I Need U // jinkook

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Chapter Fourteen

Seokjin is left alone in the dorm since the boys has to go somewhere in their own.

Bang PD called for their leader Namjoon. Hoseok is with Jimin in their practice room, Jungkook is editing their GCF, Yoongi is in his studio working all night and Taehyung is out for a photoshoot.

He's stuck in their dorm since the management still doesnt want him to come out for his safety and for the sake of their group's name.

Seokjin couldnt understand it though. A part of him doesnt want to understand as to why he needs to stay in their dorm. What's so bad about being pregnant? The both of them is responsible and old enough to raise a child.

They're humans too. They make mistake and they learned from it. Only that, the baby he's carrying is surely not a mistake- it's a blessing.

Seokjin picked up his phone when Taehyung called him.

Taehyung is a bit hesitant to go to his photoshoot because Seokjin will be alone. He's afraid that something might came up, Seokjin is a lot more sensitive these days.

He cant do anything about his schedules though and Seokjin assured him that he will be fine alone. He's not contented with that, that's why he keeps on texting Seokjin every chance he got.

"Taehyung-ah..."

Seokjin smiled when he heard the younger let out a sigh of relief on the other line.

"Tae, relax. It's not like something bad will happen." He cracked a smile, "Im just here in our dorm doing nothing." He said.

Taehyung chuckled as he shut his eyes closed. He's just really worried. He doesnt even want to be away from Seokjin.

He became very protective of him especially when he saw him crying because of the harsh comments towards him and their baby.

"Please, dont try to clean the house, okay? Dont even cook." Taehyung sighed, "Please, love, listen to me." Taehyung said in almost a pleading voice.

Seokjin let out a small laugh finding it very sweet and caring. He slowly nods his head as if the younger can see him doing the gesture.

"Yes, I got it." Seokjin jokingly said.

"Taehyung! We'll start in three minutes!"

Seokjin let out a small smile as he heard someone calling for Taehyung already.

"Bye, Tae. Take care." He said in almost a whisper.

Taehyung cleared his throat. He wants to talk to the older more and ask what he's doing but he cant do it because of his damn work.

"I love you." Taehyung said.

Seokjin's heart thumped louder against his chest, "I love you too." He ended the call as fast as he can.

He shut his eyes closed hitting his forehead for a couple of times while stomping his feet like a teenager who suddenly confessed to his crush.

Damn! He really did say it already. How can he just blurt that out? He's really stupid sometimes.

Seokjin stopped all of his actions when someone walked in. He sat properly as soon as he saw Yoongi's unbothered expression.

They still havent talked. He badly wants to talk to him and sort things out. He hates having to avoid him every now and them in fear to irritate him even more.

Yoongi will always have a special place in his heart. Not just because he's his ex-lover but also because he is a very good friend. He's everything that Seokjin needs before and up until today.

"Have you eaten, hyung?" Yoongi asked.

Seokjin frozed in his spot and looked up at Yoongi who's just standing infront of the television while searching for something.

He blinked for a couple of times. Did he really hear Yoongi's voice?

"Y.. yes..."

Yoongi just nods his head at the older and turned his back ready to locked himself up in his room and sleep all day.

"Yoongi..."

Seokjin stood up clenching his fist while trying to gain all of his courage.

"Im.. im sorry. I am really sorry." Seokjin breathed out.

It feels like the weight on his shoulders just vanished when he saw the small smile that appeared on Yoongi's face.

The other shook his head slightly. He cleared his throat while still looking at the older.

He loves Seokjin so much. The older is his everything. His everything revolves around Kim Seokjin.

He's too confident with how their relationship is going. As cheesy as it may sound coming from someone like Min Yoongi, he really thinks that Seokjin is the right one for him.

The reason as to why Seokjin being pregnant with Taehyung's child was like a big slap for him.

Instead of taking it all out on both Taehyung and Seokjin, he asked himself why. Where did he go wrong? Did he love Seokjin in a wrong way or is it because his love is too suffocating? He wants to know why Seokjin searched for another man and didnt stay with him.

"You know I love you so much, Jin."

"But Yoongi-"

Yoongi smiled at the older, his expression softened.

"I know. I know that you and Taehyung are fine now." Yoongi smiled, "Im trying to be fine too."

Seokjin's lips quivered as he saw Yoongi's eyes glistened because of the unshed tears.

He wants to walk towards him and cupped his cheeks. He wants to comfort him and let him feel what he wants to, he wants Yoongi to let all of his emotions out- he stopped himself though.

"Give me some time and I'll be completely fine." Yoongi said in a faint voice.

Seokjin is the light in his darkness. No matter how dominant the darkness in his life is, Seokjin always managed to pulled him back into the brighter side. That's why he became so dependent on the older more than his anti-depressants.

"I also want you to be happy, Yoongi. Belie-"

Seokjin bursted out crying, he didnt even get the chance to finish his sentence because Yoongi's sorrowful look is enough to send him to tears.

"Be happy, then." Yoongi said in almost a whisper, "That's the only way for me to be happy too." He said.

Seokjin let out a deep sigh and nods his head vigorously. He wiped the tears that is continuously falling down his cheeks.

Yoongi clenched his fist to stopped himself but he couldnt fight it, he pulled Seokjin into a tight hug burying his face against the older's neck feeling his smooth skin once again.

"Take care of the baby." Yoongi whispered.

Seokjin immediately nods his head. Yes, he will do anything for the baby.

Seokjin will always wish nothing but the best for Yoongi. The best for the person who's deserving of nothing but happiness in this world. He hopes that someone would appreciate Yoongi more, he wants someone who wouldnt stop to appreciate how beautiful he is inside and out.