Lily was trying every possible way to let go of Aroan but she just can't. Their friendship means a lot to her and she does not want to ruin it. She tries to avoid him as much as possible but she continues to run into him everywhere.But she can't stop thinking about him. The more she tries, the more she wants him. She is constantly haunted by the memory of Aroan. She can't seem to get him out of her head. She feels like she's stuck in a cycle and she can't get out of it. Lily starts to question whether she will ever be able to let go of Aroan or if this is her fate now.
Lily feels like she is stuck in a cycle; every time she tries to let go of Aroan, she only falls more deeply in love with him. She can't seem to break this cycle and it feels like it will never end
Lily wants to let go of Aroan but it is becoming harder and arder. The thought of never being with him is becoming more real and it breaks her heart. She feels like she is drowning in a sea of emotions and she cannot get out.Lily wishes she could just let go of Aroan without losing him. She wants to be able to go back to being friends without the pain of feeling like she is missing out on something more. She wishes she could just move on and be happy without him, but it is becoming harder and harder. Every time she meets Aroan, she falls more and more in love with him. He is her first love and she doesn't want to have her heart broken by him. She can't stop thinking about him, and it makes her feel like she is going crazy.
But Lily knows that she can't stay stuck in this cycle forever. She knows that she needs to make a decision. She needs to break this cycle of constantly thinking about Aroan and either move on or confess her feelings to him. She can't let her emotions control her like this anymore. She needs to take control of her life and take action. She needs to decide if she can handle continuing this friendship with Aroan if he doesn't reciprocate her feelings, or if it is time to let go.
Lily decides that she can't keep living like this. She can't let her emotions destroy her life and she can't keep wondering "what if?" She has to finally take action. She decides that she will confess her feelings to Aroan and whether or not she will be able to move on if he doesn't reciprocate. She makes the decision to finally take control of her life and find out once and for all whether she can be with Aroan or not.
Although she's terrified of the possibility of losing Aroan and she's scared of rejection, she is also excited about the possible outcome of finally knowing the truth. It is scary but also exciting at the same time. And now that she has made a decision, she's determined to see it through to the end.
But when the time comes to confess her feelings, she gets too scared and she can't bring herself to tell him. She feels too afraid to lose him and they keep getting drawn together because of the close friendship they have. She tries to push her emotions down so she can move on but every time she gets close to him, it stirs up her feelings again.Lily tries to tell herself that it's not meant to be but there is always this tiny spark of hope inside her that won't go away. She keeps wondering "what if" and even though she tries to move on, she keeps getting drawn back to Aroan.But the closer she gets to Aroan, the deeper she falls in love with him and she can't stop thinking about him.
She knows she has to make a decision. She doesn't want to keep being in this endless cycle of fear and pain.