how the girl found her mother

April's point a view ( day 1) Not everyone knows My stroy so I am willing to tell you how it all started from the beginning well not too far just all the way back to the year of 2010 which will lead up to the year of 2023. It was the year of 2010 I was 20 years old at the time, during that time things had changed between My father and I, at first things where great but when I got older things started to not be so good, I never wanted to drift apart from My father but a situation had happened and although I've said My appolicgies more then once it still wasn't enough, I had no clue what to do to make it so that My father would understand. As My father sat in his seat I ended up just going to My bedroom but before I had gone out of My room I had over herd My father and his wife.that's when I just couldn't take it any more when his wife asked him where I was he answered, it was in the way he knew that it was a lie with how I ended up heading to My room to put My belongs, so that's when I went back out of My room. I ended up leaving out the door I knew things had to be cooled down and doing just that was the right thing to do, so as I headed for the front door My father had spoken up. April's dad: and where are you going? April: I'm going out for a walk so everything can cool down. April's dad: no your not your going to go in the kitchen and eat your dinner. Aprial: no I'm not I'm heading out we both need to cool down I'm not having this I come home five minutes late and your being the way you are after I said I was sorry more then once and it's My first time to ever be home late. so I am going for a walk to cool down after what you had said about me. April's dad: I was only telling the truth on how you walked off to your room. April: dad you know it didn't go down like that but I'm heading out. As I walked out the door I not only herd him I saw him getting out of his seat, so I ended up walking out of the yard but as I did that My father ended up trying to catch up to me as fast as he could, so that's when I ran, I know he wouldn't be able to catch me, as he was trying to get me he end up raising his voice while yelling at me so the whole neghboor hood could here. All I wanted was space and time for the both of us to cool down. it was one of the things My father taught me was to walk away and not keep something going, even if he didn't I would have done what I though was right. Anyways as I got to the corner at the end of the neighbor hood road I herd My father say something that I've never thought he would ever say to me. April's dad: DON'T YOU EVER COME BACK HOME YOU HEAR ME YOU ARE NO LONGER WELCOME BACK IN MY HOUSE. As I had herd what he had said all I could think was wow I can't believe he had said that, at that time I didn't think he would be like that because he said he would never kick his kids out no matter what but things had changed and he lived proof of that. As I turned around I saw him turned back to the house, that's when I ended up going to a friend's house I told her what had happened, she felt bad, so she had asked me if I would like for her to go over to talk with My father, I simply said if you want you can go over to talk to him about the situation but I have a feeling it wont matter. and even though I told her what she needed to know she end up walking over to the house to have a talk with My father, so I just ended up waiting for her to come back to her house witch was only about five minutes down the road from the house I've lived at. After waiting for her to come back that's when she ended up telling me that My father was really mad, that he didn't want me back she also told me that he had threaded her to have her kids taken away if she was to let me in her house, so I told her that I wouldn't let that happen, so I stayed out side all because of My dad she didn't think he would do that but she didn't want to take the chance of that not happening. It was after 5:00pm and just as I looked up I saw My father's wife walk over to have a talk with me. April's step mom: why don't you come back to the house and eat? April: because dad needs to cool down I walked away I did the right thing I'm tired of it he had no right to say what he said to you on what he thought I was being. so I am giving him time to cool down as he needs to let me do, if he just excepted My appoligies this wouldn't have happened. so no I am not going back just so I can hear it from him again I've done nothing wrong I've said sorry more then once for something that happened one time that also ended up being the first time and dad wants to be mad at me I'm just not having it. April's step mom: well you know you can't go to the shelter now . so where are you going to go? April: I know. and I don't know I will try and figure something out. April's step mom: alright well I'm heading back to the house I wish you luck. After she walked away that's when I knew I had to figure out what to do like I knew right then and there I had My rights to go back I was on the lease,I get mail there plus My father didn't own the house that I was living at. as I stayed at My friend's house longer we end up talking she wanted to help me out real bad, I did see it in her eyes the pain she had felt for me but her and I both knew if I was to go into her home My father would more then likely do what he said he was going to do and I just could not and would not let that happen that's the kind caring person I am. As it got dark I ended up calling a guy that was My boyfriend who lived in Boston I had tried to see if I could stay with him but he said that he didn't like driving so late witch it would of been if he where to come and get me, at that point I didn't know what to do I had other friends but I didn't ask them cause at that time I thought I wouldn't be able to also it was dark and I assumed they wouldn't want to come pick me up just so I had a place to stay. After hours went buy and not having any where to go except back to the house where I lived at.that's when I just build up the courage to head back and as I walk back all I thought to Myself was to just go in the house and straight to My bedroom..................................... as I got to the house I opened the door, went inside with out saying any thing as I saw My father sit in his seat, before I reached My room I had herd My father's wife ask him who had walked in the house and just like that My father told her to take a guess just as I shut My bedroom door, even though I was hungry and didn't have any thing to eat during that whole time I just ended up staying in My room I didn't want to deal with My father cause if I had I was pretty sure things would of gone south again, so I stayed in My room with out dinner, just like that after I shut My bedroom door, I turned off the bedroom light and got into My bed with all the thoughts running through My mind from what had happened. As I lay in My bed I knew that I would have a hard time sleeping due to the fact My father had the t.v up loud witch he didn't care I wasn't going to ask him to turn down cause I had a feeling he would reject what I would want him to do, so I just stayed in My room,in My bed trying My best to block it out along with the thoughts, before I even knew it I started to fall a sleep.but before I did I was hoping that he wouldn't come walking in My room to tell me to get out of the house with it being so late. (day 2) On the next day I had woken up,as I did I checked the time on My cell phone when I saw the time that said 7:45am I end up getting up now I knew it was to early for me to get up but when My friend and I talked she told me that she knew places that might of been able to help me out with what I was going through but if that was going to happen I would had to be up early witch I might add that was a waste of My time why because the ride that her and I thought would be okay turned around and said they wouldn't be able to. After dealing with that I ended up heading back to the house to have something to eat,when I was done I ended up heading back out trying to do all I could with what I was going through.now I could have stayed at the house but I didn't I needed to try and get help..................................... as the time went buy I ended up walking all the way to where two of My friends worked but I didn't see them, so I called them up to see if they where going to be working they told me they where but not till a little later,so I ended up telling them the reason why I wanted to know and that's when they said to go to there job around two, so I ended up walking all the way back to house and by the time I got there it was after 12pm, as I got to the house and unlocked the door I had notice that My brother wasn't home and nether was My father witch at the time I thought was odd cause he never wakes up before one due to him staying up late.after realizing that I went into My room shut My door, turned on My stero to listen to the radio that's when all a sudden My door flew open to were I had saw My father standing in the door way, just like that that's when he told me what he said flat out. April's dad: there's not to be any doors closed in My house and I thought I told you to never come back I want you out of My house. After he said that I didn't say any thing back all I said silently to My self was okay fine I grabbed My purse and cell phone and walked out of the bedroom that was mine and headed for the door, as I did that I saw the time where I knew I had to get back to where My friends worked at and just like that I walked away from the house I didn't even turn around to see if My father was there outside by the front door or not..................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................... As I arrived to My destination I had saw one of My friends she saw the state I was in I litterly cried when I saw her,as I cried she gave me a hug I told her what she wanted to know,then that's when she mentioned that My other friend was going to be on brake soon and that she would let her know to come out to talk with me.now before she went inside I had asked her if she could help me out by that see if I could stay with her at her place.but she said her mom wouldn't allowed that,so I said okay,as she went back in the store where she worked at I ended up waiting for My other friend to come out and talk to me on her brake............................................................................................................................. just shortly after me waiting I had saw her, that's when she saw how sad I was. I asked her if she could help me out and she told me that she would call her mom up witch she did just before her brake was over and so as I waited for her to get off the phone with her mom she ended up telling me she told her every thing I had told her. just like that My prayers where answered I was able to stay at her place for a while until I had some where else to go. As I was waiting for time to go by I ended up leaving the store witch I had to be back at around 4pm and since it was almost three I ended up just going to other stores that where close by just to pass time,as time did pass buy that's when I knew I had to get back to the store My friend worked at, and at the same time I arrive back there I saw My friend come out and we both waited for her mom to pick us both up,just like that we drove off heading to her houuse. When her mom had to go all the way back to work after dropping us off My friend and I ended up talking when we where in her kitchen I broke down crying and I'm one that dosen't like to cry in front off My friends but I was in so much pain with how My father treated me I ended up saying sorry to My friend but she told me not to be and that it's okay to cry I knew she felt bad for me and she was such a good friend for being there for me and helping me out I was grateful and thankful at the same time for having the help that not only I knew I needed but god also knew I needed it too. (later in the week's) It had been almost three weeks and I thought that I wouldn't need to find some where else to go seeing how My friends parents owned there house but I had to figure out another place to stay but before I had done that I had to get as much as My stuff as I could and I had to get a copy of My birth certifcet. and so as that ended up being the plan My friend and her dad was willing to take me to get some of My stuff and as I got to the door that's when My father said that he wasn't going to let me in unless I had the cops their who I had to call, they told me that I could just go in to get My stuff but I said that My father wouldn't let me, so they said that two officers where going to be their for me for protection just case something bad happens,and as My friend,her dad and I waited we sat in the car talking as we where talking two cop cars pulled up the three of us ended up walking toward each other as I got out of My friend's dad's car, I told them the situation that is going on and they said okay the first cop said that he was going to go first while the other one would be next to me I said okay, just like that we three went up to the house so the officers could get My father to let me inside to get some of My stuff. But before I did that they asked me if My friend would be willing to help me reason for needing her help My father told the officers I only had three minutes witch wasn't alot of time to get all My stuff out so they asked My father if I could go back to the house to get the rest of My stuff another day My father said that it was fine as so long as I have an officer their................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................. After getting what I was able to get My friend,her dad and I ended up heading back to there house I asked if the next day would be okay to take me to get a copy of My birth certificate and they said it was fine. After a long day we stayed at the house had lunch and hanged out, then I called My boyfriend from Boston and told him what I've been dealing with at first he thought I did something for the situation to happen to me but I really didn't do any thing wrong I told him every thing that happened when I first talked to him..................................................................................................................................................... after talking with him for a bit My friend and I ended up watching t.v and just relax after a long day. After spending as much time as I could I had to find some where else to go and so I ended up getting a ride to where I needed to go then after I dealt with what I needed to get witch cost me $25 at the time, after that I ended up walking all the way to another friend of mine whom I knew for years (since elemtry school) it took me a while to get to her house but I had manage to get there just fine, as I did her mom answered the door, let me inside. As I sat down on the couch that's when I saw My forever best friend I had told her what had been going on with me cause at that time she wanted to know. I had tried to see if I could stay with her but I couldn't cause the place wasn't big enough for three people, before I knew My cell rings,just like that I had answered it. It ended up being another friend of mine who had been trying to get a hold of me on the house phone and when she said that I told her why she couldn't get through and even if she did it wouldn't have matter and she asked me why was that so I told her why........................................................................................................................................................................................................... after going through the conversation with her she asked if I needed a place to stay and I told her I did,I told her where I was at but I couldn't stay there any longer then I had and so she said that she and her boyfriend would let me stay with them. After visiting with My best friend I called My other friend that I was staying with, told her that I had another place I could stay at and if they could could they bring me to where I needed to go and they said that they could, so when they picked me up and brought me back to there house I had got My stuff together and put it in there car. shortly after that we drove off to where I needed to go......................................................................................................................................ect. After arriving to My other friend I had help with getting My stuff out of the car,brought it inside My friend's dad house she ended up being there for her birthday witch was a fun day that I needed after going what I went through,having her as a good friend made me so happy because she was there for me even with the times I was going through..........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................ect. (day 3) It was the next day and we only stayed one night there,then we went back to where she lived with her boyfriend............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................... after arriving to where her and boyfriend lived that's when I had met him for first time as the three us brought My stuff up into there place, then shortly after that the three of us talked about every thing that I had went through along with asking if I could help them out since I would had been living with them and of course I told them that I would since they where helping me out I wasn't going use them and not help them that's not the kind of person I am. as the day turned into night I had felt so tired and sleepy and I knew that I needed to get some sleep for the next day.