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Back in my arms

26th December 2007

I picked up my girl from the airport and when I hold her and whispered

the truth on her hear, she turned around looked straight in my eyes and it

was like if see was looking inside of me, there was no doubt in her mind she

Reached for me and hold me near. I never fell more whole in my life is like

She was a piece of me that was missing and I didn't know about it, maybe

That’s way I was always unpleased. I brought her back home because I had

this special night planed for us if everything when fine in the airport if not I don't

Know what I have done... When we arrived I asked her to sleep with me for a

few hours, I haven't slept since the 24th the good side is that I may have at least

8 new songs. 8 beautiful K.

I really need to speak with the therapist about this that I'm feeling how can I fell

so dam good just by sleep next to this girl is like I can feel my body

Relaxing everytime she's around and everything is secure and safe with her.

I never had slept with a woman before, never, but now I want her here always

With me, and I know I can't have that and that make me fell anxious. Before

falling asleep I was thinking how was I going to go away on the road for months

without her, and just the thought takes my breathaway I don't think I'll be able to

Handle it, but she has her on live her dreams and I can't get on the way of her dreams.

I'll have to figure this out.

We woke up with the alarm and I told her that she should go to the guest room and

wait there because I had a surprise for her.

She did as I told her and I when down to the kitchen to get her some food, them the

door bells ring and I went to open it and there was the lady's Silvia recommended, the beautician and the hairdresser I show them to the room, and K was over the moon when she saw them, they knew her.

I left them and 3 boxes one with a dress, one with a bag other with a pair of shoes

that I got with Silvia's help and left telling them I will be back at 7:30.

Learned a few more things about my babe while buying her the clothes and accessories with Silvia's help over the phone, to start it couldn't be too short or too tight, if it has in the middle of the thigh it couldn't have a cleavage if it has a deep cleavage, it should stick to the knee, nothing strong, neutral colors, tea pink, mint green, red is the only strong color she wear but only mixes it with navy blue and white.

It wasn't easy, but I'm a persistent man, and I think I made a good job I got her a

pink tea dress with long sleeve and v cleavage, we hope it will go up to her knees,

then I got her a pair of beige Louboutin high-heeled shoes, I wasn't sure about this

but Silvia told me that she would be quite comfortable with them even if I had only saw her on tennis shoes, and to a smal beige Prada bag. I was happy with the result let's just see what she thinks of it.

I head for a real estate agency were I have an appointment to start to look for a

detached house or a piece of land to build a house where I can have my studio, my

cousin's Afonso's wife Patricia works on this agency do I'm hoping she may be able

to help me out.

At 7pm I'm waiting on the living room, I knew she was gorgeous from the first day

I lay my eyes on her but I never saw her wearing nothing beside jeans maybe because it's winter oh and my bottom shirt, that one looked stunning on her. But this pink tea dress, didn't even know there was a color with that name, is out of this world she looks absolutely perfect, glamorous and classy with a dash of sensuality and innocence at the same time and the most angelical face known by man kind. She cames down with the 2 ladies, I show them the way out and thank them.

Go to my princess take her hand pull one chair so she can seat and take a box from

My pocket with the final touch a gold neckless with a single diamond.

When I go to put it on her she stands up holds to me and says

" Daniel no, that's way to much"

“I want you to have it and I can give it to you, so please babe let me. I'll love to

know that when I can't be with you this that I choose to you will be right here on

Your neck near tour heart." I kissed her ear while locking the neckless.

"Thanks, just felt that this is something Danny Fraser would get me not Daniel

Lourenço, but thanks it's lovely. I have something for you to." She said going for her luggage

“Remember when you said you didn't know a lot about your clan, Well in the next days you will be an expert. I brought you the History of your clan and a kilt made of your tartan, we can visit the castel the clan used to live, they were Highlanders”-At that moment my phone rung our ride had arived, I grabbed the long dress-like coat that Silvia helped me choose for her and helped her put it on and put my arm around her waist and headed for the front door, it was lovelly how even when she thought I had been an ashole she did remember to get me all that stuff from the Fraser clan.

At the front of the house was a white limousine, K looked up at me and said

with a smile:

" Really?"

We went to this really nice restaurant at a small hotel near Albufeira, it was really

nice we spoke about my plans to live in Algarve and buy a house here, and she

told me she was hoping to get in Coimbra Med school next October, but even if everyone else seems to be sure she would be fine she was not so sure herself, she would need a 19,25 out of 20 to get in and even then theres only around 150 places

available and if she has the 19,25 and 150 people have 19,30 she doesn't get in,

she would like to be able to get in on the first try because that would mean she could finish her 7 year old degree at 23 which is very rare. My God this girl is smart, she wants to specialize in pediatric oncology, then I asked her something that was bothering me for a while now.

"K, I'm going to ask you something you don't have to answer if you don't want".

"Ok?"

"Your Dad?" I asked

" Oh that, I had one once it was a nice one actually, my brother also had one the

problem is that as soon as he changes wife he also changes kids, so you may have

an idea my mum didn't know about my brother untill I was 4 and keep in mind that Leo is 12 years older then I’m, she only found out because his mum sent some photos of him to our granny, my mum confronted our dad and he denied and that was it for my mum. After that mum got Leo's mum adress and wrote her speaking about me and telling her that she would love for us to meet had Leo started to come to spend his school holidays with us first in Burgau where we lived with my dad and then here when we moved, before he used to come to our grandmother house that’s why your cousins know him since they were kids, and he also lived in Vilamoura when his mum lived with our father, Leo also doesn't have contact with him actually since his mum left he only had contact with our dad on the first time he come and my dad ignored him, that's when my mum left, she said that a man that treats is on fresh and blood like that is nothing but garbage and she recycles"- she said that like it was nothing no sign of hurt on her.

"What he does for living?"-I asked

"He own some bars in Lagos so I heard, I don't keep contact I just know what

granny tell me and Leo, we never spend Christmas with her so we don't be with

Him. He is toxic, but I really like is brother and sister and my cousins also." she added

We finished our dinner I took her home before 12 like I promised her mum.

When we stop near her house I get out first to hold the door for her, she looked at

me with a wide smile on her face" Danny Fraser, it was very nice to get to know

you, you are a lovely guy and if I was not so into someone else maybe you would

have a chance, but if you don't mind I would like very much to have my Daniel

Back tomorrow please!" And she left me there watching here walking away.

"Hi De!"- I looked up to see her mum on the balcony, doesn't that woman does

anything else " Nice move!!"- she smiled

"Hi Meg"- I smiled.- "Goodnight Meg"-I dismissed the limo and decided to walk home.

"Sweet dreams De"- Meg sign me.

I received a sms from K. " Don't answer her or she won't leave you alone,

Goodnight. I'll pick up my luggage tomorrow after work. If that's ok with you."

"Can I drive you to work in the morning? I'll miss you tonigh!

"No you can't, you need to sleep, and I’ll miss you to."

"Will you?" I want to kidnap you and bring you back." I texted

"Of course I will, I will miss your t-shirts, see you tomorrow De"

HEY your mum just called me that!!"

"I know, I like it! " She texted with lots of smiles

K.

I'm on my bed looking up on my ceiling and I think I must be living in a dream, the must gorgeous guy in town just took me to dinner and drove me home in a f*****g limo. Not that I'm impressed by that kind of stuff if it was any other guy, and he got me a dress and shoes that actually fit me that was impressive, and even better I really loved the style.

When I arrived mum was teasing Daniel from the balcony, then she came in gave

me a huge kissed my forehead and told me to take it easy because this one would

Really hurt if it go wrong.

"How is that you always say mum? Better love and lose it then never love at all,

Isn’t something like that"? I answered her and headed to my room hearing her

saying " That stylist of yours is great"

Like if I didn’t know this will hurt like hell I already had a taste of it and didn't enjoy it. Tonight I had a feeling I enter in Danny Fraser's world and it is a very nice world a fantasy world but I don't think is the kind of place for me, maybe I would like to pay him a visit once in a while but I wouldn't like to live in there for sure. I think De understood that, at least I hope so. I could vaccinate against cholera more then 120 kids with the amout he spent on this shoes alone, not that I think people are not entitle to do what they want whit the money they earn I just think sometimes we can give it a better use.

But nevertheless I loved this night and I would only trade it for the chance of get to sleep in the same place I did this afternoon.