I sat down on a rock, just watching the waves about an hour ago. I came here after running away from everything. I couldn't handle it. I wasn't strong enough. Amber hated me, Jason hated me…were those the only two people who hated me? They seemed like my whole life. How had I screwed up so much?
The ocean waters hit the cliff, spraying little droplets of water, giving me a breeze of salty air. I took in a deep breath, trying to calm myself. My arms were shaking, my mind was spinning, and tears still poured down my face.
This was the first time I actually broke down. I put up this big front-acting all big and bad, using girls, doing what I wanted, when I wanted, acting like I had no care in the world and nothing was going to stop me. But this past hour, it cracked me. The wall I had up fe
