My angel

chapter 12

I called Marie. Since when Marrion brought me back, he left straight away and John was with his grandmother.

- What's the matter?

- you are busy?

- No, I'm still at mom's house and ...

- I'm coming!

- all is good?

- I'm coming.

I took the box and two pictures of me with mom and dad fell. I recovered. I must have been about six in the photo and I was dressed like a boy because I was sick. And once again, the resemblance to Evans struck me. I took the picture and walked out.

I found the taxi which left me directly. I wanted to enter but the guard held me back.

- where you go? Have you been invited?

I then noticed that it was another.

- Hello, I'm Mimi, I have a meeting with Marie.

- Marie is not here.

- But...

- I say she's not here.

I had to see her. I had red eyes, a red face. I had cried so much! My hair was like crazy

- You're welcome.

- go home!

I wanted to call but my phone slipped out of my hands and fell. He broke. I tried to turn it on but nothing.

- please I would like to come in.

- no!

I sat there in front of the gate.

- miss get up from there.

- go get your boss at least to prove that I'm telling the truth.

- no.

I decided to go home but when I wanted to get up, a car headed for the gate.

- what is happening here?

- Good evening sir.

- Yes. Mimi, what are you doing sitting there?

- it was the guard who refused to let me in.

- Georges is that true?

- Sir ... My ...

- open this portal for me and let it jump! You refuse entry to my wife, what is it? Mimi, go up.

I went upstairs and the guard opened.

- I thought you were at home. I came to pick up john to go home. Why do you have red eyes?

- for nothing.

We went downstairs and once in the living room, I threw myself on Marie crying.

- hush my beautiful! Marrion what have you done again?

-I? But nothing, did she tell you something?

- no. Mimi what's happening to you?

I just handed the box she opened. She had to watch the cotenue as I sat down on a sofa.

- Oh no!

Said Marie.

- what?

marrion didn't understand anything?

- what's in this box?

- MOM!

-YES?

She was coming down the stairs when Marie called her.

- what is happening?

She handed him the box and started to cry. Marrion didn't understand a thing.

- what is happening?

- Oh my God! Alain will be so happy to hear this news.

She took me in her arms.

- we looked for you so much my daughter but it's as if you disappeared from the face of the globe. My brother will be so happy to see you.

Marie also joined us.

- what the hell is going on?

- Mimi is Evans' twin sister.

- what? What do you mean?

I handed him the box.

- oh no pa that not that! So, are you my cousin?

- yes we are cousins.

He looked at me before hugging me in turn.

- not that!

I was really crying but tears of sadness and so was he. Certainly I knew my origins now but with marrion how was I going to do? I was crazy about my own cousin and we were never going to be able to be together. Never again. And what was I going to do with this love? How was I going to get out of this?

Marrion pulled me into a corner.

- it won't change anything between us is not it?

- if! Now you really are my brother, our love is impossible.

- you are my cousin not my sister which is different.

- but what are you saying? I can't be your girlfriend or your wife because we have the same blood.

- so what?

- marrion please don't complicate things, I loved you yes but ethics don't allow me to live this love without shame so today now, please look at me like a cousin, I don't am no longer and will never be your girlfriend again.

- I do not agree with you. You can't leave me like Stephie.

- but we cannot be together.

- if. If I don't have you, no one will have you.

He said it before pulling my hand. We went out the back door.

- where are we going?

- we're going home.

- how do we get in? And john?

His gaze was really scary.

- john will be fine.

I still wanted to talk but he raised his hand to cut me off. He pulled me up and pushed me into the car. Then he closed, and got in before starting.

- where are we going?

- at home, I'll make you mine.

- what?

- you heard right.

- you delusions? Please don't do that.

- I haven't done anything yet.

He was weird, really creepy. And besides, it drove fast.

- slow down, you're going to get us killed.

- nada.

- please.

- nada.

I started to pray in my heart and maybe that's why we arrived safe and sound. As soon as he parked he opened and pulled my hand I didn't even know why I was still following him.

He opened before locking and he pulled me into his room.

- What are you doing?

- I'll make you mine.

I asked because he was starting to take off his shirt.

- no, don't do that.

He was in his underwear now and walking towards me.

- no.

He came up to me and pinned me to the wall. My heart was beating very fast.

- what are you doing? You are not doing well!

- yes, I'm fine.

- no.

He puts his mouth on my neck and started kissing me.

- no.

And this day I thank my illnesses. Because at that precise moment, I had an asthma attack. He got scared and put the ventolin in my mouth. When I caught my breath, he pulled away from me and hit the wall as hard as he could.

- stop, you're hurting yourself.

He didn't understand a thing when I left to help him, he pushed me to the ground.

- Marri ...

He didn't let me finish and went out locking the door behind him. He was in pain yes but me too. I sat up and started to cry before I fell asleep. I woke up the next day and there was no one there. The door was still locked. I tried everything to open it but nothing to do. I stayed there all day and it was at 5 p.m. that it opened, to enter. He was holding a tray in his hand and a robe.

-you should take a bath and eat.

- is it now that you think about that? How can you do such a dastardly thing?

- you talk too much my angel calm down.

- I'm not your angel. whether you like it or not, you and I have the same blood.

- I do not care. Even if I have to lock you in here for the rest of your life, that's okay.

And besides my phone was broken.

-I don't want this food.

-if you don't eat, you will starve.

- I prefer to starve.

-as you wish!

He came in to take a bath and came out naked. I turned around.

- Couldn't you change in your bathroom?

- no.

- okay. Tell me what do you want from me?

- I want you to be mine forever.

- this is insane. I thought you were wiser than that. How can you want your sister?

- you are my cousin it is different and it is not written anywhere that I must not have you.

- you overtake me. You are really stupid stupid and it's only now that I realize it.

- you're going to see what the moron is going to do to you, keep looking for me.

- what do you think it will change? For me it's over, this relationship no longer exists, because now we are part of the same family.

- we will only be related when you bear my name.

- really. it is useless to convince a sheep like you, you do not understand anything.

- it's good.

We argued all evening and when it was time to go to sleep, I took the bed and he came to sleep next to me.

- sleep where you want but don't touch me. Do not touch me. I don't want to hate you and you push me. You're crazy, you have to get treatment.

- no.

- it's as you want..good night bro.

- I'm not your brother.

- if.

I turned off the night light on my side and fell asleep. The same scene happened again for four days. Days when I didn't swallow anything, or I took my bath only when he locked me in alone.

Shout for help? How many times had I done it without success? At least he wasn't touching me but I was feeling weaker and weaker.

- hey how are you?

- Why? does that interest you?

- you know it does. It's because you don't eat. Eat please.

-Let me out and we'll talk about it.

-I can not.

- as you wish.

It went out and did not close. If that was a trap, well, I was going to fall because I got out.

- keep me company, like before.

- you are not normal.

I could see he was going badly so I decided to give him this pleasure. He put his head on my thighs and we were watching a movie.

- kiss me for the last time.

- I can not.

- please, just a kiss.

I leaned in and kissed him. I felt a tear fall from his eye.

- why is life so unfair to us? Why?

- I do not know.

And we went to sleep. I let him hug me.

In the morning he woke me up. I had dressed and had a suitcase in hand at last two and yet, bustling was in place.

- get up.

- are you going out already?

- no, there is Marie and mum in the living room. They are there to look for you, you will now live with her and I will never seek to see you again. I will never accept that we are parents and you will never accept that I am your other half. So let's consider that we have never had a relationship and that we are not parents.

- but that's absurd. How can you ask that we act like we don't know each other?

- either that's it or you accept that you are mine.

- you drank? In short, it's as you want.

He walked me to the living room and I turned around to observe him for the last time.

...to be continued.