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Five days passed and I still haven't found a perfect job for me. The companies I was looking into are already full and the one I don't want to join has lot of job vacancy but the growth factor is very low and same goes to the salary part.
Tiredly I closed my laptop and flopped back on the bed. My eyes looking at the ceiling. I haven't switched on my phone since last time but I recieved mails from Shae about my whereabouts which I didn't reply back.
At 2 PM I heard my main door getting unlocked. Instantly I hid myself with purse and laptop under the bed. But I forgot my phone under the pillow. My heart beat was fast due to the sudden chaos.
Even though I knew it was Noah, I didn't wanted to meet him. I am not ready to tell him about my job. After 2 minutes I saw his legs when he entered the room. I was hoping that he won't go to the kitchen because I didn't washed the dishes.
Noah was close to the bed when I shut my eyes tightly. If he found me here then he will get angry even more. I was sure that shae must have told him that I left town for a week but I didn't understand why he was here.
When I opened my eyes, I only found Noah's shoes. In that moment I realised he was on my bed. Cursing under my breath, I laid and waited for him to move or do something. Then I felt him talking to himself and soon realise what he was doing.
Hey Clara... I know you are busy and out of town but call me back whenever you get time.
Clara... Where are you... I am starting to feel anxious... Call me or just text me but please reply.
Babe... I know I have been angry lately but I am sorry... Please don't do this to me... Talk to me once baby...
Clara now I am seriously freaking out... Where the f**k are you?? And why Shae doesn't know?
I heard the voicemails he was playing on my cell phone. A tear rolled down my cheek. I sensed the desparation in his voicemails to talk to me, to meet me but I couldn't get myself to roll out of my hidden place.
I was ashamed that I lied about my where abouts and I was scared that if he knew then he will get mad again. But when I heard his horse voice like he was doing everything in his will to not cry then I rolled out from under the bed.
It was like he sensed my movements or something because he looked down and our moistened eyes met. Noah slowly came over me and hugged me tightly right there and rolled us so that I can lay on him.
We both were crying when I initiate the kiss. I could taste the salty taste in our kiss. I felt him caressing my hair while holding me. After Noah broke the kiss, he pushed the hair from my face and looked at me for good five 5 minutes then hugged me again.
"I am sorry my baby... "
I felt Noah's lips moving on my nape when he said sorry. I hugged him even tighter and relieve a big sigh. Finally we are back together.
"I am sorry... I was here all the time... I didn't go anywhere "
I told him the truth. I just didn't wanted to lie further. He will ask questions but I will answer them.
"Then why didn't you called me or texted me Clara...??? Are you planning to break up with me?? Clara please don't do this to me..."
"I ca... I can't live without you... Clara don't leave me baby"
He rushed out like I really was gonna break up with him. My heart just felt like its gonna explode because of all the emotions I was going through.
"Noah... Noah... I am not gonna leave you baby... I was just down from all the things, so I decided to isolate myself from the world."
I said cupping his face and looking right into his eyes like I was looking into his soul.
"You know I love you so much? More than me? If you want me to live with you then I will shift with you."
Noah spoke and kissing my both palm. I smiled at his question and nodded then said the words to make my baby happy.
"I know you love me more than yourself NO... I love you more and you don't have to move in with me..."
Saying that I placed my head on his chest and we both laid there for a while. Feeling content in each other's embrace.
I was relieved that he didn't make a fuss about my disappearance. As long as I am with him and safe he doesn't care about the world. But if I went disappeared he gets nervous and all negative.
Noah pulled me beside him and he balanced himself on his elbow with our fingers entangled. It was like seeing my face wasn't enough for him that he again started admiring my face.
"Hows you?"
I asked softly while touching his clean shaven face with the back of my palm.
"I only need you to be fine. When you weren't answering my calls... It was like the whole world was against me... At forst I was angry then I started getting angry at office."
I suddenly felt out of breathe like someone squeezed the oxygen out of my lungs and clutched my heart tightly.
"I am sorry. ... I will never do something like that again..."
I said and wiped the lonely tear that fell from my eye. I get up on my elbow joint and sucked his lower lip. Noah pushed his tongue in my mouth and dominantly explored every corner of my mouth. On the other hand I felt his palm under my loose strappy top and our love started again.
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