My angel

Chapter 2

I looked at him, I couldn't take my eyes off him it was like I had been petrified.

- I know I'm beautiful but stop looking at me, you risk ending me.

I quickly turned my face away.

- nobody came to see me?

- No one except your little brother whom I go to pick up every day at the end of school before dropping him off at your place. Your mother doesn't even want to hear about it and your father even less.

- My father?

- Yes.

- so he came back from his trip.

- I believe. In short, let's not talk about that anymore. I'll do some necessary exams and hopefully you can come home tomorrow.

-I failed the exam my God! The school is not going to accept this.

- Why? You will go to catch-up and that's it.

- the subject is paying for catching up. How will I do?

My life was really miserable.

- everything will be fine, don't worry.

- it's easy to say. What about my medical expenses?

- I brought you here, I'll take care of it.

- But...

- no but please. Let's change the subject, tell me about yourself. How old are you?

- I ... I am eighteen years old. I am in third year CGE.

- what? Eighteen years? You are a little genius say so. And do you have a boyfriend?

- sorry?

- uh ... sorry my question is a little misplaced.

- no. Infact ... I don't have a boyfriend. It doesn't interest me and then I'm all ugly, who will want me? I have no big buttocks, breasts that block the view. Am very slim and skinny.

- do not say that. I find you pretty you know!

- you say that just to cheer me up.

- it's not true. I find you very beautiful. You have a well drawn face. Girls strip off just to get your skin tone. your hair is very beautiful. I wonder what they are like when you leave them in the wind. And your eyes my God! They do not have a fixed color. Earlier, they were gray now they are brown. I tell myself that their color changes depending on your mood.

I smiled.

- ah! I like this better. So Mimi, you're hungry aren't you? I'll get you some food.

- it's not worth it I ...

- I'm the doctor here, we do as I want.

He came out and I dozed off. When he returned, as if I knew, I opened my eyes.

- I had two burgers I hope you like.

- I ... I never ate it.

-you...

He started to laugh.

- serious?

I blushed with shame.

- well, I'm not laughing anymore. So my dear, you are going to eat it and then you will not say that you have never eaten it ok?

- Yes.

I tasted it and it was delicious, but the food had never been my thing. I wasn't eating enough because I didn't have enough at first and then I got used to staying hungry. So it didn't mean much to me. I took two bites afterwards, I lost my appetite.

- you don't eat anymore?

- I'm not hungry anymore.

- wow! I understand why you are so thin. Aren't you anorexic by chance?

- No, I do not think so.

Then we talked about everything and nothing and I fell asleep. The next day, he walked me home because I was doing much better. But I would have liked to stay in a coma for a bit longer.

As soon as I crossed the threshold of the door, it was miguel who greeted me happily.

- Mimi!

- hi little genius. What are you doing?

- I was waiting for you.

He took my hand and led me to the living room.

- where are the old people?

- to worship.

Really! I wondered what they were told at this service. Not that I was a peasant, no, on the contrary I liked going to church and hearing about God. I even tried to walk as he wanted. But my parents them, by their way of behaving made me think. I wondered if we were following the same cult or not.

- you can go in don't stay outside doctor.

- it's Marrion not a doctor. And I'm in a hurry. So I'm going to go. hold my number in case of need, you call me.

- thank you. But I don't think we're going to see each other again.

me if my beautiful. Take and keep it.

I took it anyway, then we greeted each other and he came home. I went to sleep. The old people came back in the evening and ignored me. I even try to get them to talk but nothing. Not even insults. Anyway, I went back to the bedroom (lol) to sleep. The next day, while mom was at the store, I stayed at home. And daddy went out. He came home in the evening. But Miguel and mom don't.

- dad, where are mum and Miguel?

- they went to his aunt's house. And I think they're going to sleep there.

I didn't even think he was going to answer.

- I'm hungry, serve me something to eat.

- okay.

I brought some food while he watched football.

- don't go, come and watch football with me.

I sat down, naive as I was, next to him.

- if you are tired, you can put your head on my thighs.

- No it'll be fine.

And his hands have gradually started to play adventurers.

- dad?

- let it go, everything is normal, I am your father, I can touch you like that.

I tried to leave and I told myself that his gesture was natural.

- which team do you support?

- Blues.

- great me too. You know, you are very beautiful.

- thank you.

- you have a boyfriend?

- I .... no.

- it's good. He just has to have your father as a man in your life.

- But...

-huut! Tell me, are you still a virgin?

- vi ... yes!

- that's not right at your age. Let go, i will help you

He knocked me over on the couch.

- But ... what are you doing daddy?

- hey! I am not your father. Anna is not your mother so don't worry. You are going to like it a lot, don't worry.

Shock!

- you ... you ...

He started to force my lips with his.

I was scared and didn't know what to do, he was going to r**e me.

I tried to take a taton, something on the table but it fell and it was the glass of water. It broke. He continued to kiss me on the neck while cuddling me.

I was screaming and crying, nothing to do. He was already lifting my skirt when I drew the last strength in me and pushed him. He fell, luckily not on the broken bottles. But I do! And the pieces went into my hands but I didn't care.

I got up with difficulty, picked up my phone and started to run barefoot like crazy. I was running without knowing where I was going without looking back. It was getting late. I stopped. Where was I going? I then took my phone and dialed the number of the doctor who immediately picked up.

- Hello?

- yes doctor it's Mimi. Please, I need your help.

- I arrive.

I didn't even know he was going to answer. I waited there. I was sitting on a piece of wood and I was crying. And my hands were bleeding profusely. At one point, I dozed off.

- hey?

Someone was patting me. I hardly opened my eyes.

- I looked for you and here I find you.

It was that old pervert.

- let go of me.

- what did you think? There's no one here to stop me, we're gonna finish what we started.

- no please let go of me.

- never.

- let go of the old crouton, aren't you ashamed?

It was him, it was the doctor.

He picked up daddy and punched him.

- dirty pervert, that's how you destroy the lives of other people's children out here.

- It's my daughter.

- let me laugh. Do not put your pasta on it anymore.

- okay. And who are you?

- I ... I'm her fiancé. And I forbid you to touch her

- okay, she never puts her feet at my place again.

- but not ...

- ok she won't come back ok? No problem. She will come to live with me and be better

Dad got up and left I was just crying, I couldn't help it.

- get up and dry your tears.

- where will I go? I am alone in the world.

- me I'm here. Come, let's go to my place.

- no I...

- don't ask your opinion.

He held out his hand, which I somehow tried to take.

- what's on your hands?

- laughed ... nothing.

- that's it! Come on, let's go.

- or?

- at home of course!

I kept quiet and I followed him. But did I have a choice?

He parked in front of a building and took the stairs, me behind him.

And it was in front of a large door that he stopped. He opened and I was blinded by the beauty of the place. Her apartment was very nice and tidy, I thought I was in a movie.

- don't stay on the landing, you risk catching a cold.

I walked in and stood there. He disappeared behind a door which was probably his bedroom. I was standing there and didn't know what to do.

- sit down why are you standing?

I sat down.

- you ate?

- uh ... yes ... no but I'm not hungry.

- ok for tonight. So you're gonna follow me into the bathroom.

- I can...

- do you stutter?

- sorry?

- I ask if you stutter. You stutter with every answer.

- I...

- forget about it. Let's go think your hands.

I followed him and it was in a bathroom like we only saw in the movies that we fell.

- sit down I take my hole.

- Okay.

I was afraid yes, how can I trust if my own ... well my so called own father had almost r***d me?

- inhale hard because it will hurt. You'll have to remove the ends in your hands.

And that's what he did but I wasn't crying, not screaming.

- you're not screaming? It does not hurt?

Yes, but I didn't want to feel any more emotions. I was in too much pain inside of me.

- you are brave say so.

- thank you.

This is just what I said.

Then he showed me a room.

- I...

-you?

- I ... I left my ventoline at home.

- Are you athletic?

- Yes.

- ouch ... we'll fix it tomorrow. It would be better to go to sleep. Good night.

- better at you.

I lay down on the big bed. How long has it been since I slept on a mattress? I used to sleep on a carpet on the floor. I closed my eyes thinking about everything, about my life. What was to become of me? Why me?

... to be continued