*Mature Content* We laid there. My head on his chest. His hand in my hair. We were quiet, allowing our bodies to make up for lost time of touching. I could hear his heartbeat in my ear as I snuggled deeper into him. I missed him so much and I think he could tell because I was practically laying on him, but he didn't seem to mind as he pulled me impossibly closer. The quiet was nice, but my mind was racing in an attempt to fill the space of peace. It was whispering questions I still had into my ear trying to get my lips to repeat it, but I knew he was too tired to answer all of my questions. I decided one was enough and I let the words roll off my lips into the air,"Why didn't you tell me all of that sooner?" I asked knowing if he had told me before he would have saved me from some hearta

