CHAPTER 1 – A MARRIAGE I DIDN’T CHOOSE
I never imagined that at twenty-three, my life would feel like it belonged to someone else.
“Elara, are you ready?” a voice called from the hall.
I took a deep breath and smoothed the folds of the silk dress I’d been forced to wear. It wasn’t mine not really. Just like this marriage, it wasn’t mine either.
Growing up as an adopted daughter I learnt how to keep my head down and my heart steady. I remembered the day my parents brought me home from the orphanage how I had clung to their hands, terrified and hopeful all at once. My adoptive father had smiled and said, “We’ll always take care of you, Elara. You’re ours now.” And for years, their love had been the only home I knew.
But now…standing in front of the man I was supposed to marry, I felt that sense of safety crumble.
When the door opened, my breath caught.
He was standing there, leaning casually against the archway, like he owned the world and, in a way, he did. Lucas Reed. Rich. Wild. Untamed. And completely indifferent to my existence. His dark eyes scanned me once, dismissively, before turning away.
I swallowed the lump in my throat. I had imagined this moment countless times. I had hoped for kindness, for at least a hint of welcome. But the coldness in his gaze told me everything: I was just a contract, a solution to his family’s problems, nothing more.
The officiant cleared his throat. “We may begin.”
As I walked toward him, my legs felt heavy, weighted with dread. I tried to stand tall, to look like I belonged in this life of wealth and power but every step reminded me of the truth. I didn’t belong here.
Lucas didn’t even bother to hide his impatience. He shifted his weight, tapping his fingers against his suit jacket. I imagined he would have preferred to be anywhere else. Anywhere but here.
The vows were whispered, lifeless. The words felt hollow in my ears. When he spoke my name, it was with an almost mocking detachment, and my chest tightened.
I had married a man who didn’t love me. A man who looked at me as though I were nothing but a shadow in his life.
And yet…something in the way he glanced sideways at me, the faint curl of his lip that hinted at amusement or annoyance I couldn’t tell which made my heart skip.
I wanted to hate him. I wanted to turn and walk away from this gilded cage. But the moment my fingers brushed his, I realized how fragile my control really was.
He may be wild, reckless, and completely indifferent to me now. But something told me…this was only the beginning.
The doors closed behind us, sealing my fate. And I couldn’t shake the feeling that this marriage, this man, was going to change my life in ways I couldn’t even imagine.
I had stepped into a life I didn’t choose and yet, even as fear clenched my chest, I couldn’t help but wonder…what if the man who ignored me now would one day become the only person I could not live without?