Remember Me

⚠️Read "My Burning Desire" and "My Beating Heart" before reading "Remember Me".⚠️ I grabbed her arm, hoping it would make her stop. "Please don't do this." I begged, already knowing it was over. She sniffed and as she looked at me her eyes were full of tears. She blinked and they rolled down her cheeks, but I wiped them away with one stroke of my hand. When my palm reached her face, she cringed away. I let my hand drop, feeling the pain deep inside of me. "I-I just can't, Jonathan. Not anymore." she turned to go, but she stopped before stepping outside of her bedroom. It hurt worse to feel the small slimmer of hope rise inside my chest and then to feel it crushed as she didn't turn around when she walked down the hallway and out the door. I watched her get into her car, feeling like every part of me was being ripped to shreds. It hurt worse to know that this was my fault. That I caused her so much pain that she would rather leave me than love me. I must truly be a monster. It wasn't the first time I pretty much killed someone. But hey, I need to slow down. I bet you don't understand what's even going on. But you will, oh trust me you will. I'll start from the beginning and hope you can catch up.