Chapter 3

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Lily's thoughts and feelings were in turmoil. She liked Aroan, But she couldn't confess her feelings to him.Because,she was afraid of getting rejected. But she couldn't stop thinking about him, his angelic face, and his angelic eyes. She didn't even know what she wanted anymore, all she knew was that she liked him. She couldn't even talk to anyone about it because she was afraid of rejection and of ruining their friendship with Aroan. So she just stayed silent and tried to push away her feelings.As she tried to keep her feelings to herself, she was constantly thinking about Aroan. She couldn't even concentrate on school anymore. She started skipping classes and going home earlier just so she could have more time alone to think about Aroan. She couldn't stand the thought of him being with anyone else. She wanted to be the one he would be with. She wanted to be the one he would love and spend his life with. But she kept silent because she was afraid to confess her feelings to him.She felt like she was going crazy. All she could think about was Aroan and the thought of him with Lia was eating her up inside. She wanted to tell him how she felt but she was too scared that he would reject her and their friendship would be ruined. She didn't know what to do, and she started questioning whether she should just give up and move on or keep trying to win his heart. No matter what she did, she was hurting and couldn't stop thinking about him.Every day she saw Aroan with Lia and felt like her heart was breaking. It felt like it was never going to get better. She wanted Aroan to love her.She doesn't want to lose Aroan. But she knew it wasn't Lia's fault, and she wanted them to be happy even if it meant losing Aroan. She couldn't just let him go. She needed to find a way to accept the situation and move on, but how?But,she isn't sure about that about Aroan and Lia's relationship. Lily was having a hard time accepting the fact that she couldn't be with Aroan. She knew she couldn't force him to feel the same way and she had to respect his relationship with Lia if he's with Lia.But she couldn't let go of her feelings for him either. She felt like she was in constant conflict with herself and her emotions were just tearing her apart. She couldn't stop thinking about Aroan and she couldn't stop being upset by his relationship with Lia.As Lily's feelings continued to eat at her, she felt like she needed to do something about them. She wanted to let Aroan know how she felt but she was still afraid of losing their friendship. She felt like she was stuck in a cycle of trying to move on and then being pulled back in by her emotions. She didn't know what to do; all she knew was that she couldn't keep living like this.The pressure of Lily's emotions was starting to affect other aspects of her life as well. She was struggling to sleep at night and she was having difficulty eating and keeping her focus during the day. She was constantly thinking about Aroan and Lia and she was having trouble concentrating on anything else. She felt like her entire world was falling apart and she didn't know what to do. To make matters worse, Aroan and Lia seemed to be growing closer and closer every day; Lily was afraid that their relationship would progress into something serious. Lily was starting to realize that she couldn't keep living like this. If she let Aroan and Lia get too serious, there was a chance that she would lose her chance to be with Aroan forever. She needed to finally take action and do something about her feelings, but she was still terrified to tell Aroan how she felt. She was also starting to realize that she needed to start looking after herself better and taking care of her mental health; if she let herself slide too far, she might not recover.But,she doesn't want to hurt anyone. So,she decided like before that she will confess her feelings to Aroan at the day of graduation ceremony. If Aroan is with Lia she will try to move on.She knew what she had to do; she had to make a choice. She had to finally decide whether she should tell Aroan how she felt or move on and try to let go of her feelings. She couldn't keep going around in circles anymore; she needed to end this constant internal battle.But,she is afraid to tell him.
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