THE DOUBT DISEASE

But.. so what..? He was in deep thought. The reason is nothing but a feeling that her husband has been forgetting something for a few days. I can't think of whether it is right or not. Finally he called his good friend who works with him in the office and thought to investigate the matter. "Hello man.." He was an addict until he picked up the phone. He picked up the phone and called immediately. "What is Hima..?" He searched. "I have something to say man. You should take what I say seriously. Because it affects my life.” He must have been startled by my unusually serious speech. "What's the matter..? " Eagerly he inquired. "Eta. You know that he and I fell in love and got married. There have been no secrets between us till date. Our relationship is going well." As an introduction I began. "Isn't this something I know.. I am not the one who has been in a relationship with him for the last 10-15 years even though there is nothing.." When Manu said it, he felt like continuing without paying attention to it. ” This is the first time in the last 10 years that there is a problem between us. Not a small problem.” She wanted to open up to him about everything, but she was having a little difficulty. "Tell me what the matter is." He encouraged. ” Now there are some changes in his behavior lately. Earlier he was in a hurry to come home from office. But now he comes home as late as he can. Or even if he comes, he doesn't even show interest in talking to me. After coming and having a bath, I will eat and go straight to sleep. Most of the time the kids are asleep when he comes back after his bath. So he doesn't even have to spend time with them. If it's in the morning, he gets up late. There is a rush to get ready and go to the office immediately after getting up. In the meantime, if you ever have a word with the children. Earlier, he used to get up with me in the morning and help me in the kitchen. Nothing now. Play, laughter and jokes seem to have gone away from our lives. Something serious has happened to him. Manu has to find out if he has someone else in mind. I don't know if that's why he avoids me. If so, don't hesitate to tell me. " I tried not to let him know that my voice was stuttering as I said the last sentence. But later I realized that he figured it out before me. "Don't worry about it. He's not as bad-tempered a guy as he thinks he is. Haven't I known him for years? He even first revealed his love for me to me. He still likes her as much as he did back then. I'm sure it hasn't diminished one bit. And if he is behaving strangely then there must be some reason behind it. I will ask him and tell him. " Manu felt a little relieved when he said that. ” Don't say I asked. " Reminded him. "OK. I won't tell him he said it anyway. But let me ask a doubt.. What is the reason for feeling such a doubt about him now..? " Eagerly he inquired. Since he had said so many things openly, he felt that this should not be hidden from him. “A new girl has come to his office. You can see that girl calling him at any time. There is no time and no time. Not only that, a family trip went from their office in between. Not even remembering that his wife and family were with him that day, the girl showed interest in walking with him the whole time. He was not even allowed to come with us. When I see all that, I feel something very negative." There was a feeling of sadness while saying it. But there is no point in hiding. "He should not be tense. After talking to him about what's on his mind, I'll call him myself. Be cool.." Comforting me, he hung up. But those words alone could not soothe my doubts. The changes I was seeing in Vinu, my husband for some time, were starting to hurt me. With the presence of the beautiful assistant in the office, he even wondered if he was getting bored. Despite trying so hard to talk to him and get close to him, he still hasn't caught on .He falls asleep before he reaches the room, or listens to music and watches movies to avoid himself, these are his methods. Whatever the reason behind it should be known today. If there is something that can be solved, it should be solved. While I was thinking about all that, Manu's phone came looking for me. He picked up the phone with a shudder. He could never bear it if things were as he thought. "Hello.." When I picked up the phone and said hello with trepidation, I heard an angry voice from the other end. "What's wrong with you Hima..? I just called him and talked to him. Let me tell you something that I understood from what he said. " I listened eagerly as he spoke seriously. "Didn't you complain to me now that he comes home late and leaves early?" Have you remembered what is the reason for that? If he used to like staying at home a lot and now doesn't like staying at home, wouldn't there be a clear reason behind it? What is the reason.. It is you.. ” When he said it, he felt a sense of surprise. "What did I do?" His voice trembled when he asked. ” Didn't you tell earlier that a new girl came to his office. He says since then you are doubting him. You will be around him the whole time that girl is calling. He doesn't have any kind of attachment to that girl as you think. Even if this is you now, if you go to work in a new place, why not try to learn the work from someone who is senior there. There is nothing you can do in a new environment but rely on them. That's what the girl does. You know that boy is not from this country. All she knows in this country is him. That's why she showed interest in walking with him even when he went on tour that day. He said she used to say he was like a brother to her. Then he said another thing. After she came, he saw her and asked her what she said, that you don't give him peace. Now that he doesn't feel like going home after leaving the office, he comes back after sitting in the office for some time and doing overtime. So much so that he is tired of entering the house. There are some wives like you who destroy the peace of their husbands. And in the end, the whole blame will be on the husband.." He was stunned by his words. ” I may say one more thing. There is no point in giving him peace and creating problems in this way, and when he finally gives up, then beat his chest and cry. Your life will go well if you end your doubts. " I was wondering if I had really made a mistake when I was saying it as a warning...