Boss Lady

chapter 8

SHARON

Life is made up of an infinite number of choices. Most decisions, such as what you’ll eat for lunch today, are small and only slightly impactful, but it’s the big decisions the ones that can change your life forever that are tough to make.If you choose to confront the options before you with courage and confidence, you open yourself to a fulfilling path of your own design, filled withnumerous possibilities. Rather than procrastinate in fear of making the wrong decision, weigh your options and act on the best one revel in the chance to create the life you want to live.he traveled and I missed him so much ,I wish I traveled with him ..why do you act like he is gone forever" jas teased two months is forever daah'' I laughed.have you told him about the our past " she asked no ,I don't think me telling him about my r**e case is okay and moreover it's been years ago and I don't want him to feel sorry for me " I said but don't you think he would be upset when he finds out own his own?"she asked why he would,as if it's his life," I said, okay. Oh, "she said," Have you ever wondered why I love s*x or i was a s*x freak? " my parents divorced when I was 10 and when dad brought in his new wife ,she came with her elder brother who used to sleep with meand he taught me all the things I did to all the guys have dated ..my phone rung and it was a strange number .hello" I answered can we talk" he said who is this " I asked ray" he said about what " I asked please Sharon " he begged so that you can you can beat me " I asked I swear I won't " he saidI hung up ..it's better be good " I said to myself .where are you going? " she asked Ray, just called," I said she gave a look that scared me .am not going to do anything stupid " I said I don't want any scars you know how crazy your man is "she said I promise doll " I said kissing her cheeksI walked out and went to Ray's room ..he was busy watching a movie.hey " he said what do you want ray" I said the funny thing is I never felt anything for Ray anymore..I miss you " he said that's nice" I said babe I was wrong I shouldn't have treated you the way I did " he said that's good you have realized that you made a mistake ,but it's too late " I said he was quite I got up and he did the same.I will see you around" I said he made me face him and kissed him ,I didn't respond ,my mind kept telling me " Caleb Caleb Caleb" I pushed him and walked away ...I went straight home ..when I reached the gate I found a car parked ..who could that be" I asked myself ..there was no one in the car.it might be Maria's boyfriend " I said when I touched the door knob ,it was open went to my room and Caleb was on my bed busy on his phone .babe " I said hey " he said looking at meI sat next to him ..I have been trying to call you why haven't you been picking up " he said I didn't hear my phone ring " I said check " he said I checked and I found 8 missed calls .I'm sorry babe it was in silence, "I said he looked pissed off, and I didn't know what i did .babe, are you okay? " I asked yes I am just tired, "he said. I sat on his laps.you don't look tired. "I said, what do you want us to do? " he said, kissing my neck .I thought you were tired " I asked no" he said getting on top of me ...we made love and we cuddled in bed ..I need to tell you something" I said okay " he said stroking through my hairI was r***d ,by my step mother's brother " I said are you okay " he asked am fine now " I said am sorry babe " he said I went to see my ex today " I said why " he asked he wanted to talk to me ,but I swear babe I don't feel anything for him " I said you swear " he said I swear it's you I want ,you are my now and forever " I said he pecked my lips .

CALEB

If you learn to really sit with loneliness and embrace it for the gift that it is…an opportunity to get toknow YOU, to learn how strong you really are, to depend on no one but YOU for yourhappiness…you will realize that a little loneliness goes a LONG way in creating a richer, deeper,more vibrant and colorful YOU. Presents are made for the pleasure of who gives them, not themerits of who receives them.I wasn't sure of what was wrong with her,its either stomach pain or her leg or her neck or her eyeslol .babe what if I have a dangerous disease or am dying" she saidwould you calm down,the nurse will bring the results "I said holding her hand am scared " she saidam also scared " I saidthe nurse walked in..doctor here are the results" the nurse handed me the results .thank you nurse " I said I opened the results and I couldn't believe my eyes ..it can't be possible ..babe what is it" she asked you are pregnant" I said huh pregnant how is that possible" she asked we had unprotected s*x,a thousands times " I said but I counted ,I was having unprotected s*x on my safe days " she said it has happened there is nothing we can do about it " I said so you are saying we keep it"she asked yes " I said I can't " she said tearing up why can't you ,you want an abortion" I asked I can't do this Caleb ,my parents will kill me getting pregnant outside wedlock " she criedbabe " I tried touching her but she stopped me ..she stormed out of my office ..I tried going after her but she was too fast ..when I knocked off I went to her place .where is she " I asked I haven't seen her since morning " jas said I have been trying to call her but her number is off " I said looking around.is everything okay Caleb " she asked I sat on the floor ..Caleb " she said she is pregnant " I saidwhat how " she asked what kind of stupid question is that jasmine" I asked I got up and drove to my house..I didn't know where on earth am going to find her ..all I cared about is her safety nothing more .I tried calling her again, but still, her phone was off .what" mum asked your dreams have come true " I said what dreams mwila " she asked my girlfriend is pregnant" I said Lord thank you I am happy my mwila" she said yeah " I said where is she " she asked you ain't upset that she got pregnant outside wedlock" I asked as long as am going to hold my graandchild it's fine " she said I couldn't tell her that she was planning to abort ,I know it's hard on her but killing a baby is not the solution ..I kept calling her but her phone was still off ..I played music in the study while thinking ..Caleb" she said with a shaking voiceI looked at her ..she broke down in front of me ,I got up from my chair and hugged so tight..am scared to babe ,but we can get through this " I said am not ready to be mum " she said am also not ready but we will get through it " I said I love you " she cried I love you more " I said how about my parents ," she asked one step at a time amor" I said ..#4months_ laterwhy do you want to drop out ,you have a year to go " I asked I get sick everyday " she said but you can still be going to school " I saidbabe I can't manage,moreover you head my step mum she made it clear she wont pay for me "she said I told you that I will be paying for you "I said Caleb just stop okay am not your responsibility" she said excuse me I got you pregnant ,you are my woman and you are here saying that rubbish" I yelled okay am sorry. " she said whatever " I said look it's just too much work and alot if money " she saidyou will let me know what you want " I said I want ice cream and a glass of amarula " she saidI will bring the ice cream'' I said she laughed .