N.S.

chapter 19

group chat: Luke, Nick, Harper

L: HI HI HI!!!!!!

H: Luke what the hell have you done?

N: he's put us in a group chat Harper. he wants your nudes.

H: well that sucks for you because you ain't gettin s**t you.

L: because that was totally the idea behind this.

L: i did this because we'd make a pretty cool ass group chat.

N: don't i have another question i've requested to ask?

L: oh yes that's right, sorry Harper bye

text messages: Luke & Nick

L: shoot Judge.

N: what's it like? being in a fandom and all?

L: you mean the breakoff fandom? well i'm glad you asked. it's amazing really, and you'll have those b***h ass idiots who are all like 'it's just some dumb boy band you know!' but to some people it all they have. plus when you're in the fandom that trends and wins everything, it's even better.

N: what do they mean to you?

L: what do they mean to me?

L: well,

L: erm.

L: it gets lonely, considering i'm gay, and it seems as if every other gay guy here is either in the closet or can't accept that i like a boy band heh. so they temporarily fill up that gap.

Luke

Nick suddenly put his phone down and climbed on top of me, hugging me tightly. When I realised what was going on, I hugged him back.

He took out the notebook again and I saw him write five words.

You won't be lonely forever.

Harper

"So how was Luke?" I asked once we were sitting on the couch, Nick on top of me and fiddling with my hair. He began to write for a long while and I chuckled, never expecting he had a lot to say.

He's great. I think you and him are the only two friends I've ever had that I know I'll keep for awhile. He's really kind and he understands how it feels to be left out. Honestly I think that's why the three of us would fit so well together. We all kind of found each other when we didn't have anyone.

group chat

L: we should totally hang out again. seriously. i'm positive my fans would love to meet you.

H: how many fans do you even have? ten?

L: *picture of twitter home screen* try ten million.

N: you're like a celebrity?

L: us bloggers and youtubers are like that, but the difference is we brought up our own fame. we didn't get managed or anything. we posted something and people liked it.

L: but anyway

H: what

L: Harper, did Nick ever tell you what 'ns' at the end of his letters meant?

H: no...what does it mean? ive been wondering.

N: Luke White I swear to god...

H: lou tell me don't listen to him.

H: no offence babe

N: shut up

L: Nick. O'Neill. *sobs for 2928291038282 centuries*

H: awwwwwwww Nick babe, that's cute

N: nooo stop don't text me.

N: but thanks for kissing me.

H: i couldn't help myself, you're sitting right next to me.

L: was it hot Nick. this is important.

N: it was hot in all ways don't worry Luke perv.

N: and Harper, why didn't you tell me about you and lou? when you all were 14?

H: huh, it kind of slipped. did bigmouth tell you?

N: yeah.

L: i am not a big mouth sir.

L: i am a fabulous mouth

H: no Nick has a fabulous mouth.

L: how do you know?

H: i'm the only one who has gotten his blowjobs.

N: *blowjob. i only gave you one. you're obsessed.

H: i'm waiting for two...

N: Harper not in front of Luke.

L: guys i write gay smut all the time really this is child's play. where's the bondage and whips? that's where the action is at.

H: Luke

N: oH MY GOD

L: what? it is! read it sometime!

H: Luke you would watch a gay s*x tape wouldn't you.

L: if you guys wanna send me one for judging go ahead, i mean, idk if i would enjoy it but...

N: Luke. this relationship is being taken slowly.

H: yeah seriously if you want a s*x tape make one.

L: with my michael cardboard cutout?

H: him or luke idk and i don't care. make it a threesome for god's sake why not?

N: babe don't give him ideas!

L: oh...this shall be fun

H: hold on i'll be right back, someone is at the door.

L: Nick would you want my s*x tape?

N: Luke that is not a question to ask me