Dangerous Pleasures

Dangerous Filth

- Jax's POV -

I didn't sleep a f*cking wink last night, because my mind kept me up thinking about Holden and Fay. They are in for a surprise today.

Sitting up in bed as the sun peaks in through the large open windows, I stretch and crack my back and body, feeling the tension crippling me slowly dissipate. Hearing commotion coming from just beyond my bedroom door, I assume that Noah already awake, just as he better be, since we have important business to attend to at the office today. Ignoring the b***r poking through my underwear, I reluctantly get out of bed and drag my ass to the bathroom, needing a shower to fully wake me up. I can't think about anyone or anything else, than Fay. At least I'll get to see Fay today, without her mother being around. Since she's trying to get her business degree, Fay's been interning at my company for the last year now, and she's f*cking good at her job. but now that me and her mother's divorce is official, I'm not sure where her head lies regarding staying at the company. Turning the water on, I let it run until it's scalding, sending steam swirling around in the bathroom and fogging up the mirror. Pushing my underwear down, my c*ck smacks against the sculpted V on my abdomen that points to it, sending early morning rectum gliding across my skin. Stepping into the shower with my hand around my p***s, my thoughts drift back to Fay, and it's hard not to start stroking myself. F*cking little c*ck tease, the funny thing is, she doesn't even know. She hasn't always been, though. In fact, I didn't even notice her in that way until her mother and I divorced. She was there when I needed an ear to listen, and without her knowing it, she became my next obsession. Now that she became twenty-one, officially and adult, there are no f*cking limitations to what I can do. After stroking one out in the shower and coming all over the tiled wall, I quickly wash and rinse, feeling more alive than ever. I snatch a towel off the rack and dry my body, feeling awake and refreshed - ready to take on anything. Slipping through the door that leads to my room, I walk in to find a freshly pressed, tailored suit waiting for me, with matching black shoes that shine like glistening water. I purposely chose a suit that would cling to my body, knowing how much it f*kcing tortures Fay. Today, during this meeting, she isn't going to know what f*cking hit her. Finally, ready for the day, I descend the long, empty hall, feeling my phone vibrate inside my pocket. I immediately answered it.

"What the f*ck is it?"

"Uh, it's me, sir.."

"I know who the f*ck is it, Holden."

He coughs through the phone as I descend the stairs, already enraged from hearing his f*cking voice. The moment in the alley with him and Fay plays in my head on repeat, torturing every fiber of my being and putting me in a mood.

"I don't think I'm going to make it in today, Mr.Rios."

"And why is that?'

"I feel like sh*t, flu or I don't know, but I can take care of my work remotely if that helps."

"Do whatever f*ck you want, Holden, as long as your job gets done."

I hang up the phone as soon as I walk into the kitchen, not bothering to take the conversation further. It's good that he's not coming in today, because I probably would've killed his ass.

"Morning, dad" my son grins, handing me a to-go mug of coffee, anxious as f*ck to get on the road and to the office -but we both are, to be fair. "Holden isn't coming into the office today." he smirks, animalistic hunger in his eyes as nothing, but dangerous filth runs through his mind.

"Don't speak that motherf*cker's name to me right now. We'll take care of him later. Let's get going." nodding in understating as he catches the look of trickery in my eyes, he laughs, grabbing his own mug of coffee before we head out the door.

- Fay's POV -

The clock ticking on the living room wall puts me into a trance as I sit here, thinking about what happened last night. I'm so wrapped up in the thoughts about Noah, that I don't even hear Ava come up behind me, running her fingers across the back of my neck, making me jump.

"Jesus Avaa! Stop scaring me like that."

"Huh, and miss that look on your face? Hell nah!" she laughs "Wait a godamn second, why are you still here? Aren't you supposed to be at work?" hearing her mention it, I shiver, grabbing my bag as I stand up, trying to prepare myself to see the father-son duo this morning.

"I'm going I just zoned out, that's all."

"Something happened, didn't it?" she asks. She can tell by the look on my face, but my mouth remains shut, remembering Noah's threat clearly.. as well as the taste of him that lingered on the back of my tongue long after he disappeared and left me all worked up.

"We'll talk later, girl." she eyes me skeptically, but nods her head as I make my way to the front door, trying to regain my composure.

"Maybe you want Jax to punish you, that's why you late." I flip her off and slam the door behind me, refusing to admit that she's right. I don't know what the hell is wrong with me lately, but I can't stop thinking about that two idiots - Jax and Noah - and I know it's beyond f*cked up, and the fact that I've been secretly seeing Holden behind everyone's back for a while now, makes me even more weary of being around them. They're bound to find out sooner or later and when they do, it's not going to be pretty.

. . .

As I enter the building and make my way through the lobby, I hear Jax's firm, deep voice coming through the walls as I grab my mail, keeping my head down.

"Good morning, Fay." I just smile at the receptionist - not really a fan of hers - but I try to be as polite as possible, not wanting her to go b*tching to my stepfather about my attitude, again.

"Good morning, Anna. Any messages for me?"

"Lots.. enjoy." she raises her eyebrow but keeps her smile professional, handing me a stack of post - it's that I take with a silent groan. I smile and head down the hall, toward my office, refusing to let her see how annoyed I'm.

Jax runs this firm, both selling security equipment and contracting out his best men for details and such - he does it all here, but I do most of the work. Most of the men he contracts out, he knows from the mafia, but I only just found that out. It wouldn't surprise me if he's laundering money and doing other, some schemey sh*t through his company - nothing him or Noah do surprises me anymore. I'm just here managing appointments, taking care of the books, and most of his contracts, trying ot get the experience under my belt to run my own business one day. The second I put my things on my desk and go to sit, my phone rings, and the red blinking light start taunting the sh*t out of me. Answering it, I roll my eyes, knowing Jax can't see the gesture from here, wondering what he wants already.

"Yes?"

"I need you in my office, Fay. Now." he growls into the phone, hanging up before I can get a word in. Great, he's already pissed off.

I walk across the hall to his office, not even bothering to knock, and walk in on him and Noah, already staring toward the door.

"Shut the door and take a seat, Little One, we have lot to f*cking talk about." desire swirls inside me as I follow their intense gaze, neither ever waivering. I hope he doesn't know about what happened with me and Noah.