Lost
Kira was on her knees, clutching my hands as if she’d never let go. Her eyes were frantic, and her voice trembled.
“Kara… please. Stand in for me.”
I blinked, stomach flipping. I already knew—the marriage, the mafia boss, everyone’s whispers.
“You want me… to take your place?” I whispered.
“Yes!” she cried. “You’re the only one I trust. You have to do this. I… I can’t face him. I won’t survive him. But you…” Her hands tightened around mine. “Please, Kara. I’m begging you.”
I stepped back, heart pounding. She was desperate, broken. For the first time, I realized how much she had always protected me… how much I owed her.
I swallowed hard. “Kira… I…”
Her tears fell before I spoke, and suddenly, everything changed.
I froze, staring, my mind spinning. The room blurred, and I was no longer in the present.
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FLASHBACKS
“Bark! Bark!” a puppy called from a nearby alley.
I rose from the bench where I waited for my driver after school. The small, playful puppy wagged its tail and barked again. I moved closer to pat its head, but it suddenly barked louder and ran off.
Naive six-year-old me chased after it without thinking.
Eventually, I stopped, seeing unfamiliar streets. Panic surged through me. I realized I’d been so focused on the puppy I didn’t notice where I was going. Tears filled my eyes, and I cried openly.
I sank onto a chair across the street, heart pounding.
Soon, a woman approached, looking around before focusing on me.
“Little girl,” she asked softly, “what’s your name? Why are you here alone? I’ve never seen you in this neighborhood.”
“I'm Kara,” I sniffled. “I got lost, and I don’t know how to get home.”
She studied me briefly, then said, “Come with me. I’ll help you.”
Hesitant, fear clenched my chest. Seeing my reluctance, she softly added, “I won’t hurt you. Follow me so I can help you find your home.”
I looked around again. No one had helped me since I sat there. With no better option, I decided to follow her.
At her house, she offered me a cupcake and water. Then she asked questions—my address, parents’ names, school—anything to find my way back. She searched for weeks. I often cried, hoping I’d reunite with my family.
Nothing worked.
After weeks of fruitless searching, she took me in, running an orphanage.
“Kara, it’s time to go,” Kate called.
I left her room and got in her car. We headed to the orphanage, far from her house. Once there, Kate introduced me to the children, asking them to be kind and show me how things worked.
After she left, some children my age greeted me kindly, others looked at me with hostility. I was shown to my room, shared with three girls.
“Hi, I’m Kara,” I said quietly.
“I’m Lilly,” a blonde girl replied. “This is Preshy and Danny,” she added, pointing at twin girls.
“Nice to meet you,” I said.
They answered briefly and resumed their activities. Though some were kind, I mostly kept to myself and did my chores diligently, learning to be invisible.
Some children were adopted. I watched them leave with new parents, holding hands, faces glowing. Each time, a hollow ache grew in my chest. I silently wished it would be my turn.
Years passed. No one came. By fifteen, I stopped hoping, preparing to leave the orphanage and earn a living.
At seventeen, I told Kate, “I need a job. The orphanage can’t struggle while I sit idle. I want to help support it.”
“Kara,” she replied gently, “I’m not sending you away. You can stay. I will handle everything about the orphanage.”
But I insisted on working.
Eventually, she agreed. She told me about a household needing a maid, and I was the perfect fit for my diligence. A few days later, she returned with good news—I had the job. I had a week to prepare.
I thanked her repeatedly. Then she said, “Get dressed, Kara. We have somewhere to go.”
I didn’t question. We drove in silence until the car slowed, and I saw the street where I got lost.
The bench, the alley—that’s where my life changed forever.
“Why are we here?” I asked calmly.
Kate parked. “Because this is where everything began,” she said softly. “And before you start anew, remember how far you’ve come.”
She squeezed my hand. “You survived this place, Kara. You’ll survive what’s next.”
I nodded, unaware that this would be our last moment here together.