office tomorrow right? she asked.

Are you that eager to see me tomorrow? I say teasing her. She scoffed, that is your company and you cannot be able to stay away from it for long.

I laughed I have alot to do at the office so I will be there. She checked her phone standing up, its getting late and I will be on my way now, grabbing her bag she turned to look at me. See you tomorrow at work she said smiling widely at me. I nodded saying nothing, I wish that she could spend the night but that was like asking too much from her and I wouldn't trust myself to keep my hands to myself, I might want to do dirty things to her.

She bid me goodnight and left carrying the tray with the empty bowl with her.

I watched her walked gracefully out of my room without turning back, I wondered what was going through her mind, if she was feeling the same things that I am feeling.

How come she was acting normal with me despite the hot moment we just shared, it was as if nothing happened between us. Then suddenly I remembered that she had a boyfriend making me frown, did she feel guilty that she was about to cheat on him with her boss, perhaps that was why she stopped and pretended that she cared about my health. Women, they will never cease to amaze me.

Here I was thinking she really cared for me, I felt angry at myself, perhaps she was going to meet with her little boyfriend, pretending that she and her boss didn't have their tongues down each other's throats, tch.. I just hate the fact that, that dude would have to be the one she allowed to touch her intimately while she stopped me from doing the same. f**k this, and f**k her stupid boyfriend. But why am I getting angry at her?, I just cannot fathom the reason why I am getting myself all worked up right now and besides she knew him before me, I wouldn't expect her to just end things with him and come running to me when I have not even made my intentions known to her. We just fooled around this once and she cannot just automatically be with me. I sighed, at least she had the decency to stop herself from going any further with me.

If I really want her for myself then I have to man up and let her know that I want her and besides who wouldn't want me, she should know that I was doing her a big favour for being with me. But do I really want to put my reputation at stake just so I can be with her? and the answer is no.

That b***h Fiona have showed up again after ten years and also the situation regarding catherine and her demands I just don't know how I got myself involved with these women. I have thought about it and I have made my decision, I have to do this for Catherine's baby and besides there won't be any harm if I protect her and the baby, at least by pretending to be her boyfriend it will make me stop thinking about Stacey.

I don't want her to get involved in the s**t happening in my life right now. I have accepted that I am attracted to her but I am not willing to put my heart at risk for loving her.

I laid down and closed my eyes placing my hand to my chest and feeling the steady beat of my heart as I thought about what happened between us a while ago, I will give myself this last time to think about her and from tomorrow I will pretend that today never happened and with that in mind I slept off.

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Stacey P.OV

It's been days since Donovan came to the office even after promising to be at the office the next day, he didn't show up, and when I called to inquire he didn't pick up and I got worried that perhaps he was sick again, I got so worried and asked Sarah if she had heard from him but she told me that Donovan had called earlier that he had a business trip and she thought that I should have been the first person to know about it since I was his P.A.

I had left her office feeling very sad and also wondering why I was not informed about his trip, was he avoiding me again? and besides I should be in this trip with him because we had already traveled a couple of times together though within the country but at least if he thought me and my job was important he should have notified me of his plans to travel. My phone beeped and I got a message from the devil telling me of the unplanned trip and he would be back soon. There was no specific day mentioned and nothing at all to show that he felt bad for not informing me about his trip. He informed me only when I had to call his phone.

I frowned at the work I was doing on my system, today is already friday and there was still no sign of my boss and his line has been unreachable. How did I know that, well I had tried to reach him after two days despite his cold treatment towards me to inquire about his trip and also to check up on his health but the line he used to text me that day was unreachable.

I sighed and finished up my work and after tiding up my desk I checked my time and thankfully it was already time to go home. I went to the restroom to sprinkle some water on my face after which I dried my face then reapplied my makeup and got all my stuffs ready, I opened the door and stepped out, I met Sarah as she too was about to leave she turned and smiled at me, she walked up to me and then said, you know, I didn't expect to see you last this long in this company. And why is that I asked wondering what she meant by that but I think I already have a clue to what she meant, thanks to Racheal, Donovan's cook who had also said the same thing to me.

She chuckled, others before you hardly stayed up to a month before he fired them and I keep wondering what's special about you that made him still keep you till now but I think that with the way he keeps excluding you to some important trips and meetings it won't be long before he fired you.

What she said shocked me but I won't give her the satisfaction of knowing that what she said made me worried. I folded my arms over my chest, care to elaborate on why you think that Mr. Green is about to fire me.

She threw her head back and laugh, I don't want to scare you darling but all this while you must have been doing your job properly and that's why he haven't shown you the door and now, he didn't even inform you that he was travelling. And do not think that I don't notice that he didn't take you to some meetings rather he prefer you work here at the office. This is a red flag for you to know that Mr. Green would wake up one morning and fire you.

It was my turn to laugh, who told you that I was not aware that he traveled. She raised her brow, but you asked me the other day if he had called, I nodded , I forgot he had sent me a text message earlier to notify me.

She scoffed, honestly I have nothing against you Stacey but I am only giving you a prior notice so you don't feel too comfortable working for him she said while tucking her hair behind her ears.

I smirked at her, I see, was that why you had to lie to me on the first day of work about the glass wall. She widened her eyes when I said that, then she gave a nervous laugh. Oh , so you found out about it?.

Offcourse I found out long ago but there was no need to confront you. Why did u have to say what you said to me.

Well you must know that it was just a prank to help you work harder while thinking that you were being monitored by Mr. Green, I meant no harm Stacey.

Hmm ... l said uncrossing my arms, how long have you been working here? I asked.

I have been working here for over a year she said with pride in her voice. And why do you think all those people were fired? I believe they were all women, she nodded.

well why do you think Donovan fired them she asked me back. I shook my head and that's why I am asking you since you know too much and have every information.

She noted my sacarsm and scoffed. Look I will only advice that you be careful and try not to seduce the boss. I looked at her while she smirked and tch... its for your own good. Donovan will never date his surbodinate. I have been here this long because I learnt from others mistakes and kept my feelings to myself, thankfully I have a boyfriend so he is enough distraction for me not to dwell on my crush for our boss and Mr. Green cannot fire me because I have a crush on him which he doesn't even know about.

I am only telling you this for your own good, if you want to keep working here then you have to kill off any feelings you might have for him or else he will show you the door.

I couldn't reply because I was too shocked to do so. If only she knew that he and I have already crossed that boundary, damn if not that I stopped him that day we would have done it already.

You are very pretty and men will do anything to have you so for your own good, do not seduce the boss or try to show him that you have any feelings for him or else you will get yourself fired. With that she smiled at me then patted my shoulder before leaving. I stared after her allowing what she just said sink inside my head.

Was Donovan avoiding me again because of the moment we spent together? This was not the first time, he did the same thing to me when I started working for him.

I don't think he is doing this because of the kiss but because of something else. I sighed then turned to leave also, I will not let what Sarah said to me affect me in anyway, afterall I didn't force him to kiss me, he was the one who initiated the kiss in the first place and I followed his lead, so why then should he fire me when I didn't seduce him nor forced him into it and if I hadn't stopped at that moment his d**k would have been buried deep inside of me. So f**k Sarah and her advice, I feel like she still has a crush on Donovan and she must be happy seeing all those women getting fired being that she cannot be with Donovan so those other women had no right to be with him.

Its Donovan's choice to decide on whom he wants to be with why should Sarah care, its not her place to determine who Donovan should be with. Knowing that he was my boss why did he kiss me, he knew what he was doing when he kissed me but what I will not take is someone treating me like s**t, that I will not tolerate. I will wait for his return and see how he will act towards me and with that will determine what I will do next.

I left the building, walking towards my Tesla in the parking lot I got in then drove off heading to the supermarket. I had ran out of groceries and needed to fill up my pantry with the needed stuffs that would last me at least for two weeks.

My mother had called yesterday that my father wanted me to come over to the house this weekend, I decided to go see them on sunday.

Her voice didn't give anything away but I suspected that my father must have something very important to discuss with me hence why he had asked mum to call me telling me to come home, I wondered why he wanted me to come home, though it's been a while I visited them, I will only wait to find out on sunday.

Thirty minutes later I got to the supermarket. Normally it was supposed to take me fifteen minutes to get here but due to the heavy traffic I wasted more time on the way due to the evening rush for people to get home after work. I took my bag then walked inside the supermarket, I was at the fresh fruits section when I smelt rather than felt a presence, the scent of the person's perfume smelt sweet and expensive and I turned my head around to know where the scent was coming from when my eyes came in contact with a very beautiful woman smiling at me.

Those look very fresh don't they? she said smiling widely at me. I nodded saying nothing. She got the body of a model and she was tall and slim with long brunett hair, she wore light make up and wore a short pink sleeveless gown with flat white sandals, she was carrying a white mini sling bag. She looked rich but then dressed very simple, she had her hair up in a high pony tail shwoing off her long slim pretty neck. The neck of a model. She noticed that I was checking her out making her smile widely at me.

She extended her hand towards me for a hand shake, my name is Fiona nice to meet you she said, I stared at her outstretched hand before extending mine as well for a hand shake, we shook hands briefly before we realeased each others hands.

I smiled at her sorry I was staring at you like that but you look nice thats why. She laughed and grinned at me, your not the first person that have given me such look, I get that all the time you know.

I nodded, smiling I am straight so you don't have to worry about that. This made her laugh more. I didn't get your name she said after she stopped laughing.

Its Stacey I replied resuming with looking at the fruits, I picked up some apples and grapes which was Ryan's favourite, especially the seedless ones. She also joined me to pick out some fruits too. you are also very pretty too she suddenly said. Huh... I say smiling thanks Fiona I get that alot too. She looked at me as we both burst into laughter. You are so funny Stacey and I like you, we will make such good friends, what do you think?. I grinned at her, well its good to make new friends. I have only one best friend I say looking at her. Well I could be one of your friends if you don't mind, how about we go out for a drink sometime what do you think she said.

That will be nice I responded. Let me give you my number she said already fishing out her phone from her bag, I took mine out too as we both exchanged numbers, after saving her name on my phone she smiled at me making me smile too.

It was nice meeting you Stacey and I hope we become very good friends in the future.

Nice to meet you too, I hope so too I replied smiling warmly at her. After bidding each other a good evening we both parted ways as I left to finish up the rest of my shopping. After paying for my purchase I left and made my way towards my car.

I don't know but it felt like I was being watched, you know that feeling you get when you feel like the hairs on your neck rise up, I quickly turned back seeing nothing suspicious, people were minding their own business and not looking in my direction. I quickly got inside my car, it was getting late and all I need right now is a bath, then perhaps order for pizza because I was too lazy to cook tonight. I could watch some movie on netflix and then call it a day.

I drove off after placing everything in my car, I refused to let anything bother me today, with that in mind I went home to the comfort of my house.

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I woke up to sunlight streaming inside of my room, the damn alarm was lying on the floor were I had angryly pushed it down to the floor after it went off by 6.am. I had forgotten to turn it off last night and when it went off I got irritated by it, I was supposed to be enjoying my sleep not being woken up by some alarm clock.

I stretched my tired body yawning. I already feel very lazy this morning. Thank God that it was a weekend and if it was not I doubt I will be able to do anything productive today with how tired I am already.

I started to hum to that Bruno Mars 'Lazy song' that was just my situation right now cause I just don't feel like doing anything today, Just wanna lay in my bed and not pickling up my calls. I laughed at myself trying to put myself in same situation as same as the lyrics in that song , he must be thinking of me while singing that song. I chuckled dragging my tired body to the bathroom to carry out my morning routine. It was alreasdy 11.am and I have to go to the mall today to do a little shopping, I just felt like it and besides I haven't seen Ryan in a week now he has been so busy that we have hardly spoken on phone but I do understand that he was busy and making preparations for his up coming fashion show and I also have to be one of his models. I had reluctantly agreed that day at the bar, so I can't go back on my word.

After my morning routine I didn't bath so I went to fix myself some breakfast, I was in my kitchen slicing some fruits for making smoothie when my door bell rang. I wondered who it was that will be at my place this morning. I rinsed my hands then walked to the door. I opened the door and saw a panting Ryan at my door step.

I stared at him as he wiped sweat off his face, he was grinning at me. Are you alright Ry why are you panting so hard? I asked. I went jogging isn't it obvious he replied Laughing, I stared at his outfits, he was wearing a short, tank top with running shoes, I face palmed, but did you jog all the way from your house to this place I asked with wide eyes, I couldn't imagine him jogging all the way from his place to my house considering how far his house was to my place.

Ryan rolled his eyes, I took a taxi then stopped at the park close to your house, I had to jog around the park. Are you not letting me inside he asked looking seriously at me.

I laughed sorry Ry, I am just surprised to see you this morning, knowing how swarmped you have been these days. He chuckled and came inside the house. So what were you doing? he asked.

Fixing breakfast I replied as I made my way back inside the kitchen, he came with me inside the kitchen and sat by the kitchen island.

Would you like to bath first? You are sweating alot I say as I prepared the barter to make some pancakes for Ryan and I. Sure I will do just that, I feel so sticky already, do I still have some change of clothes here ?, he asked while I nodded while placing the pan on the fire to begin making the pancakes. Ryan excused himself to go to the bathroom while I busy myself making the pancakes and also making some toasted bread.

Ryan returned some minutes later looking refreshed while wearing a blue jean trouser, with a white wife beater and a blue shirt which he left unbottened.

Hmmm... smells yummy he said as he walked inside the kitchen. I chuckled you cook way better than me I say taking our breakfast and placing then on the dinning table while Ryan grabbed the smoothies which I made, I had to make some for him also knowing how much he loved drinking smoothie especially after his morning exercise.

We sat down to eat saying little to each other but at a time I noticed Ryan giving me small looks reminding me of the last time he came here he was also silent and was giving me a look before bringing up the topic about me getting a boyfriend. I just hope he will not be bringing up that topic again.

So how are the preparations going for the fashion show? I asked trying to divert his attention from whatever thing he had in mind to say to me. He grinned as he sipped on his smoothie, its going on well and by next month everything will be ready, hope you remember you will be part of my models. I nodded I got you Ry, I said making him laugh.

So tell me how is your work going? it was a harmless question but I frowned when Ryan asked me about my work. How can I tell him that I have a huge crush on my boss and he and I have had our tongues down each others throats, or how I felt so alive when Donovan touched me.

Remembering it alone made my n*****s harden. I sighed, looking down at the remnant of my breakfast, its been going well. Hmm ... he replied . I looked up at him as he stared suspiciously at me smirking. What? I ask. Nothing, he said still giving me that look. I laughed, what's going through your mind I ask not making eye contact with him.

Well you tell me babe, you are blushing already he replied taking a bite of his toast. Am I? I asked. He nodded, did something happen between you and your boss? he asked making me freeze on my sit.