Crazy is Perfect

Chapter 9

"Kat. wake up. Time to get up!" Taylor says sweetly but it doesn't get me up. I am wake just not willing to get up. It's too early! I waited for Taylor to tell to get up again but she didn't. I open my eyes and see Justin walking over to me. He was holding a bucket.

Wait, A BUCKET?!?!

I jump up yelling. "I'm awake! I'm awake!" Taylor and Sarah just sat there laughing while Justin keeps moving forwards. I take a step back each step he takes forward. I felt like he was going to kill me.

Nope, just going to attack me with water.

"Justin put the water down and nobody gets hurt." I take another step back and run into the wall. I'm trapped, well that's what he thinks. He lets out a small laugh and a smirk.

"I got you now!" Justin yells. Before he could lift his arm, I put my hand on his shoulder. Pushing myself off the wall and over him. While doing this I took the bucket. I land on my bed and put the bucket on his head.

"I warned you!" I laugh. I starting walking away to the girls.

"That was so cool! I didn't know you can do that!" Sarah says and I gave her a look that says 'have you met me.' I opened my mouth to speak but Taylor beat me to it.

"She almost killed you when you first got here and now you are questioning her?" Taylor says with a hit of sass. Sarah thought for a second. You could see her trying to recall the memory of the first day we met. All the sudden, she remembers it and her eyes widen. "I completely forgot! You are a trained killer and also insane! How could I forgot something like that? You are completely dangerous!"

"Hey, at least we are kind of friends now. Don't get on my bad side and you wouldn't get hurt." I smirk with an evil look in my eyes.

I think it is really weird that people keep forgetting that I am crazy because I look like a normal girl. Jace is the one that made the people stay away or be kind to me. He helps me to keep me from killing everyone. If it wasn't for him I would be in jail. I miss him. He is the only one who understand me. I miss him.

"Katelin, are you ok?" Sarah looks at me with worried filled eyes. My cheeks feel wet with tears. I quickly wipe the tears away. I always have been a closed book mostly because of the killing thing. I don't normally tell people about that.

"I miss him. I can't lie about it. I miss my best friend."

Emotions was never was something to hide from anyone. I typically will always tell people how I feel when they ask. It's kind of something I can't control. I couldn't help but to tell help how I feel.

Girl, you just blew it.

I normally don't agree with him but he's right this time.

Sorry, but you know me. When I hear those words 'are you ok?' It is a habit to say how I feel.

"I didn't know you felt that way. It almost sounds like you-" she pauses for a moment to look me in the eye. "Love him. That can't be it though, you and Justin are already a thing. Unless there is nothing really between you too." She frowns, I gotta hand it to her, she is really good to figure this out with the like amount she knew. Another tear rolled down my face as she pulls me into a hug.

"Justin was a distraction and Taylor helped. He knows it and want to help get Jace back. I didn't want to tell you but I miss him more than anything." I don't think it's love but we been together for years. We grew up together as friends. He was the only person I could trust. Now that he's gone, I am broken. I am not telling her that I was trying to trick her to get Jace back though.

Oh, so you CAN do something right. I was beginning to lose my faith in you.

Shut up, Justin! You need to stop invading my thoughts.

We can't help it. We are part of you. Everything you think, we think.

Ok, fine but you don't have to say anything, Justin.

Sarah storms out of the room. Taylor and Justin looks at me. Justin stepped forward, putting a hand on my shoulder. "You should follow her. Maybe talk her into having a girl day with you and Taylor." He smiles gently. Taylor tries to grab my hand but I block her.

"I need to talk to Justin first. You can go to Sarah." Taylor walks away without saying a word. I close the door behind her but turns to Justin.

"Talk, I know that you are not a kind person. What is going on that's making you kind now?" I took a sit on my bed. I stare right at him while crossing my legs. He froze for a second before opening his mouth.

"I, um, something changed in me and now I want to be a nicer person." Confusion takes over my mind. What is he talking about? He hasn't ever been like this until she-

"Oh my cows, YOU LIKE SARAH!!!" Justin blushes taking a step towards me. He covers my mouth whispering in my ear. "Shut up, I don't want the whole world to hear." Looking into my eyes, he sighs. "Will you be quiet so I can explain?" I nod and he removes his hand from my mouth.

"Ok, I want to know everything. Tell me every little detail!" My eyes widen in excitement. Justin chuckles a little and gives his famous smirk. "Are you sure, you want to know every detail?" I nod again.

"It all started the day I first met her but it wasn't the same day you met her." He takes a sit next to me and starts.