Daniel I know I should have been keeping this going but the last week was crazy didn't even had that time for my therapist, I know I'm failing big time, but at least I'm beeing on Skype with K at least once every day, it helps me to keep me focus. I really love the rush all this gives to me but at the same time it scares a bit, we have been all over in TV and radio shows a few parties and lots of work with last minute adjustments for the tour, when I come home your to a hotel bedroom I'm drained, I remember it was this that made me try the first pills just to get me that extra punch to get to the end of the day. 18 hours days can take a toll on your sanity, if you don't keep yourself focus. Yesterday William pulled another of his stunts, we had a full rehearsal today including the open

