"Allyssa..."
I turned to him and sighed. "It's not your fault. Now, If you'll say sorry again then don't. It's exhausting."
He was silent at what I said and just continued eating. We were eating our dinner now but I'm still not talking to him nor looking at him. I wasn't blaming him about earlier.
I just didn't really like what Monica did to me and I can't deny that it was all because of this man right in front of me. So by any means, Yes. I was blaming him.
I am also pissed with myself.
I'm acting too much and Calvin doesn't even know the reason why I'm acting like this so he's probably not really aware and I felt guilty about it.
Somehow... For what reason, I don't know.
I continued eating and looking forward to finish my food quickly. I've been through with this day and I was ver
