Shy Wolf

Just think, if I were stronger and if I were a beta or an alpha... I wouldn't be going through this right now, laying on the floor... bloodied and bruised by my father, alpha of the pack, whom was standing over me, throwing punches.  I woke up, gasping for air as blood clogged my air way, I sat up glancing around my room, making sure no one was watching me. I pulled my legs off the bed as my entire body burned from the punches, I stood, walking to my closet and pulled on my clothes, a tattered over sized sweater and some ripped high-waist shorts. I grabbed my first aid kit, patching up the wounds that are too damaged to heal without help, I wrapped some bandage around my bleeding arm, after applying disinfectant and cotton wads, continuing to patch myself up till I could barely see the bad cuts.  I carefully walked downstairs, petrified to see my father or mother, I gulped as I turned into the kitchen, seeing them talking to a beta, I quietly walked to the fridge and grabbed a bottle of water. I yelped as I felt a heavy hand on my shoulder, I bowed my head instantly, whimpering to show my obedience,  The beta snarled" When can I have a go at her, sir?" I gulped, but stayed silent, I must keep silent or I will be punished," I just want to f**k her, I heard she's super sweet... isn't that right, omega?" I nodded my head quickly," How about after school, can I do that, sir?" I already knew what my father was going to say, he lets the betas have s*x with me, I'm like a s*x toy to them, they use me then throw me to the curb." Thank you, sir." Great.. now I really fear walking home from school today, I'm going to be grabbed, used, then thrown to the other betas, who just like to have s*x. I'm only 17, and I've had so many problems already, but I'm the only omega in the Rising Oak pack... I was so young when I presented, that's when the problems started for me, presented at 9 and a half, a beta used me at 11, had my first heat and was violated at 13, was used as a toy for some young alpha's rut at 14, and so on... Of course, most wolves my age have found their mate, but me? Yeah, no one would ever want me, the weak and used omega, I'm basically trash among this pack, used for s*x and beat by my father... I'm worthless and I know I will never find my mate. I scurried out the door, walking to school, there were many towns, each with their own pack, and this town had a private school, strictly for wolves, luckily no one tried anything at school after a guy was caught feeling me up in 3rd block.  School was over, and I was being violated by the beta behind the school for anyone to join or watch, I stayed silent as he pushed into me and violently thrusting, only trying to get himself off. I saw more males closing in on me, oh great... others began to join in, nipping at my body and groping any spot they could get to. I kept my eyes closed, silently waiting for it to be over, my mother was giving me these strange pills that would keep me from getting pregnant, so none of them cared to get a condom or lube... they just pounded into me raw, they loved it... I hated it, I wish I could leave this pack, but I have no where to run to, or anyone to go to. After a few hours, they all stopped, pushing me away from them and walking away. I laid on the ground, naked, for a few minutes before pulling on my clothes and standing, walking away from that area, heading to my house.  Once I arrived home, I sprinted inside and up to my room, I stripped off my clothes and wiped away all of the excess c*m that was seeping out. I whimpered as it hurt to move, I saw nail marks on my thighs and boobs, I whimpered again, pulling on some underwear and an over sized shirt. I sat down, and laid back,  closing my eyes... my eyes snapped open as I heard banging from my door, my father busted in, he grabbed my shirt and yanked me up, dragging me downstairs. I saw these betas and alphas, all male and some way older than me, I whimpered, My father said" Have your way." He dropped me in the center of them, and walked away from us, I gulped, bowing my head and closing my eyes... No! I can't keep going through this, it's wrong and it hurts me so much. The men and boys stared at me, like I was prey, their hard stares piercing into me, terrifying me... I stood up, snarling at them, I backed up, glancing around the room. I saw a window was open, I pounced to the window, landing in the grass outside, I shifted into my wolf, bounding through the forest, trying to get as far as I could from my pack.  I stopped running, I've been running for 5 hours now, I panted heavily as I sat down, I sniffed the air, I'm no where near my pack now, I walked around, finding a cave, I crawled into it, laying down. I closed my eyes, maybe a little peace and rest will make me feel better, my mind wandering off into dreams...