The boy inside the doll

I woke up when the sunlight hit my face a sign that sun rise has begun. My name is Maria O'Neill but i go with Mari for short. i am Twenty three and this is how i start my day.. i get up from my bed and streched my arms and did the little dance my dad and i made since i was a kid. i start my day with our so called happy dance everyday to remind my self that i can get through any problems i have and always stay positive. I miss my dad.. it's been five years since he has passed away, i was eighteen at the time and now i'm twenty-three, life was hard at the beginning but i never give up easily. i live on my own. i don't know what happened to my mom she wasn't ready to have kids and so she left us, leaving me and my dad on our own.who knows where she is now. whether she decided to have her own family or not. i shook my thoughts away as i felt a tear build up on my eyes with all that memories i have on my mind. "Geez...So much for Positivity" I mumbled. I went a head to my bathroom and take a bath i quiver as the cold water touches my warm skin. i then brushed my teeth and put on a gloss to atleast look presentable for work. my dad always said i don't need those make up to make me pretty "because i already am". i know what dad said was ridiculous but he is the sweetest. I got these long thick lashes and hazel eyes from him which i'm very proud of. a lot of people said i resemble him so much.They said if my dad were a girl he'll look just like me. i then put on a white simple t-shirt and black leggings this is our "Dress code" for work apparently. i went to the kitchen and grabbed a slice of bread and apple. "i really need to go grocery shopping" as i was already running out of food. I work on a café downtown it pays pretty well and is enough to afford the things i need like food,Clothes,bills,etc. but i rarely go shopping for clothes and i got a ton already so i don't need that. i don't have to worry about rent either dad paid off this house and this is the only thing he left for me as i will cherish it forever. The bills is what i need to worry about. i bake here all the time when i have a free time. it's my dream to have a bakery on my own and i've been saving up for one! i ate my bread and grabbed my bag before heading out the house. When i arrived to my work place Nora greeted me with a big smile on her face. She is always so cheer full to everyone which i appriciate a lot. "A lot of baking today Mari" "We got an order from a company.it is said that it is for a "special ocassion" Nora said. "Is that so?" I replied "Welp this is gonna be a tiring day for sure" she chuckled "Just think of the brightside, you get to do what you love" "I suppose." i then gathered all the things i needed and starts to bake bread and cookies.as this was the company's orders. "More work more money" i said to my self.