h (Rafe. M)
676 Words
Ever thing in this world dies so as our dreams and thoughts dies slowly.
" what made you think of coming out " I asked him he looked at me and give me a weak smile
"I am tired of being fake" he said quietly I nod at what he said
"f**k this lonely world" I said laying in the grass he followed my action and laid next to me , he looked at me and smiled and I smiled back at him
" YEAH f**k IT" he yelled throwing his hands in the air I smiled
" I feel like crying " I said feeling tears coming out of my eyes
" yeah me to but I can't" i frowned at what he said
" why " I asked curiously .
" I don't want to ruin my make up " he said
I burst out of laughter at what he said , he looked at me with shook but then smiled again and he kept looking at me.
" what " i asked as I slowly stopped laughing
" it's been so long since I saw your laugh " he said as he sat
" is it I lost count " I said sitting up an hugging my legs
" huh " he said looking at something
" since when you started wearing gloves" he asked as he pointed at my hands
" oh I burnt them " I said to him looking at the ground he frowned
" may I look at them " he asked with a worried tone
" nah yo-" he shut me up by putting his hand on my mouth ( AN: how do you know I'm angry ) and took my gloves off he looked at my hands
" okay this no way is your doing " he said angrily
" actually it is by accident " I said.... lied '- I don't any longer if I'm lying or not-'
" really" he raises his eyebrows
"yeah it is " I looked at him dead in the eyes '- I feel bad for lying but if I think about it ever one lies to me and he is not my first or either list -'
" I should go " I said standing up
" wait why are you leaving " he asked with the worried tone
"It's 3 a.m. what do you expect or if you want to sleep here" I said sarcastically he looked at his phone
" oh shot ..... how about we do it again tomorrow same time like the old days" he said as he stood up and hugged me I was hesitant at first but hugged him back
" yeah sure now let us go" I said smiling '- if only he knew -'
M point of view
I was walking home from visiting Sophie I did tell dad that I'm going to see her but he didn't know that I am going to bee this late 2:50 a.m. good luck for me , I entered through the door and didn't see anyone '- so every one is a sleep -'
I walked up the stairs and hard something in the bathroom I bet it's Rafe so I knocked on the bathroom door " Rafe " I said waiting for answer but there was nothing but after two minutes I heard someone puking at first I thought it was Rafe but not until the door open after Flushing then I saw a very sick Ethan he looked dizzy and unable to walk " i am not Rafe " he said sickly as he walked slowly to his room '- oh God this i***t-' I walked next to him and helped him get to his room it has been a few days since he was feeling sick but didn't tell any one but I know how do I know I know my brothers more than my name ( AN: lies)
" we should take you to the hospital " I said to him
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