Mia's POV
I wasn't out for looking Baine. Finding him like that was pure fate. I just wasn't fully prepared in what I wanted to say to him just yet. Truth is, I think I was avoiding saying goodbye. I knew it needed to happen. Just like i know, he will be better off the sooner it happens.
I debated back and forth in my head if saying goodbye would be something he would want. It also came across my mind that maybe he would be better off if i didn't. Maybe cutting it cold turkey would be best for both of us. But ultimately, I knew closure would be the only way for either for us to move on. No matter how badly i don't want to, I need to do this for Baine.
I was a mess, and there was no hiding my swollen eyes. I wasn't trying to make him feel guilty by having him see me like this. Like i sa
