R A I N
I can’t tell what this swelling feeling in my heart is.
Is this a disappointment? But why am I disappointed?
Betrayal?
Sadness?
Am I feeling pissed off?
Don’t tell me I am feeling all these mixed emotions because of this certain man in front of me?
Grabe. Nagulat ako.
I am so shocked at how I am reacting to this unexpected, and most unrealistic revelation today. Nagulat ako sa natuklasan ko. It’s Ethan Lee who’s in front of me. Sigurado ako na ito ang pinapangarap na senaryo ng karamihan ng mga fans niya. Pero hindi ako… Hindi sa ganitong klase na sitwasyon.
Nagulat din ako sa nararamdaman ko. Gusto kong umiyak, but I am too angry, too pissed off, and too disappointed to cry. At dahil sa pinaghalo-halong emosyon na ito tila ba may namuo sa lalamunan ko.
But I don’t have a
