Rejected and Abused

Chapter 3

3 days later:

its been a few days since my little brother's birthday I haven't seen much of the alpha and beta they have been held up in my godfather's office I am guessing that they are watching the tapes I gave them as proof to my abuse my godmother has been truly amazing with the boys I can tell she is having some major baby fever her son and daughter are a year and a half older than me since they are twins they were both required to leave to study for the alpha title with the council so she has been very happy to have children back in her care as for me I am doing my best to act like nothing ever happened the day after the whole drama-gedon I made the decision to get back to my routine even though my godmother and ronda insisted that I take more time to heal and relax I denied there advice telling them that none of this was new to me I have been dealing with this and so much worse since I was a child they both looked heart broken by my statements but it was the truth the one thing I did not know how to do was to sit around and do nothing all day it is not who I am and not who I ever wanted to be although I didn't like my classmates I enjoyed learning new things and I loved going to work in order to provide a decent life for myself and the boys it was not the greatest job but it paid for what I needed and for what the boys wanted so I felt no reason to complain...… as I am in the kitchen helping the omegas prep for dinner before I leave for my shift at the café I am laughing and joking around with the luna and ronda we suddenly all freeze when we hear two huge roars and a loud crash I look over to the ladies sitting in front of me and I can tell by their reactions those roars came from their mates within a few seconds I see the alpha, beta and our four best warriors walking into the kitchen the omegas that were once working behind me have ran away in fear the wives are questioning their husbands like trained FBI agents trying to figure out what is going on and why they look like they are about to burn the whole world down they are completely ignoring their mates and looking at me in shock looking at their faces I see anger, hurt, raged and it kind of looks like they want to throw up I have a pretty good idea as to why they are behaving this way but I will not be the one to let the cat out of the bag...….

"alpha beta is everything alright could I make you gentlemen a cup of coffee? you both seem upset" I said while quickly moving around the kitchen getting the coffee pot ready I know they want to talk about the videos but I am not sure I can do it in front of so many pack members I already get treated like dirt by most people I don't even want to know what will happen to me once all of my pain comes out for everyone to know "COFFEE ARE YOU f*****g KIDDING ME NIKKI WE HAVE SPENT THE LAST THREE f*****g DAYS WATCHING THOSE TAPES HAVING TO WATCH WHAT WAS DONE TO YOU DAY IN AND DAY OUT LISTENING TO YOUR CRIES AND HEARING YOUR SCREAMS AND YOU THINK COFFEE WILL MAKE ANY OF WHAT I HAD TO SEE ANY BETTER DO YOU THINK IT WILL MAGICLY POOF OUT OF MY HEAD" the alpha yelled making the windows in the kitchen shake I took a deep breath trying to steady my heartbeat I look into my godfather's eyes they are flashing between their normal light blue color to pitch black his wolf is on the verge of coming out by their behavior I know they have watched the 3 first videos I was able to record those videos staring my father and his buddies beating and r****g a 10 year old me "with all due respect alpha and beta yes you had to watch those tapes but I had to live through them every single day since I was 5 years old I warned you both that those tapes weren't happy tapes but you wanted the truth so I gave it to you and when the witch the luna sent for gets here you will know absolutely everything the only reason I was able to record anything is because my grandmother got me a video camera for my 10th birthday 2 weeks after that my mother turned in my father for drug use and because of that my family disowned me for his mistakes isn't that right uncle Richard" turning my head to our beta he looked shocked and hurt but more hurt than anything "why didn't you say anything to us Nikki we are your family you should have trusted to us to protect you, your mother, and brothers" said my uncle with his head bowed trying to avoid his mate's eyes looking between both of them I knew she had no idea I was his blood I threw my head back laughing like a mad woman I can't keep doing this anymore 'ava please take over I cant handle this pain pleaseeee' 'alright baby girl if its what you want I will handle this' slowly our heart rate begins to slow down I turn around from my little crowd and allow Ava to take control of my body I felt our eyes changing and our teeth sharpening she stood tall showing her pride and strength 'alright baby girl lets do this' ava said as turning around to face everyone there was instant shocks everyone's faces were pure surprise "Nikki what's happening sweetheart" "I'm sorry Luna but Nikki isn't here anymore I am Ava her wolf I have been with her since she was 7 years old with the abuse and torcher she had been dealing with the moon goddess was worried that she would take her life before being able to reach her destiny" "this is completely unheard of I never knew something like this was even possible let alone possible for someone who hold no rank" said beta Richard to know one specific then I heard I growl coming from Ava she really refuses to respect any of the ranked members I feel she blames them all for what we had to deal with all of these years "you really believe Nikki is what you would call a regular wolf don't you Richard well let me let you in on  little secret she is far from normal she will be stronger than anyone in this pack the trials she has endured and will endure in the future by the people in this pack will mold and shape her into one of the strongest wolfs this world has ever seen she has been blessed by the moon goddess  and although she has been treated like s**t by the red moon beaten down both physically and mentally she still treats everyone with kindness and respect she does her best to show love and compassion she trains herself to be a strong fighter to protect others around her so they do not have to feel the pain she once felt and even though her family turned their backs on her and her brothers she still wishes nothing but happiness for all of you so yeah my girl is anything but normal one day she will be the salvation that saves your pack and families I know her future I have seen it and as it amazed me it will truly amaze you Alpha James, Luna Maggie, Beta Richard, and Beta Ronda I wish you all the best tomorrow is Nikki's birthday you will see me in my true form and over the next few years you will see the beginning of her story start to unfold this will be the last time I speak to any of you directly you will only have contact with Nikki" "what is that supposed to mean as your Luna and Alpha if we need to speak to you, you will speak to us if we so command it" Maggie said with a bit of sass she loves Nikki very much but Ava is a different story Ava seems to be disrespectful and bitchy "well Maggie plain and simple Nikki has excepted you as her alpha and luna but I never have and I don't plan on submitting to either of you and because of that I will not have any contact with anyone in this pack this is Nikki's show and I am just a bystander I will not show myself till the day I have to which will not happen for a few years if you feel this is not wolf law please feel free to ask the council when they arrive for Laura's trial and they will confirm that I am not breaking any laws as long as Nikki has control you can not punish her for my choices and you can not in anyway make me submit and yes Maggie I am disrespectful and bitchy unlike Nikki I have seen our future and I know what will happen to her and even though you might not be the person who does the hurting you are one of the people who stands by and does nothing to stop her pain, and no Nikki can not hear what I am saying and none of you will say anything to her about our little conversation now I will give Nikki back control goodbye and take care" with a quick bow Ava was gone and Nikki was back as she blinked her brown eyes at the alpha and luna tucking a few strands of hair nervously behind her ear "yeah so that was Ava she's kind of rude I apologize if she was bitchy in anyway she doesn't have a filter" I chuckled nervously looking anywhere but at the people who were still staring at me in shock trying to process everything Ava had said a few moments ago 

all of a sudden Ronda shook her head snapping out of her daze realizing that Nikki is her niece and her husband and in-laws never once mentioned her or the boys she has seen every photo album and there was not one single photo of the kids how could they so easily erase these kids from their lives punishing innocent children for the sins of their father Ronda suddenly felt furious with her mate Richard obviously feeling his mates distress reached for her not knowing he was the one she was angry with Ronda quickly slapped his hand away from her grabbing the collar of his shirt drawing back her fist and driving it straight into his nose hearing the satisfying crunch of his nose watching him fall on his ass holding his bloody nose "what the actual f**k was that for ronda, uhhh I think you broke my damn nose" Richard said while trying to hide the tears in his eyes from the pain he was feeling "good I hope it is broken you asshole how dare you and your family turn your backs on those kids completely erase there existances from your family and all for what!!!! being cursed with a piece of s**t as a father they never did anything to any of you but you were all quick to turn your backs on them when we needed you the most!!!!" ronda screamed at the top of her lungs getting redder by the minute while Richard held his head down in shame "Anthony broke my mother's heart we did what was best for her and still allowing the children around her would have done more harm than good they all look too much like him so we erased them to make sure my mother didn't die of heart break" said Richard before Ronda could respond I quickly stepped forward not wanting to be the reason for a argument between destined mates "may I please say something since this kind of has to do with me then I would like to be excused so I can get to work on time" I said the alpha and luna look over to me and nod their heads both still processing the words spoken by Ava " Beta Ronda I understand you may be upset with him and his family for what they did and maybe a few years ago I would agree with your anger and would have joined you in your yelling but now I don't care truly Beta I don't care who chooses to be in our lives I will never beg anyone to be apart of our futures if they choose to stay away for reasons they feel is deserving than so be it the only ones I want in our lives are the one who actually want to be there please do not fight with beta Richard because of this I know you truly love each other and love matters a lot more than anger and hate, now I really have to get to work so if you will all excuse me I have to say my goodbyes to the boys before I leave also I know tomorrow is my birthday and usually I have to do my first shift in front of the pack but seeing as how none of the pack cares about me I was hoping I can shift on my own or in front of just you 4 and my brothers would that be okay" I said while looking down hoping they agree "uhhh yes of course nikki if that's what you choose that is fine with us" said the alpha "thank you alpha" I say as I bow my head in respect and exit the kitchen grabbing my backpack and walking out of the door to head to work