LoveScape Chronicles: Navigating the Sweet and Dangerous Journey of Love
I know how it feels to love someone how sweet it is and dangerous. I know how it feels to be loved purely how romantic it is and scary too.
Its funny I was born on the 14th of February “the day of love” and ended up being a LoveScape.I have the desire of love and the idea of exploring the possibilities of romance while acknowledging the fear and uncertainty that can come with opening myself to vulnerability.?
After I got heartbroken I was completely shuttered and I took a break from a relationship so that I could work on myself.
A few months later I joined a dating app trust me it was weird for me count the fact that I’m not good at conversations. I met a guy Rex, and we talked days on days even late night calls and video calls.
It was so nice finding someone who actually gets you and have the same interest from movies to hobbies and so on.It was all perfect we met, hanged out with both our friends and good s*x uff I ain’t gonna complain on that ??? random flowers an letters it was perfect and all I’d ever want.
We ended up dating. I realized that I was actually ok with dating him because he was the total opposite of my ex boyfriend he was thoughtful, caring, romantic, hardworking and loving I mean isn’t that what a girl dreams of.But it wasn’t that for me.I wanted something else someone spontaneous crazy well we just realized I’m not good at choosing men but the heart wants what it wants ???.
I also realized I get excited with physique . I don’t mean a model but something nice to look at.Rex wasn’t bad looking if that’s what you got but he was short and it didn’t work with me….I tried looking at the positives that he’s perfect and that he wasn’t in control of his height but I wasn’t able to hold it in. So I broke up with him in a polite way without being sensitive. So the lovescapes journey to finding love continues ?