Episode 01 - Cold Ice, Hot Blood
The hockey basement smelled like sweat, melted ice, and strong detergent.
Lila Bennett pushed her cleaning cart down the empty hallway, her oversized hoodie slipping off one shoulder as the wheels squeaked against the concrete floor. The entire arena was silent now. Practice had ended nearly thirty minutes ago, and the players had already left.
Except one.
She inhaled shakily, trying to ignore the ache sitting heavily inside her chest. Her breakup replayed in her mind like a cruel loop.
Her boyfriend kissing another girl.
Everyone watching.
Everyone whispering.
A humiliating disaster she couldn’t escape.
Lila swallowed hard before setting the mop aside near the benches. “No,” she whispered to herself, the sound swallowed by the cavernous rafters. “Don’t cry again.”
But tears still burned her eyes.
She sat on the edge of the rink barrier, slipping her noise-canceling headphones on and turning the music louder, hoping the heavy bass would drown the memories away. Her fingers trembled as she wiped her cheeks quickly, staring blindly at the white scratched-up boards.
Across the rink, Ryker Hayes skated aggressively over the ice alone.
The infamous hockey enforcer. Campus menace. The guy every player feared and every coach tolerated solely because he won games.
He dug his skates into the ice, spraying a white cloud against the glass, and stopped near the center line. His hockey stick rested against the ice as his dark eyes briefly landed on the girl sitting alone by the penalty box.
Crying.
He looked away instantly, his jaw tightening under the shadow of his helmet.
Not his problem.
Girls cried all the time over stupid things—bad grades, drama, boys who didn't text back. He didn't have the time or the patience for any of it. Still… something about the way her shoulders shook, tiny and swallowed up by that massive grey hoodie, lingered in his head longer than it should’ve.
Ryker cursed under his breath, gripped his stick, and resumed skating harder. He pushed his body until his lungs burned and his thighs screamed.
Focus. He didn’t do distractions. Especially not soft-looking girls with sad blue eyes.
Nearly twenty minutes later, Ryker walked toward the locker room, exhausted and sweaty from his solitary drills. The heavy weight of his pads felt like an anchor, but he welcomed the physical exhaustion; it was the only thing that kept his mind quiet. He pulled his jersey over his head carelessly before opening his locker, throwing his gear down with loud, metallic thuds.
Meanwhile, Lila continued cleaning quietly in the corridor, focused entirely on finishing her shift so she could crawl into bed and forget this day existed.
Benches. Lockers. Floors. Trash bins.
She was operating on pure muscle memory, her mind still numb. She pushed open the heavy changing room door without thinking, her eyes fixed on the checklist clipboard in her hand—
—and froze.
Ryker stood there shirtless.
Water droplets slid down his tattooed chest from the brief shower he’d clearly just taken, his dark hair damp and messy, sticking to his forehead. His hockey gloves hung from one hand while the other rested casually against the top edge of his locker.
Lila’s breath caught immediately.
Oh God.
She should leave. Right now. Spin on her heel, apologize, and drag her cart away. But instead, her eyes betrayed her completely. They drifted over the sharp lines of his abs. His broad shoulders, mapped with faint athletic scars and dark ink. The sharp V-line disappearing beneath the low waistband of his grey sweatpants.
Ryker noticed instantly. He didn’t reach for a towel. He didn't even flinch. Instead, a slow, predatory smirk appeared on his face.
“Well,” he drawled lazily, shutting his locker door with a deliberate, slow click. “You planning to keep staring, or should I charge you for the view?”
Lila snapped out of it immediately, her face setting on fire. She gripped the plastic handle of her cleaning spray tighter, her knuckles turning white.
“I-I wasn’t staring.”
“No?” He stepped closer, the bare soles of his feet silent against the rubber matting. “Because your eyes seem very interested, princess.”
“I’m literally cleaning,” she shot back, her voice shaking slightly, though she tried desperately to anchor it with anger.
“Sure you are.”
His voice was low. Arrogant. Infuriatingly confident.
Lila rolled her eyes, refusing to let him see how much his presence threw her off balance. She bent down, turning her back to him, and began to wipe the wooden bench aggressively, putting far more muscle into removing a nonexistent smudge than necessary.
Ryker didn't take the hint. He walked over, his shadow falling over her, and leaned against the locker right beside where she was scrubbing.
“You always walk into men’s locker rooms for fun?”
“I thought everyone left,” she muttered, keeping her eyes glued to the wood.
“But you seem happy I didn’t.”
Her cheeks flushed a deeper shade of crimson, the heat radiating all the way to her ears. She stood up straight, forcing herself to look up—way up—into his dark, mocking eyes. “I am not.”
His gaze dragged slowly over her face, noting the faint, pink puffiness around her eyes that the darkness of the arena had hidden earlier. The smirk faded from his lips just a fraction, replaced by a sharp, calculating curiosity. He leaned slightly closer, invading her space until she could smell the clean scent of his soap mixed with the raw heat of his skin.
“Cover it up all you want, princess,” he murmured, his voice dropping an octave. “You can’t deny you were staring.”
Lila stood her ground, though her heart was hammering a frantic rhythm against her ribs. “You’re unbelievable.”
“And you’re terrible at lying.”
For a second, silence stretched between them. Tense. Sharp. Dangerously charged with an energy that neither of them knew what to do with. Lila could hear the steady tick of the wall clock and the heavy sound of his breathing.
Then, breaking the spell, Lila grabbed her supplies and moved past him quickly, her shoulder brushing against his bare arm. The brief contact felt like a static shock.
“I don’t even know you,” she muttered, more to herself than to him, as she practically bolted for the door.
Ryker didn't follow. He just turned his head, watching her retreat until the heavy door swung shut behind her. His jaw tightened slightly.
Different.
That girl was entirely different from the ones who usually hung around the glass after games, looking for a ride or a reputation. She looked shattered, yet she had looked him dead in the eye and called him unbelievable.
And somehow, that irritated him more than anything else had all week.
“What the hell am I thinking?” he scoffed to himself quietly, running a hand through his damp, messy hair.
Girls like her weren’t his type. She was fragile, quiet, and clearly carrying a heavy weight. He didn’t do relationships. Didn’t do girlfriends. Didn’t do attachment. Ever. His life was structured around ice, blood, and the scoreboard.
But as he glanced toward the empty doorway she had just disappeared through, the lingering scent of her cheap floral perfume fighting against the smell of the bleach…
He realized he couldn’t stop thinking about her anyway.