Ocean Of Lies

Willow

“I don’t want him here” I explained  

“Luka loves you. He might be mad about what happened with you and Jay but I'm sure it’ll be okay” Jess reassured me 

“I'm going to leave so I don’t cause any more problems” Jason said turning his heal 

“No! You are staying!” I yelled at him the best I could  

“Willow it's just going----” He started to say before I cut him off. 

“NO!” I yelled making him stop in his tracks  

I started throwing up again 

“Willow!” Luka yelled as he ran into my room as Jason was holding my hair back  

“You. Out" Luka said pointing to Jason 

“No!” I yelled threw the vomit  

“I said out!” Luka yelled again  

“AND I SAID NO LUKA!” I yelled as loud as I could while still throwing up.  

“IT’S HIM OR ME!” Luka yelled quickly  

“YOU ARE BEING A CHILD! SHE IS LITERTALLY VOMITTING BLOOD AND YOU ARE WORRIED ABOUT YOUR RELATIONSHIP. WILLOW IS CONFUSED, SHE NEEDS HELP AND THE ONLY PERSON THAT IS GIVING IT TO HER IS JASON! HOW MUCH DOES THAT PROVE LUKA! YOU CAN’T EVEN DEAL WITH THIS LIKE AN ADULT. YOU DONT DESERVE HER!” Jess yelled. Jess was the gamma’s daughter. So that’s how we all became friends and when she got really mad and yelled really loud, we knew it was the gamma in her.  

“You are right about one thing. I don’t deserve her.” Luka said with his head down and turned his heal to walk away.  

“LUKA” I yelled in pain  

“Willow Jess is right. I don’t know how to act around you right now. Not after what you did with Kris or even kissing Jay. I thought we were on the same page. I thought you wanted me and only me” Luka said meeting my gaze  

“I do want you and only you Luka. I wasn’t thinking clearly when I kissed Jay and we were talking and reminiscing about the past. I got caught up and I’m sorry. You never made our relationship clear. I was confused. I’m still confused about where we stand. But the thing with Kris I did to stall and save time for everyone to find me” I explained holding back the tears.  

“I’m guessing the fact that you liked it had nothing to do with it at all huh?” Luka scoffed  

“Seriously? This is how you are going to act right now?” Mindy said barging into the room  

“I raised you better! People make mistakes. Willow spent her entire life with Kris and its possible she may have even formed a bond with him she didn’t realize. When she thought she killed him it opened her up to new possibilities but now that he’s still alive she is more confused than ever. Your job as her literal mate is to be there for her. And to help her through everything.” Mindy yelled at him 

“My mate?” I asked confused.  

“Yeah, I am your mate. Which is why I wanted to wait to do anything. It’s always better after you have come into your wolf. But I think it’s a bad idea anyways. The moment you turn 18 I'll reject you so you can move on with your life.” Luka scoffed  

“Do it now” I said with a blank expression on my face.  

“What?” Luka asked confused  

“It’s after midnight right Jess?” I asked and she nodded 

“Do it now. I'm officially 18. Reject me Luka.” I said standing up  

“Willow” Jason said helping me 

“No if you really don’t want to be with me. If you really think any part of me wants to be with Kris. Or that you would be better off without me. Reject me Luka!” I yelled walking towards him he stood there with a blank expression. 

“REJECT ME LUKA!” I yelled in his face  

“I, Luka Morgan Sterling hereby re--” Luka started to say his voice cracking before he stopped completely  

“I can’t” he said quickly  

“Please Luka. If you have no thoughts of spending your life with me. Let me go. So, I can find someone who will” I pleaded  

“No Willow. I can't!” Luka yelled at me. 

"WHY NOT LUKA!" I yelled quickly in his face again with tears streaming down mine 

"BECAUSE I f*****g LOVE YOU!" Luka yelled at me. Suddenly I started throwing up again right on Luka’s shoes. The room started spinning and I slowly started to fall but was caught  

“Willow?!” I heard voices echoing around me. And suddenly I didn’t hear anything. Everything was pitch black.  

LUKA’S P.O.V. 

Jess was right, Willow needed help and instead of being there for her I gave her an ultimatum. Me or Jason. Someone who was her first love, her first time, her best friend. Over someone who was her mate or someone who saved her life. I may have saved her life but I also put it in danger again after I promised her I wouldn’t.  

“Luka?” I heard a voice come up from behind me and a hand on my shoulder.  

“Hey, what's up?” I turned around quickly and was met with Alexis again  

“I heard what happened, is she okay?” Alexis asked concerned  

“She’ll be fine, hopefully” I forced a smile on my face  

“Good, this is my boyfriend, Logan” Alexis said as he introduced her.  

“Mate” Logan said as his eyes turned black with lust. I turned around and saw Jess’s doing the same thing.  

“f**k you, he’s mine” Alexis said stepping in between them  

“Yeah, I don’t think so” I said pulling Alexis out of the middle 

“What are you talking about?” Alexis asked confused  

“He looks like he wants to be with her. Not you” I answered with a chuckle  

“Well two can play at that game” Alexis said pulling me into a kiss which knocked Jess completely out of it as I gave in to her sweet taste.  

“LUKA WHAT THE f**k?” Jason yelled shoving me against the wall  

“WILLOW DID IT!” I yelled to defend myself  

“WILLOW WAS CONFUSED AND DIDN’T JUST CONFESS HER LOVE TO YOU BEFORE SHE WAS LYING IN A HOSPITAL BED DYING!” Jason yelled in my face immediately making me feel like s**t.  

“f**k me.” I said rubbing the back of my neck.  

“You are so f****d up right now Luka” Jason said to me shoving me back  

“And you aren’t!?” I yelled at him  

“I know I am! That's the difference, but if Willow was my legit mate, I wouldn’t be out here kissing someone else while she was lying in a hospital bed!” Jason yelled back walking towards Willows room.  

“She’s awake by the way Asshole!” Jason yelled pausing at her door.  

“f**k” I said grasping at the thoughts in my head. I heard a noise behind me and turned around to see Jess holding Alexis down on the ground with her foot. 

“Jess?!” I yelled confused  

“f**k you Luka” she said pushing me back and walking past  

“And where are you going?!” Alexis squealed from the floor 

“Um with my mate?” Logan scoffed and walked past her.  

“Your mate is a b***h!” Alexis screamed 

“She’s a bad ass. Get it right” Logan said grabbing Jess’s ass 

“First off all, I am. Second. You stood me up. Go wait with Luka.” Jess said rolling her eyes and walking into Willow’s room  

“Lukaaaa” Alexis groaned 

“God why did I ever date you?” I asked lowly holding the bridge of my nose  

“Luka let's get out of here” Alexis begged  

“No. Leave Alexis” I stated  

“Luka come on” She begged again  

“My mate is literally in a hospital bed right now. f**k you and your f*****g mind games Alexis. LEAVE” I yelled in my Alpha voice.  

“Fine, f**k you to Luka!” She yelled before walking out the double doors.  

“Wow” Logan said slumping down in his seat  

“What” I asked pissy  

“This is one seriously f****d up situation. How do you plan on explaining it to Willow? She seemed nice and sweet when I met her the other day” Logan sighed  

“I don’t even know, wait when did you meet Willow?” I asked confused  

“Oh, she and Jess and a couple other girls were walking the pack grounds. That was when I met Jess but I was still with Alexis then. She was at Dark moon on business though” Logan explained  

“She came back that day and I think that was the same day you came back as well so I'm not really sure what her business was but I had to travel for a few days that day because my boss forgot a shipment. I just got back tonight and Alexis said you were an old friend and your mate was in the hospital. She thought it would be a good idea to stop by and check up on you” Logan explained more.  

“I’m so confused” I said slumping over my chair holding my face in my hands.  

“Listen, a word of advice. If she really is your mate. Go to her. Help her. Love her. Heal her. She’s the only one you get in life” Logan said patting me on my back  

“Up” Jess said standing Infront of us. Logan and I stood up at the same time  

“Not you Logan” Jess said rolling her eyes and patting him on the head 

“You.” She pointed at me and glared  

“You get 5 minutes to convince her the plan Dr. Steph has come up with is a good one. Even if you don’t agree. Your choice makes or breaks hers. You go in there and support the f**k out of her. If you don’t. I tell her about Alexis. If you do. You tell her when she’s stable. Your choice” Jess scolded me.  

“Will anyone else be in the room with us?” I asked carefully  

“No, Willow asked to speak to you alone” Jess said and rolled her eyes.  

“But I'm always watching you Luka” Jess said glaring at me as I walked to Willow’s door.  

“Hey Love” Willow said weakly  

“We will give you two sometime” Alex said walking past me. One by one everyone including the doctor left the room until it was only the two of us.  

“Hey Flower” I said walking towards her  

“You okay?” She asked me slowly  

“What I am isn’t important. Are you okay?” I asked quickly  

“Dr. Steph thinks it would be a good idea to do a blood transplant at the same time you kill Kris.” Willow said shocking me.  

“What's the likely hood of it actually working and you surviving?” I asked stunned  

“50/50” Willow answered with her head down  

“What do you think Willow?” I asked concerned  

“I just want this all to end” she said with tears forming in her eyes.  

“Willow I support you 100%” I said holding her hand  

“Will you lay with me for a little?” She asked with puppy dog eyes. The last time I saw those eyes was when she was 14 and she asked me to cover for her when she was with Jay.  

“Of course, how could I say no to you flower?” I smiled laying down beside her taking her head and laying it on my chest wrapping my arms around her carefully so I don’t get tangled in the wires.  

“Luka?” She asked without making eye contact  

“Yes flower?” I asked softly  

“Did you mean what you said?” She asked lowly.  

“What do you mean?” I asked confused  

“Do you...lov---” She started to say and I cut her off 

“Willow I love you with my whole heart and soul. We were literally made for each other. The moon goddess picked us for each other. We are supposed to be powerful together. Of course, I love you Willow. I have since I was 13. You were always so sweet and kind. And you talked so low like a mouse it was so cute. Willow when this is all over, I would love to be with you forever or give you space. Whatever you need.” I assured her as I felt tears running out of her eyes 

“What if I die Luka? I’ve never been afraid of it but now I don’t want to accept it” she said trying to hide the tears in her voice.  

“Willow I promise if you die, I'll be right beside you. I don’t want to live in a world you aren’t apart of” I said squeezing her tight  

“Promise?” She asked concerned  

“I promise Willow.” I answered sweetly 

“Okay, then get ready. Cause all hell is about to break lose.” She said sitting up flashing me a smile and wiping the tears from her eyes. 

“Call everyone back in please” Willow asked and I did. I would go to the ends of the earths for this woman if it meant she would love me like I love her. Or even to see her smile. Her beautiful smile. I meant what I said, if willow died today, I would die to. I would find some way to die so I could be with her forever. I love this woman with my whole heart. With my body. With my soul. As soon as this is over, I will make her mine once and for all. If she allows it.  

WILLOW’S P.O.V. 

As I asked Luka to get everyone back in here, he mind linked them I'm guessing cause his eyes went white and then back to his gray color.  

‘Hello Willow’   

‘Um hi? Who are you?’ 

‘I am your wolf. Octavia’ 

‘My wolf?’ 

‘Yes Willow. And I need to tell you. I will be here with you the whole time. ‘  

‘So this is a good idea?’  

‘Do you feel it is?’ 

‘That’s why I'm asking you’ 

‘Willow I will help guide you, in every way shape and form. I will fight with you when we are called to and let you run free in my form. I will help you make this choice. But it is your choice. I just support you in everything you do.’ 

‘So, do you think this is a good idea?’  

‘I think it will work.’  

‘I think so to’  

‘Then you didn’t even need my opinion’ 

‘One more question before I leave?’  

‘Of course’ 

‘Is Luka our mate? Why am I not dry humping him Infront of everyone?’ 

‘Yes, Luka is our mate. You are too weak. When we start the blood transfer, I will put you in a deep sleep to help your body heal and I will be taking over. Is that okay Willow?’  

‘You won’t do anything crazy?’ 

‘I’ll try my best not to.’ 

‘I trust you, Octavia.’ 

‘Thank you Willow.’ 

I readjusted the room quickly and noticed everyone staring at me 

“I'm fine” I said quickly calming everyone down as they left out a sigh of relief.  

“Change in plans though” I said quickly and everyone gave me a weird look.  

“I just talked to my wolf. She will be taking over my body and putting me in a deep sleep while I am doing the blood transfer. Anyone oppose?” I asked sarcastically  

“Okay good. Moving on. I agree to do the blood transfer” I said quickly 

“Okay, we don’t have a lot of time. It looks like your body is trying to push out more of Kris’s blood, I'll start the transfer while Luka does what he needs to” Dr. Steph said  

“Luka?” I asked quickly as he gave me a hug to leave the room  

“Yes flower?” he asked retreating back to me 

“Please” I asked slowly. He knew what I wanted and he complied.  

Luka brought his face close to mine. I could feel the air he was breathing back into my body as mine did the same to his. He sat down on the bed never breaking eye contact taking me in his arms finally closing the gap and giving me what I've been longing for, for so long. We kissed until my lunges burned and I couldn’t breathe anymore.  

“Better?” He asked with a smirk,  

“Better” I smiled as he pulled away  

“Hey Luka” I said as he walked away and everyone sighed  

“Shut up, yes flower?” Luka said quickly  

“I love you” I said making everyone look between Luka and I with shocked faces as Luka’s face turned red 

“I love you to Willow” Luka said with a smile before he walked out of the door.  I laid back comfortably on the bed as the blood transferred into my body from My mom and dad’s body. I didn’t need a lot. .5% from both of them which equaled .10% all together. Dr. Steph watched and started counting down the seconds until Kris’s blood was out of my body completely as she put a large tube into and surrounding the cut so none of it would stay behind. I already threw up a lot of blood so I got most of it out. I need to get the last .5% out of my body. .4 Dr. Steph said as Octavia took over and put me into a deep sleep. 

OCTAVIA’S P.O.V. 

“Willow how are you doing?” Dr. Steph  

“Willow’s body is holding up just fine. She is sleeping.” I said as I took over  

“You are her wolf, correct?” Dr. Steph asked  

“That is correct” I smiled  

“May I ask you a few questions?” Dr. Steph asked  

“I don’t see why not” I answered quickly  

“I haven’t been able to talk to Willow about the medication’s she took while she was in capture” Dr. Steph said lowly  

“So, you want to know if I'll tell you about it?” I asked confused  

“Well, you have access to all of her memories. And I would like to finish her chart” Dr. Steph stated  

“I don’t know much about what she was given, Other than Pill numbers because she was given stuff to take a lot.” I answered sharply  

“Can you give me some of the pill numbers?” Dr. Steph asked  

“Yeah, I would, if Luka wasn’t killing Kris right now and my body wasn’t starting to lose blood.” I yelped  

“Oh god” Dr. Steph said looking down at the tube of blood. I only needed to lose a little