Quietness was all I could hear as our lips moved together it felt so right and at the same time I felt gullet but what is weird is that it felt so right I feel sad our lips parted away he looked at me with his beautiful blue eyes " this is wrong " he whispered with his Angelic voice
" no there's nothing wrong about this it feels so right " I whispered back " nothing is wrong about us" I said leaning closer and locking our lips for another kiss this time it felt even better I found what is missing in my life it was him I love him yes I Ethan Allen I admit that I am in love with my brother Rafe Allen.
I saw Rafe closing his eyes and I closed mine but then u felt someone pulling me away from Rafe " what the F*** are you think your self doing " Milo yelled me
" I was kissing the one I love " I said punching Milo in the face and then he punched me back we both started punching and kicking each other
" stop both of you " Rafe yelled at us I was shocked when I heard him yelling at us that was first I looked at him he was crying
" Milo its not his fault it is mine you should be yelling at me I am sorry don't hit Ethan he did nothing it was me " he blamed himself '- why did he blame himself I am the one who kissed him why is he lying for my sake-' Milo looked at me with a dirty look then pushed me do the ground and took Rafe hand and said " let us go"
" wait what about Ethan " Rafe asked
" I will go by my self " I said giving him a smile, Rafe looked hurt at what I said
" why you two always lie to me your both Liars f*** you two do you even care about me or is it pity what are you both doing " he said running away from us we tried to catch him but he was long gone
R point of view
As I entered the house I felt a weird vibe
I was walking there's a whole way but stopped when I heard a cough when I entered the living room I saw my dad sleeping on the sofa coughing while sleeping sigh he did not take his pills today didn't he
"Dad Dad dad Dad wake up" I tried to wake him up
" ummm " he grumbles in his sleep
" dad wake up you forget to take your pills " I said to him. He wake up and sat on the sofa finely I got up from the sofa and got his pills and got back to him he was sitting there staring at something
" hey here is your pills " I said giving him the pills and the woter that I got with pills he gave me a weak smile looks at my hands
" no one remember my pills but you " he said as he looked away from my hands " I don't know what would I do with out you " he said with sadness in his voice it's weird.
" yeah " I nodded and gave him a fake smile
" huh" he ruffled my hair
" Cj called " he said I nodded
" he told me he was going to open a ballet dancing school " I nodded he gave me a weird look
" I asked if you could join he told me you could " he said with a wide smile trying to cheer me up but he absolutely field I just give him a fake smile '- no wonder he is sleeping her ( Rebecca HATE cj and Alex because they were the best at what they did and she couldn't do that so whenever someone say something good about them she fight with them ) yeah poor old man but he deserves it because he is dumb -'
" did you fight with them " he asked I smiled I don't know any longer if I should hate this man or love him he knows us pretty well and sometimes I think the opposite
" Why did you fight " he asked
" will dad that is on you to figure out I should go I'm tired and please next time put an alarm on your phone for your pills so I don't have to worry if you didn't take your pills "I said climbing the stairs
I went to my room I closed the door and locked it to make sure no one can get in after that I got the razor and cut to what I have done today its all my fault ( AN: oh Rafe don't be stupid ) and took some sleeping pills
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