Carolina I did not know why I said those words. From what I had read on the Internet, modern people sometimes have s*x and do not love each other. Sometimes, they do it not because they want to have children. It was so different. At least, with Xavier, he attempted to show a semblance of love as he pursued me since I turned sixteen. In the modern world, I had just given myself to someone I had known for a little over a month. I had just managed to confuse myself. Hopefully, Daniel did not hear me. I was an adult who said yes, and I should not complain. In a way, I believed what I said about possibly disappearing at any time. It could happen. I also wanted to feel what it would be like – and I did not know that it made you feel so many things everywhere. Even though my body responded s

