Crazy is Perfect

Chapter 6

I ran us fast as possible to the car. Shutting my car door and inserting my keys. If it wasn't for Sarah running behind the car, I would've already left. I watch as Sarah quickly hurried to the car as I start it. I can't believe this is happening. Out of all things, why would Z do this?

Isn't it obvious? He wants you. He trying to get us over there to make come to him. He want us to be his slave. Freaking don't do it.

Don't listen to him. He is just a troll. We have to save him and we can do it with the power of love.

Don't continue with all that love junk. It told you before. It is not real!

We want him to be safe. Let's go and find him.

They both have a point. Z is trying to get me to try and find Jace for a reason. He wants me. He always tries to get me to come and join him but I always refuse.

What the hell does he want with me anyway?

Not like I'm important or anything. I don't ever really do anything.

Girl, can't you see the facts. Even that other person over there knows the answer.

Hey but yeah it is true. I also can see what he wants.

Freaking tell me then. What does he want? I am going to just go if I don't know what he wants. You guys been with me my whole life. I am just going to save him. I don't want anything to happen to him. You guys know this.

Fine!

We'll tell you.

He wants you!

It says so in the letter but you ignored it. I suspect it's not for an innocent game.

I believe that he wants you because he lust for you.

Sweetie, he been waiting for the day that he could have you. You finally gave the one thing he's been looking for.

He wants to have you in his hands. I honestly would rather he is going to kill you and Mr. J than to be his personally play toy. She thinks it is for a different reason. Anyway, what I'm trying to say is watch your back.

"Kat, Kate, freaking Katelin, listen to me." I shook myself conscious. I wish I didn't wake up. Being lost in my conversation with the voices in my head is way better.

Sarah's face was damp with tear and scratched up. Her arm was bleeding heavily and her leg was bent out of place.

I knew we should've let her pay attention to the road instead of talk to her. It's our fault her friend is hurt.

Cool it, Tay! It's not our fault, it's hers.

Guys, could you stop blaming people and help me get out of this.

Sorry, K, I wouldn't let it happen again.

Let's get this over with.

"Mistakes were made because of us. So take our hand and pull us up. We ask to change things to before. We will fix it to make everyone safe again. Save us, hear we pray. Take our hands, and carry us away." I mutter to myself and connect myself to my inner voices. I found out that if I could keep myself connected to them I could turn back time.

In a matter of seconds, everything went back to before we crashed. I safely drove the car and finally, let the voices talk on their own. I parked the car and ran towards my house.

"Kate, Kate! Slow down! I want to ask you something." Sarah ran up behind me. I stop and sat down on the porch.

"He's trying to get me to try and save him. Once I do, he will not let me leave and I don't know if Jace is going to be ok." I cover my face with my hands. I can't let her see me cry. I am not suppose to have any weaknest.

Sarah caught up to me. Out of breath, she gave me a hug. I could slightly hear her say. "It is ok to cry."

I lay my head on her shoulder and let the tears fall. I guess it's ok to let your guard fall down sometimes. "T-thank you, Sarah." I manage to choke out.

ENTRY #1

Sarah and I sat there all day. We didn't go to school or even move one inch. We just sat there. I actually fell asleep right there on the front porch and had to be carried up to my room. I doubt that it was Sarah, maybe my dad carried me. My siblings are undenable piss that I didn't pick them up after school.

We did skipped school that day. It's not a big deal for me or anyone who knows me. Everyone knows I have certain things that will excuse me from school. Even though I not always there, I still am an honor student and always five steps in front of my class.

I had have a reason to be ahead and that was always because of him. Jace and me, we use to compete with each other in school. It was a race to get the best grades. I started this when we were in middle school because he was falling behind.

"J, I know you can do this. You can even get better grades than me but you just have to keep your head in the game." I said to him and he smiled. Little while later I told him about the game. He, of course, asked what the prize will be. I couldn't think of anything so I just said.

"Anything you want. The game ends when we end high school and the one with the best grades will get the prize." His eyes light up and agreed to the game. I know he has his prize in mind but I don't. I could never think of a good prize. I just hope he is happy.

He is gone now. Waiting to be saved but I don't know if I can. No, I can do this but I have to wait. Hopefully he will be save until I can come to help.

Forever trusting,

K.J