Chapter 1: Only Now
The city glittered like it had something to prove.
Los Angeles never slept, but tonight it felt louder, richer, shinier, crueler. Ava Monroe stared out the tinted window of the hired car, her best friend Tessa chattering beside her, and wondered how she’d managed to make it this far with her life falling apart.
Her rent was overdue by a month. Her student loans sat like a storm cloud over her head. And yesterday, on their one-year anniversary, she’d walked in on her boyfriend with someone else.
So tonight wasn’t about celebration. It was about distraction.
“Don’t pout,” Tessa said as they stepped onto the velvet carpet outside the Majestic Theater. Flashbulbs cracked like lightning all around them. “You look like a goddess. And no one cries at a premiere. Not even broke, heartbroken, almost-dropout goddesses.”
Ava forced a smile, but the ache in her chest didn’t ease.
Inside, the film was long, beautiful, and utterly forgettable. Ava barely noticed it. She kept thinking about the rent, the landlord’s last warning, and the way her ex hadn’t even looked sorry.
By the time the credits rolled, she needed a drink more than air.
“Here,” Tessa said softly, handing her a glass of whiskey from the afterparty bar.
Ava tossed it back. The burn was sharp, cleansing — like fire carving a path through everything she didn’t want to feel. One drink became two. The edges of the world softened, and the thrum of music from the hotel ballroom felt almost like a heartbeat.
“I need the restroom,” Ava muttered, sliding off the barstool.
She didn’t notice the wrong door until it shut behind her.
The men’s restroom was empty — or so she thought. Then he stepped out from behind the row of marble stalls.
Tall. Broad shoulders. Black dress shirt unbuttoned just enough to look dangerous. A loosened tie like a secret half-untold.
Damian West.
She didn’t know his name yet, but his eyes — God, those eyes — pinned her where she stood. Dark, electric, like they saw straight through the smile she’d been faking all night.
For a moment, neither of them moved.
“You’ve been staring,” he said finally, his voice low and rough, like gravel and silk all at once. “Do you want me?”
The words were a spark to dry tinder. Ava’s breath caught, heat curling low in her belly.
She didn’t think. Didn’t speak. She just reached for him, fingers twisting into his shirt, dragging him down to her mouth.
Damian groaned against her lips, deep and raw, before pulling back just enough to murmur, “Slow down.” His hands were already on her waist, strong and certain, lifting her off her feet as though she weighed nothing at all.
He carried her from the restroom like it was inevitable, like gravity itself had pulled them together, and into the quiet corridor beyond.
Somewhere, a door clicked shut behind them. Somewhere, the city lights kept burning.
But here — in this room, in this reckless, perfect moment — Ava wasn’t thinking about debt, heartbreak, or tomorrow.
Only him.
Only now.