Baine's POV
I know easedropping is wrong, but I don't regret it. I needed to hear what I did.
I know Mia didn't purposley lead me on, but that's what it felt like. I just kept replaying what she said over and over in my head. "It was always him."
Did I ever even stand a chance?
I know she wanted Jordan to find his fated mate, and she thought she was already granted a second chance. It's not like you can get a third. She thought she was doing right by him.
I do believe that with time, she would have loved me more in the way that i wanted her to, but would i ever be enough for her? Or would she end up always longing for Jordan if we had decided to be together?
I know thinking over everything is just going to drive me crazy with all the "what ifs." I just dont know how to shut it of
