Sinful Desires

chapter.3

Theo and anna wanted to leave but mom stopped them and asked them to stay for dinner as Mr. Andrew Liam is also coming here. So it will be fun eating together..i went to the kitchen to drink some water.. i took out the water bottle and glass.. i started pouring the water in that glass but that's when a Greek god of a man walked into the kitchen as well. He didn't say anything to me but he just refilled his drink and he stared at me with those intense eyes.

And very suddenly i didn't know how to pour water in a glass because i was trembling under his gaze. And my hands started shaking.. the water got spilled a bit..

"Are you okay, Miss. Young?" I heard his deep voice and barely managed to put the bottle on the counter perfectly without spilling more water..

"Y-yes, Mr. Spencer.. I'm absolutely fine" i said and cursed myself for stuttering.

I believe he started thinking that i have stuttering disorder by now because every time i have spoken to him, i stuttered and embarrassed myself..

Go and die already.. he chuckled and took a few steps closer to me.. fuck.. stay away from me.. oh god..

"Well, you didn't showed me the pictures?" He said .. and my eyes were 0.1 second away from popping out.. what does he mean by that? Don't tell me-

"W-What pictures, Mr. Spencer?" I asked and obviously stuttered.. AGAIN

"The pictures you took when all of us were sitting on the couch? remember? Show me the pictures.. i wanna see how it turned out?if it's bad then I'll pose for you again" he just casually gave me the biggest second hand embarrassment.. i was speechless..how did he know?i didn't notice him looking at the camera for once.. and i remember that i had turned the flash off.. then how?

"I.. i don't know what you're talking about, Mr. Spencer" i said as sternly as i could.. but it wasn't convincing.. i know that.. i drank the whole glass of water

"Slow down, Ma'am" he said .. fuck..why does he have to call me that?i drank and looked at him "I'll go now..bye" i said and you can say that i practically ran away from him.. i heard soft laughter behind me but i couldn't risk staying there ...with him..alone...

Mom called out to me when i was about to enter my room

"June, where are you going?" She asked

"To paris, there's that magical doremon door inside 'my room' that will take me to Paris" i said and she shook her head in defeat

"Can't you just answer straight to the question you were asked?" She asked

"What am i supposed to say when you ask me where am i going while I'm standing in front of my room's door? Where else I'll go?" I said

"But the guests are--"

"Mom, i need to change my clothes.. and they're not leaving now so it's fine.. i need to take a shower and change my clothes.." i said and she also nodded

"Fine.. go" she said and i smiled and then walked into my room..

There was a pair of green eyes that were looking at the scene getting unfold with amusement and adoration in his eyes and a smile on his lips..

I took a shower and changed into a grey oversized t-shirt and black shorts..i dried my hair and tied it into a messy bun.. i sat on my bed taking a book out and wore my specs.. and started reading it. No my eyes are absolutely fine.. it's just that,, don't laugh okay? The speca gives me the reader or you can say nerdy vibe and that's why i wear it while reading..

After some time, i can hear their voices clearly.. Mr. Liam has arrived..maybe mom is on the way of calling me out for dinner.. and yup,, i was right.. she just entered my room and said that the dinner was ready..and i nodded while placing the book on the nightstand.. and jumped off my bed and followed her to the dining room..

As i entered the dining room, i felt his gaze on me again.. i mean it wasn't abnormal though.. i was there.. he has eyes and can see ..so obviously he'll look at me as well ..as i just entered.. but the problem is, he doesn't know what power those green eyes holds on me.. what effects they have on me.. i didn't dare to make eye contact with him.. and just greeted Mr. Liam..

"How are you doing nowadays? I heard that your college is off now?" Mr. Liam asked and i nodded

"Yes.. it's summer vacation time though." I answered and smiled at him..

Mom and Andrew was dating for a year and they are really close.. he's really nice to me as well.. always trying to help me out with anything and asking me what is going on in my college.. we haven't bonded that much yet but he's already like the father figure in my life that i never had..

"Come have a seat , honey" mom called Mr. Liam and he smiled and nodded.. then we walked towards the table and settled down.. mom had made a lot of things.. such as chicken fried steak, Apple pie, buffalo chicken wings, hotdogs.. actually mom made it and anna helped a lot..i did as well..

We all ate the food happily.. it was nice.

We looked like a big family

It felt nice eating with everyone.. it's a warm feeling.. after the dinner, Theo and Andrew had some business talks and mom and anna chatted with each other.. i was there listening to them.. answering them..and staring at someone special.. i still wonder how did he know that i had clicked pictures of him? Wait.. does anna and mom knows it as well? I'll be dead if they gets to know about it.. f**k my life..

After that Andrew stayed over tonight and we all said bye to theo and anna.. anna gave me the best hug while saying bye.. but there's something else as well..

I looked at them as they were about to leave.. mom and anna saying bye to each other when i noticed a smirk on his face , theo was looking at me..

"Bye june" he said before ruffling my hair and i waved at him as well.. barely holding myself up.. and he left.. i let a breath of relief when they left.. maybe I'm sounding rude but only i know what i was going through when he was around me..

After that i went back to my room saying goodnight to mom and Andrew.. and jumped on the bed and decided to sleep.. but his voice was tickling on my skin..his gaze felt like fixed on me even though he wasn't here anymore.. i closed my eyes but his face showed up.

I opened my eyes and stared at the ceiling.. and sighed.. it's going to be a long night..