Misplaced

A news channel on T.V "There's a dead body of a young lady found in the benwood Forest who is shot by a g*n, so let's have glance what the police have to say about this." An old lady sat on a sofa with a cup of coffee in her hand, concentrating on what the policeman have say about it. "Well, this a dead body of a lady whose name is Jessica. She had reported a complaint about her lost boyfriend few months back. We had no clue about him so we are in search of him. Today at about 11 o'clock we received a call from an unknown number about the body and we are in search of that person too. Soon the victim will be in front of you." "After Officer James stated this it caused a full drama on social media as this is creating more mystery. First the boyfriend was lost and the girlfriend is found mysteriously dead and we are having a update that she was engaged with another guy and he is also not been found after the murder. Stay tuned to get more info about the case with us." The Lady kept her cup of coffee on the table which was in front of her and then sighed. She started staring very deeply to a book beside her. The book looked very mysterious as it was having a symbol of infinite Universe drawn on it. She took that book in her hand and started writing in it. After sometime she stopped writing and then closed the book and then kept it on the table. She saw towards the clock, it was 11:11 am and then looked away from it. Then suddenly the door bell rings and she gets up and goes towards the door and opens it. The one who was on the door was with a mask on his face and had a g*n in his hand and he points it towards her, "recognized me?" he asked her in an evil way. "I was waiting for you only dear, not so surprised" she replied. He puts his g*n down. "Oh so this is surprising for me" he sounded weirdly. "Yes, I am waiting for you. I knew that you'll come to me" she said. "Enough of the talk, now give me the book where is it?" saying this he pointed the g*n again towards her. "You would not be successful this time, I know I can't save my book but I am pretty sure that you would not win this time" she said. The woman saw that he was having a snake tattoo on his hand and suddenly he hid it under his sleeves. "I am not here to waste my time, give it fast! " he urged. "Well do you think that you are wasting your time here, you have already wasted a lot of your time" she replied. "It's enough now, I will take it myself " saying this he shot the woman and then he found the book just there on the table. And then he went away out from there. Few months back...... The majestic sun risen 4 hours back shinning fully around and still I'm sleeping like a sleeping beauty on my bed. But suddenly my whole world got shaked up, I was feeling like an earthquake came and I screamed loudly "aaaaaaaaaaaahhhaaaaaa". "Hey get up Jessica it's too late" my mom said shaking me to wake up. I got up and saw my mom waking me up. "what happened moma?" I asked. "Come on honey get up it's already 10:30 now, get up " She replied. "ahhh okay" I sighed scratching my head. I was standing in front of the mirror. Admiring at myself. I am having a bit curled hair. And the color of the hair is jet black. I am having brown eye balls. I love black color a lot. So I am wearing a black T-shirt. And I have much black colored party wears. I just kissed myself on the mirror and then blushed. I washed my face and brushed my teeth and got freshen up. I went downstairs to have my breakfast and then I saw dad sitting on the dinning table. "Aha, so you also got up late and waiting for the breakfast " I joked. "I'm just waiting for my cup of tea and so that I could leave to meet my friend" he answered and then he continued saying "well you'll be 25 next month and you are not taking care of your health, just look at the clock it's 11 o'clock and you were still sleeping and didn't have breakfast. We are in Australia, not in India." "Yes dad I know, but it would take sometime for me to adjust here. All of you just saying me what the time is now... Aaahh and one more I'm just 22 now and next month I would be 23" I got angry. "Oh, you ladies just want to hide your real age, don't worry I won't say anyone that you are 26 now" my elder brother Andrew teased me. "Aaah... You started again, dad see he is teasing me again" I said annoyingly. My dad laughed and didn't say anything. Come on Jessy have your meal it's ready. I ate and then I was busy with my mom giving her a helping hand in whatever the work she was doing. My dad and my brother are tall. My dad just have a moustache on his face and where as my brother Andrew have a French cut beard. I am a few years younger than my brother. My mom and dad wears spectacles very often. And sometimes Andrew also wears specs. I know how to drive a car. I just insisted my dad to let me learn driving in India. Earlier my Grandfather and Grandmother shifted from India to Australia a few decades ago because of some troubles. Because of some issues. My dad, uncle and an aunt was born here in Australia only. And my mother was also born in Australia but in a different city. They got married here but because of some reasons they had to come to India. Don't why but they said that grandma insisted them to leave Australia and to go back to India. It is very strange that why did they go to India and then were living in a village over there. Then my brother was born there and after few years I was born. And for more better facilities we went to a city to live there. I was very young at that time when we shifted to city. And not only we 5 but all of my other relatives. My uncles, aunties, cousins, and Marie and all others. We all came to India just on the command of my grandma after the death of my grandfather. I still can't understand why did she made them do that. But I don't think that it is a coincidence but it is something more than it. First my family came to India and lived in a village and then I was born here then we shifted to a city and here I fall head over heels for someone special. I had met many people but I didn't meet a person like this before and after he came. It is something like written on the stars that I will meet him. Going to the city to live there where he and his family was living there since many years. And then there I went to a college and in that same college he came and took admission. I was feeling very bored doing the same old routine. So I wanted to go out and live my life. I want to go out and have some fun. "Life here too looks boring, oh mom when are we gonna go outside and enjoy I didn't come here to just do the daily stuff" I sighed. "Oh yeah, I forgot to say you that we are soon going to a 5-6 place tour and today night we are gonna take a ride over here in our car" she replied. "Our car! here?" I was amazed hearing this. "Yes, your dad went to his friend to get a car for our enjoyment" She replied. "Whattt!? Oh yeah..... Ohh hoo, finally we'll have some fun time tonight." I got ready by 7 and we are almost going by 8 o'clock. But one thing that is coming in my mind again and again and I can't stop thinking about it. While I was dressing up I saw a broken bracelet in my almirah and I can't stop thinking about it. I am quite through out the trip just smiling and enjoying the outside weather. I love the winter season a lot and mainly I like snow and all the places where snowfalls. Coming to Australia was one of my biggest dream. I love this place a lot. It is just feeling like heaven to me, I am very happy but I don't know why but my happiness looks so empty. Being around a lot of people but still feel like I'm alone. I just don't understand this crazy feeling. After sometime I took out my headphones out and started listening to music. Getting lost in my own world. Just feeling some relaxation, relief and comfortable. Not caring about the outside world. I just like that way of mine. But still feeling so incomplete. Whenever I listen to songs only one face comes inside my head. I am happy but I'm not actually happy. It's looking like something is missing from me. We went to a restaurant and had our dinner there. I was still busy with my headphones. I took videos and photos of all the way and kept it safely so that I could show it to someone later. We went back to home by 10:30 and then everyone went to sleep. Everybody slept but I didn't. I was just over thinking things and unable to sleep. It I just slowly went towards my almirah and slowly opened it and took that broken bracelet in my hand and searched for my diary. I took it and went back slowly to my bed. I don't want to disturb my brother's sleep as we live in the same room. I switched on the lamp beside me. And started writing in my diary. -I accidentally saw your bracelet in my almirah while I was dressing up for a dinner outside. And really it bothered me a lot. All of our memories related to it started bouncing in my mind. I can feel my heartbeat beating very faster. I am holding your bracelet in my hand in loving way. I still can't forget you. It's been months that we didn't talk and didn't see each other. I still remember very nicely that in these days 2 years back how much fun we used to do. Aahhh 3 years back we met in these days only, how can I forget it!?- Then suddenly I heard someone was outside so I switched off the lights and closed my book and then slept. -This is the next day I am writing the dairy. I can feel you in me while everything I do, every place I go it's just you on my mind. I can feel your presence in me. I can hear your voice all the time inside my head. It doesn't matter if we talk or not but I will still be yours. I will wait for you because honestly I don't want anyone. But my family would not let me to. Do you know that in coming months I would be engaged. My family has found a guy for me and in August they will get me engage to him. But I don't want to. Last time I didn't thought about it and in hurry I just broke up with you. Because you were not ready too. The first day of your college I still remember it. Your admission was late. And when you came and entered to our class room and I was unable to get off my eyes from you. I was just seeing you and I can't forget that moment and the vibes that I got from it. You are very handsome and really very cute. I was very surprised that what a handsome person like you is doing over here. But you didn't even look at me or had a glance at me. I love the way you are. You are a different kind of person. You do a lot of weird things but I don't know why, but actually I love it a lot. You are very cool and straight forward. And to my surprise you were coming towards me. I was very nervous at that moment. I thought that you were coming to me. But then you came and sat behind me and you still did not see me. I can't forget this moment or any moment spent with you till eternity. But sad that things now are becoming worse and more difficult. But I still hope that you would come far away here to just make me yours. I am remembering the oath we took...., 'We are a team. What ever you lack, I got you. We will balance each other out. Minor setback? We'll make a major comeback. Bad day? Well I promise you a better night. You need support? I'll be your backbone. I'll keep you motivated and at the top, always. We'll keep appreciating each other and remain consistent and we don't ever have to doubt our loyalty. You got me and I got us.' Talk to you later... Byeee- Today we are going for 6 places tour. And I am very excited about it. One of my biggest dreams. I was all ready but that's a different thing that others took some more time. "Everybody make it fast we are getting late" I screamed. Then all were set for the journey and we sat in the car and was soon off. We went to the agency who were taking us for the tour. We sat there in a mini bus and then we were off and we enjoyed a lot and came back to home. Wait a minute, this was all just about how I wanted it to be. But before we could reach to the agency just 1 road back we had to stop and return back because of my mom's bad health. She got cold and fever and I think she was about to vomit too. Ahh... It's okay that we could not go because of her health but my dream was left incomplete. From a lot of time I was just waiting for this moment but... Leave it. I was just thinking about him now, how would he be? What would he be doing now? He should have also come with me here. We would have enjoyed a lot though the trip was cancelled. Sometimes whenever I feel like to give up so I just think about why did I wait for so long. And then it encourages me to get on the track. I don't know how you are right now so I always pray for you. There was a knock at the door and then the doorbell rang. I was sitting near the sofa but I felt like not to open the door but my mom shouted "Jessy open the door, what are you waiting for?" Till I went and open the door my brother came and opened the door. I wanted to see who was on the door and when the door opened it was Henry on the door with whom I am going to get engaged with, came to visit our house. I just seeing him was going upstairs to avoid him. My brother Andrew hugged him and let him come inside. My mom came quickly towards him as if a celebrity came to our house and then my dad also came to greet him welcome. I didn't like at all the hospitality they were giving to him. I thought our nation's president came to visit our house. "I can't find Jessica, um very is she?" He asked. I just quickly ran to my room. "Oh yes, she was here only. Where is she?....Jessica... Jessy" suddenly my dad shouted at me to come down. "ok, I'm coming" I replied. Unwantedly I had to go down to him. But what could I do. I just went down and gave a fake smile at him. He was looking at me with his full eyes opened. I didn't like it how he was staring at me. I just looked away from him. He sat on the sofa and then my mom asked, "only you came? How are others?" "Yeah they are fine. Because of some reasons they were unable to come. But I will make it sure that next time they would surely come" and he smiled. "Okay so what do you want to have? Snacks? Tea? Coffee? Juice? " my mom asked. "Ah, no it's okay. I don't want anything. I actually I'm having cold. Everything is fine " he replied. "No, dude you have to take something at least tea" my brother said. "Yes, go Jessy, bring him a cup of tea" my dad demanded. "Ok, going" I yelled. I just don't want to do anything for him. I thought to make his tea horrible and bad but didn't do it. I made it and then offered him. He was here for about an hour and I was just sitting with my head down and busy in my phone. I didn't interfere nor gave importance to their talk. After sometime he got up was about to leave and then my dad said "keep coming and now you are my upcoming son in law" and then stared at me then looked at him. I got upset. I didn't like what dad said. That was passed for me only. As soon as he went I was going up in anger thudding on the floor and then my dad asked "what happened?" "What was the need to call him the so called son-in-law? Everyone just listen I'm not going to be married to him, I make it more clear I didn't say that I don't want to marry him, I said I am not marrying him and that's all" I shouted. "You are going to be engaged with him in August and you can't say like that" My dad insisted. "Yeah, I am just going to be engaged with him but not going to marry him at any cost" I replied. "Are you getting mad, don't you understand what I am saying?" my dad scolded me. And then he continued saying "you are getting married with him and that's final and I don't want anymore arguments" "No I am not going to" I cried. "It seems like Greg's impact is still on his heart" my mom said. "Oh, is it so? So well it would be better if you would throw him out of your heart. And now he is not gonna come here" my dad demanded. "No, if I want to be with someone, it would be none other than Greg" saying this I went back to my room. All were shouting at me and I locked myself in the room for hours crying. Why don't you come Greg? If you really still love me then why don't you come and prove it? I want you back. Please come back faster. I can't stop my tears. It hurted me a lot. My dad came and banged at door and started scolding me in loud voice. Then very soon I slept with tears in my eyes. When I got up, I opened the door and then went down. All were having dinner and I too went quietly over there then mom said "come and have dinner" I then went and joined them. Dad didn't say anything, just looked at me and then continued eating. After the dinner dad called me and said, "sometimes we and hopefully almost all parents have to take a decisions against our children's will but it doesn't mean that we don't love them. I know that you love someone else but how much could you wait. Even he could have called you contacted you. I mean it's more than a year now or maybe 2, how much would you wait more. It's time to move on." "But I can't. Dad I can't repeat it every time. And I don't want to marry Henry" I replied. "Okay but you just get engaged and Henry is your cousin too so it won't take much time to open for you to him. You would be glad for this decision in future. Now just you get engaged we will see what will happen further and you can alter your decision then of marrying him" he said. "Only because of all of your force I am getting engaged but I don't think I would change my decision in marrying him" I stated. My dad then sighed. We all went to sleep but as I do in every night, I got up slowly to take my dairy. I took it and started writing in it. -Sometimes I don't know how to control my emotions and feelings for you. I just feel to bang myself in cause of missing you a lot and can't be patient. I just want to hug you tightly but can't. I am really missing you a lot. I think there was my mistake too in letting you go, I was just pretending as if I was not missing you, I don't even care about you but deep down I used to and I still do and will always be doing. Only you know me here, only you can understand me. Cause I am like a book of words and blank pages that you can only read because you only know my language. I sometimes wonder how do I know you so well and also how do you know me so well. It's just because we loved each other at this level that we became each other. Our long distance relationship will work, we can make this happen. We can reunite back. It's just the matter of divine timing. Today I cried a lot. I will tell you everything when you will come not like this. I am waiting for you come back soon. Love of my life , You are the first thing I think of when I wake up and I’m looking forward to a life where I will wake up next to you, not needing to imagine you, because you will be sleeping right there next to me. You’re the only one that I think of 24/7 when I wake up, when I go to sleep, and every second in between. If you’re feeling tired, just take a deep breath and think of us and our love. - It is my birthday 9 july 12:00 am and I and all my family is here with me when I am cutting the cake. But before I could cut something bad happened. I was about to cut and I got a call from an unknown number and I thought someone is calling me to congrats me and to greet me. But when I picked up the phone it was none other than Greg and he sounded in fear. He was sounding very afraid of something. I was very shocked by listening what he said. He said "Hello.... Hellloo Jessy it's me Greg. I came here to meet you but now I am stuck in a dangerous situation. I am in a ditch and something abnormal happened with me. I can't get out of here. Please come and help me. This place is very dangerous...... Hey helloo. Are you there listening."