His hand brushes my hip as he dips his head down to my neck inhaling "I want to kiss you my female" he whispers huskily, his words making me blush from desire and feeling flustered. "Thaddeus" I warn, turning my head to look at him with wide eyes "Not here" I say quietly - we were the only two in the sun room but with our luck someone is bound to come in soon.
He growls and backs me up to the wall, his lips hovering over mine and hands on either side of my head "You drive me crazy. You are so beautiful Isi how can I stay away from you?" his voice is strained with frustration as he swallows thickly, lips getting closer to mine "I want to taste you on my lips again, like last night" he says, voice getting lower and I feel my legs begin to tremble.
I whimper trying to withhold my want for him but my wolf is growling, she wants to pounce on him as he belongs to us we should be able to touch him whenever we want. She doesn't understand the reality of our situation.
"When I was f*****g you with my tongue and sucking your c**t, you're always so wet for me Isi. I don't even have to touch you and you're dripping through your panties
Are you wet now? Just thinking about what we did last night - what I do every night, my favourite place is with my face between your creamy thighs my female, lapping your sweet juices up whilst I f**k your tight p***y with my tongue"
"Thaddeus" whining in desperation, needing him to stop filling my mind with images of our hours of mating
"I love the way you taste, the way your thighs quiver and body writhes when I make you c*m, you look so wild and beautiful. By the Moon I love you"
He seals his words of passion with a feverish kiss that has me moaning into his mouth, arms wrapping around his neck. I gasp into his mouth as he presses his hips into mine, bringing my legs up so my skirt is gathered at my waist and his hardness is settled between my thighs rubbing me in his skillful way that has the knot quickly building up in my stomach and our clothes aren't even off.
"Please" I whimper "Thaddeus please" I beg
"Tell me what you want" he growls, nipping my ear before kissing beneath it and trailing down my neck whilst his hands palm my breasts, thumb and forefingers rolling my hardened peaks making me arch into him "Please make me c*m"
A sharp knock on the door is followed by Zoltar stepping inside, keeping his gaze to the ceiling when he closes the door and clears his throat "You need to see your father, your city visit is due to start in twenty minutes and it takes that long to get there"
Thaddeus growls angrily, angling us so I'm completely covered by him "I am busy with my female" he snarls, continuing to kiss me and rub against me, torturing me with his hands, hips and mouth making me moan in lust unable to suppress myself.
"My prince-"
Thaddeus holds me against him and carries me into the adjoining room, shutting the door behind him and then laying me on the sofa "I love you" he tells me with a possessive, dominating kiss to my mouth before he kneels on the floor, pulling me closer to him and propping my legs on each of his shoulders so my core is a breath away from his mouth.
He pushes my skirt up further and with a tug rips my panties off and kisses my bundle of nerves softly "You're mine Isi, my beautiful female" he whispers, tongue darting out to drag up my slit in a slow torturing movement causing me to moan lowly, my hands darting down to tangle in his hair.
"Try to be quiet baby" he warns, I don't even have the chance to reply as he licks me again and again making me moan once again, he chuckles and I feel his hot breath against my slick core "That's not quiet" he tells me, his blue eyes finding mine and holding my eyeline as he lowers his head again, gently sucking my c**t.
Arching off the sofa I cry out, my whole body sizzling from just that action - Thaddeus knows everything about me and my body and he knows exactly how to drive me crazy.
He lifts his head up and shakes it, "I f*****g love you Isi" he says before nipping my thighs and bringing his glorious mouth back to my core, with his fingers pushing in and out of me, curling whilst he licks and sucks until I come undone.
He stands up, bringing his fingers into his mouth to swallow my juices that were drenching his fingers whilst his other hand brushed through his hair. All I can do is lay there staring at him, my body still buzzing from my orgasm that he had so easily given me and now I'm in such a relaxed and blissed state I can't seem to move.
"Isi" he says laughing when I close my eyes and smile, he kisses my cheek "Come on my female, get up" he tells me, instead I bring my arms up and around his neck to pull him closer "But I am perfect here Thaddeus"
He sighs and nuzzles into me wrapping his own arms around me "I am taking you away this weekend my female" he states, kissing my neck "I have a couple days off, and it will be like before where Dom, Atticus and everyone's there just to keep our cover story. But I will make sure we are together the whole time I promise you Isi"
"Will Calliope be there?" asking quietly because just the thought dampens my mood
"No, she's staying here with Aurelia"
I can't help but exhale in relief, feeling so much better knowing that for those couple of days I will have Thaddeus to myself without her scent clinging to him or her taste on his lips for once. That was the hardest part of this; knowing he belongs to someone else making it feel as though we were all three in a relationship as her scent was always on him.
He stands up, pulling me with him and righting my clothes so my skirt's back down and he smoothes my hair for me "I have to go, the guards are here and dad's getting pissed that I'm not with him" he murmurs just as there are two knock and when he tells them to enter Dahlia and Zoltar greet us.
Once again they give us the scent maskers and also use it for the room to hide any trace of what just occurred in here "Zoltar did you pick up my request?" Thaddeus asks him, he nods and pulls out a velvet case from his jacket.
Thaddeus takes the box and open it revealing a ring; a diamond encrusted band that is so simple but looks gorgeous. He turns to me and my heart goes wild for nervousness, excitement and love for this male "This is for you Isi, to show you that I love you my female. I want you to wear it on your right hand for now but when it's just us two it goes on the left hand, ring finger Isi"
"I am sorry it cannot be there the whole time" he adds, looking down as he says this with sadness striking his features before he straightens up and fixes his expression.
"It's okay" I whisper, unable to speak as I'm so shocked by this symbol of commitment - one of the first he has given me. But although I'm so happy with this, I can't help the sadness that causes aches in my chest; sadness that this isn't a real commitment at all, why can't it be a real engagement? Why can't this ring actually symbolise an actual future of us being together as a mated couple? Instead it is just a ring that shows that he wants to be my mate but won't make it happen, it's like I'm being given a taste of what I'll never have: a wedding band from Thaddeus to show our union as a mated couple.
The weekend comes sooner than expected as I sit in the car with Aurelia beside me Thaddeus, Zoltar and Dahlia in front of us whilst Atticus is up front driving to who knows where. My fingers clasp onto the cold diamond band resting on my right ring finger and my heart flutters whilst I smile as subtly as I can but it is not as discreet as I think.
"What are you smiling about my female?" Thaddeus asks curiously making me notice that he's turned his head back to me "Nothing" I blush, tipping my head down so my hair shields my flushed cheeks.
"Pull over, we are far enough from the castle. I want to sit next to Isi"
"My Prince, protocol states you need to have a guard stationed either side of you when in a vehicle" Dahlia voices almost mechanically
"Pull over" the authority of Thaddeus' order has Atticus doing as he's told
"Aurelia, I'm sitting there" Thaddeus says, opening her door and practically pulling her out of her seat making her golden hair fly out in front of her, just as he's about to get in Dahlia grabs his arm "Your highness, you can't sit in the back someone could shoot you so-"
"Go sit at the front with Atticus" his order has a slight smile coming onto Dahlia's face; her concern and serious nature for her duty as bodyguard dissipating from the mention of her being able to sit next to her beloved.
"Okay" she chirps happily, rushing to the passenger side and climbing in beside Atticus who smiles when she gets in, reaching over to press his cheek on hers and whisper something before putting her seat belt on for her.
Aurelia goes in the middle, sitting next to Zoltar so then Atticus can continue on ur journey following the others in front to wherever we were going.
Thaddeus unplugs my seat belt and pulls me onto his lap making me squeal and hit his shoulder "Thaddeus! Put me down I need my seat belt on" I tell him but my hands quickly snake around his neck, loving having him so close to me again.
"We both want this Isi, don't pretend like you don't" he chuckles, kissing my cheek softly "I'll keep you safe don't worry my female" he says, putting his arms around me and holding me tighter against his chest as if his large muscular arms are now my seat belt.
"How long until we arrive?" I question, leaning my head on his shoulder as he looks down at me "A couple hours still, are you tired?"
I shrug indifferently but I see the slight darkness beneath his sapphire eyes - my heart clenches as I know what they are for; him and Calliope were having s*x into the early hours of the morning. I suppose it was their way of saying goodbye but it makes me feel like an i***t; it's as if he's cheating on me but I'm fine with it. In reality I am the mistress but I don't want to be that and I'm not okay with him being with someone else - but this is what I signed up for, I can't tell him how I'm feeling.
I made my bed so I have to lay in it.
"You look tired Thaddeus, have a nap my male" I tell him, leaning up to peck his lips softly and tasting the familiar hint of Calliope that seems to be attached to his mouth.
His pink lips twitch into a small smile "I haven't been able to sleep without you Isi" he says, putting his head on top of mine and relaxing "I love you" he breathes softly, nuzzling into my hair and only a few minutes later I hear his breathing even out telling me he's asleep.