Forever not yours

My hands were tied above my head, pinned under his hard chest. I could feel every movement, every breath he took while his dark brown eyes stared into mine. Time stood still for us. His kiss was hard and thirsty for me. I couldn’t keep the moan from escaping my lips as he moved one of his hands down my neck trailing sparks on my exposed body to my inner thigh. He held onto it like it was his life line rough but composed. Finally the kiss broke, breathing like it was my first time, I needed more. As if reading my mind. His hand slid to sensitive area, how could I be so wet for him just by a simple movement. Hoping, praying that he would make the move I’m so desperately feeling, I could feel his own arousal pressing up against me. This was it, the moment him and I have been wanting for so long. Never losing eye contact he slid one of fingers against my wetness causing my body to come alive. I was at his mercy still having my hands tied above my head. Hitting every right spot I thought I was seeing stars. My eyes closed shut, memorizing every touch when I felt his finger replaced with his rough warm tongue. Darting in and out like it was his mission of a lifetime. Rocking my body against his stumbled face, locking my thighs around his body. I could feel him smirk against my p***y. He knew I was getting close to my orgasm “You taste like sweet heaven, my love” his voice husky and rough against my sensitive skin “Now I want to lick you clean. c*m for me, my love.” That’s all I needed. I was screaming his name as he sucked my p***y until my orgasm had finally passed. I was breathless. Looking down to see his face looking right up at me with the biggest smile on his face you would think he had won the lottery. Finally catching my breath. Managing to finally loosen the ties on my wrist I sit up onto my elbows and face him. Still having his face positioned between my legs. His eyes dark with lust still. Without a second thought he was towering over me again. “How did you manage to untie yourself when I am not finished with you” He whispered against my neck sending sparks running down my body. “It wasn’t as hard as I thought it would be. I think it’s time for me to return the favour” Looking between our bodies his c**k hard, begging for attention. I slowly trace my fingers along his tattooed chest. Outlining the small details on my way. I loved his tattoos. Reaching his huge c**k I wrap my hand around him and begin to move up and down ever so slowly. His breathing quicken, eyes are closed tight. Our bodies reacted quickly to one another’s touch. Rolling him on his back without warning I continue to pump up and down his huge c**k with my hand. He was huge in every aspect. “You look damn good on top of me like this” he breathed out between his quiet Moans. Smiling to him I knew my next move. Kicking my plump lips I move down his body so I’m laying between his legs. I take one quick glance at him, now he’s the one using his forearms to look down at me. A wink and my mouth his around his c**k. Still using my hand and mouth I have a rhythm. Slow then fast paying special attention to the tip. Licking from the base to the tip. Using my hand to gentle carcass his testicles. I take a quick glance up at him and see his head is tilted back his eyes are closed. I love that I can make him feel this good. Taking advantage of his daze I nip his c**k gently. His head shoots up right again eyes wide. Giggle to myself I continue sucking his massive c**k. His body is rocking against my mouth, his hands are in my hair. I take him as much as I can without gagging myself in the process. Speeding up knowing he’s getting closer. His body is starting to stiffen against me. Bopping my head up and down his c**k I feel his warm seed filling my mouth. Never stopping until I know for sure I drink up every last drop. Kissing the tip of his c**k as I roll beside him I can’t help but feel relaxed. He was everything. Kate “So we need to talk Kate” The moment was burst like a bubble. My heart dropped into my stomach. What does he want to talk about right now. Every scenario was racing through my mind. Why was I so scared to hear what he had to say to me? Just breathe, just breathe Kate. “Of course Taylor. What do you want to talk about?” He was the most handsome man I had ever seen. Dark brown eyes that you lost yourself in. Five o’clock shadow framed his perfect chiseled face. Brown hair, shaved on the sides tossed so gently on the top. As much as his face was perfect his body screamed s*x appeal. His body was covered in tattoos, almost every inch had a tattoo placed along his hard exterior. Almost perfect in every way. “ I love fooling you around with you and you know that. But we have been together awhile now and we haven’t ever had s*x and I’m starting to wonder why?” Taylor was right, we have been together almost a year now. We have never made it all the way before. What was I waiting for, some special moment? A moment where it would take my breath away. I have no idea. Granted I was just eighteen years old and maybe I always thought my first time would be with my person that I spent the rest of my life with. The biggest question was, was Taylor that man. Would he be the one who would be my future? “Kate? Are you okay?” “ Yes, Of course. Sorry, Taylor you know that I want to wait. Are you saying you want to spend the rest of your life with me? That one day you will be my husband? The father of my future children? Are you going to be my person?” I knew as much as I thought I’d love to spend my life with Taylor we were still on very different pages going forward in life. I wanted a family, a husband to spend my life with. Taylor was my polar opposite, he wanted to live his life freely with no strings attached. Meaning he wasn’t ready for settling down any time soon. Which at the same time I get it since we are still young. But I knew deep down Taylor would never want the same thing as me. Not in this life anyway. Would one of us cave to the other, just to fit within there own story or would this be the moment right here, Right now where our story ends for us. So quickly. But maybe it would be best so no one would get hurt even more in the future.