It's You, It's ALWAYS You

Life is a matter of choice. You are the one whose going to choose what are the things that will gonna make you happy.  You are the one that will choose the one for you. The one that you're going to love forever.  What if you're wrong? What if the one that you think that will gonna be with you in this lifetime choose his dreams over you? He left me during the time that I'm so happy. It was our wedding day 5 years ago. I wait for him until midnight to show up. All I can remember is I can see my self shattering into pieces that day.  I ask for explanations. I ask for forgiveness. I called his name a lot of times. No answer.  It's been five long years. No text, No calls, or even emails.  Now he's back.