Anna:
My heart is so hollow in my chest… I felt like I was just getting to know this life, I was just getting to know this man… to know… myself. Now I feel like I know nothing. It is so easy to think that I couldn’t have possibly changed that much since the person I remember myself to be to now, but that was all a farce. I don’t want kids?.. How could I not want kids? Just seeing Fredo with the dogs… I know he’d be a great father. I don’t want kids… I… don’t want kids. I don’t want kids?! Ugh. The hurt in Fredo’s face as he left the room… I wanted to call out to him asking him to come back and get in bed, I wanted to tell him that I needed him to hold me, not just because he yelled at me and left, but because we had just been so intimate… I needed him. But that look was en
