My angel

-no don't close your eyes no ... noooo! Beep beep beep. He's gone forever. My angel my everything. How would I do without him? Who will watch over me? Why is he leaving? why another one? if all my angels go, who will watch over me? - don't leave me here my angel. You promised you would never leave me. Why are you leaving? I scream of course. Otherwise what to do? I'm crying; the children cry, everyone cries. He is no longer. - Calm down mom. I look at Michelle who's eyes are filled with tears. - if I calm down, you will bring it back to me ?? Are you going to bring it back to me? I detach myself from her and stand near the body covered with white cloth. - Stand up Marrion it's not a joke. Please don't leave me. Open your eyes, open your eyes. I shake it with all my strength. It can't be real. - Madam calm down. Tell the doctor. - let me let me mourn the death of my husband. From my angel. I want by ... And then black hole, nothing more. I fainted. ( 2 months later ) - mom stop. Dad has been gone for three months. You just cry here in your room. You hardly eat anymore, you don't go out. - Leave me. Get out of my room, Antony. - No, I'm not going anywhere today. You have to take control of yourself. We all suffer, after all he was also our father. Do you think he would have liked to see you like this? You don't think about us anymore. When was the last time you saw the triplets? You don't even know that we sent them to Grandma so they wouldn't see you like that. I look at him and start to wonder. He's right, I abandoned them. I had to reassure them, tell them that everything will be fine. I am a bad mother. I am weak. - Mom, we love you and we don't want to lose you too. Please mum take it easy. You have to see a spychatre to help you get out of this silence. - I am not crazy. - Mom, I know you're not crazy and we're not going to intern you. Mom you need to talk to someone about how you are feeling and once you open up you will see that everything will be better. He takes my hands in his. - you promise to think about my proposal? - Yes. I'll think about it. - thank you. He hugs me tightly. - Mom are going to take a bath, we are going to sit down to dinner soon and you will be there. -all right, I'm going. (...) - Mom wow! You're splendid. - thank you Johnathan. The triplets are not there? - No. I'll go get them tomorrow. I arrive near the table and as I have gallant children, Johnatan pulls the chair for me as their father always did. He who... No I'm not going to think about it. - how are you michelle? -good and you? - I'll be fine now that you're here. - you can't do without us princess. Say Antony. And everyone is laughing. Even me. - we missed your laugh, mom. - Yes. I'm sorry to have left you. I have been selfish. - It's from the past. -Yes. We started to eat. - the lawyer came by. -Is that so? -yes last week. Dad had a will. - Ah OK! I knew that before going to see the lawyer he had spoken to me. - as John has no business acumen he left the hospital on his behalf. And the 1/5 of the half of the business to each of us. Since the other half is yours. This house in your name so that it remains family. The 6 other houses in our names. And in addition he had opened a savings account for each of us where he paid money every month. And the rest of his belongings to granny, my uncle jason, and the rest of the family. - it's good. -I would have liked him to leave us nothing but to stay alive. - Michelle! Johny reproaches him. You can see that we are trying not to broach the subject so as not to make Mom sadder than she already is. - I'm sorry mom. - it is not serious. Let's eat. Have a good meal. - Thanks Mom. (...) - Mom, this is Doctor Kayla. This is my colleague. - Hello doctor. - Hello Miss. I'll be your psychatre. - okay we'll see you at the hospital? - no here it will be better. You will feel more comfortable. - okay. - ok can start everything Right now. What is your favorite room? - probably his bedroom. During Dad's lifetime she spent most of her free time there with him. -okay we're gonna go just the two of us her and me john. - zuuttt! - you're not spy but surgeon. Go out. He walked away frowning, which made me laugh. -We will introduce ourselves, . I am Kayla Sallam I am 30 years old. And you? - my name is Michelle Zanga Messi I am 45 years old - ok madam Messi. Tell me a bit about yourself. -I am a business woman. I own 50% of a company. I was married to a renowned doctor and businessman. And now I am a widow. We had 6 children together. John, twins Michelle and Tony and triplets Johan Loan and Yoan - okay. Tell me about your husband; from you. How did you meet? Tell me. - it's a bit long. Marrion is my angel. -why do you say that? - everything goes back a very long time. I did not grow up in luxury as people think. I suffered in my childhood and it was Marrion who put and end to this suffering. - tell me so I have time for you madam. ...to be continued