CHAPTER 29
CASSIAN'S POV
I've been wanting to do this for what seems to be years. My wolf is about to lose his mind the moment my hands connect with her skin.
Fuck, control.
I don't want to scare her. I don't want to think about the countless amount of people that have hurt her. Her parents are dead. And she isn't even in a relationship as it stands. I can't imagine the amount of men that have played with her. And then there is Nate.
If anything, she needs something that is going to take all the stress off her head.
I lay her down on the bed, and her hands immediately find my hair, with her legs still wrapped around my torso.
Her lips are slightly parted, calling out to me. I immediately lean down, and she welcomes my lips like she has been waiting for it the whole time. A tiny moan escapes her lips, and she pulls me even closer.
My fingers find the hem of her shirt, and I feel her stiffen. I lean back a bit, so that I can see her whole face.
“Are you sure you want this?” I ask, and she sniffles, giving me a small nod.
“Are you sure-” I start, but she is already cutting me off.
“If you ask me that again, I'll be looking for my vibrator in the wardrobe.”
I c**k an eyebrow, cupping her chin. “Let's see if your vibrator can compare to this then.”
With that, I quickly rip her shirt off her. A tiny scream escapes her lips, but she looks nothing less than amused. That is the look I want to see.
I want to see her squirm underneath my touch. I want to see how her eyes can roll while I fill her in.
As soon as her shirt comes off, her perfect t**s are staring at me, pink and swollen.
Nova is in a sitting position now, with her eyes fixed on me. She slowly bites her lower lip, and f**k, it feels like I am about to lose my mind.
“Aren't you going to take off the rest?” she asks in a whisper, and I lean down even more, undoing the button of her trousers. The zip comes down next, and her eyes are still fixed on me. By the time her trousers are on the floor, I bring a finger to her c**t, and she squirms immediately, as my finger meets the wetness that coats her panties.
She leans back against the bed, pushing herself back with her heels.
I go on my knees, going after her. I hook my fingers against her panties, and slowly take them off.
She gasps, and I slip a finger in. She bites her lip, trying hard not to make a sound. I bring my free hand to her lips, letting her lower lip free. I slip another finger in, and her back immediately arches off the bed.
“Oh, Cassian,” she whispers, holding on to my arm. Her fingers dig into my arm, and I can't deny that it feels so f*****g good.
My c**k is struggling for air in my jeans. Nova is already rocking her hips against my fingers, and it feels nothing less than amazing. Her juice coats my fingers, and her head is thrown back as she moans my name over and over.
I lean down against her, popping a n****e into my mouth.
“Oh, God,” she whispers, making me smirk.
I pull away, and she whimpers. “What do you want, Nova?” I ask, and she goes on her knees, looking at me from head to toe, before she reaches out for my button. She immediately does it, dragging my jeans and my boxer briefs down at the same time.
My c**k springs free, and she swallows hard.
“Not what you were expecting?” I ask, and she looks up at me.
“More than what I was expecting,” she whispers. She barely even gives me any time to think as she leans down, wrapping her lips around my c**k.
I fist her hair immediately, and she looks up at me, bobbing her head up and down, until I hit the back of her throat.
Fuck, her eyes are enough to f*****g make me come all over her face.
“That's enough,” I say, taking the rest of my trousers off my ankles, and kicking my boots to the side.
I grab her ankles, flipping her over. She has her back arched, and I tap my c**k against her c**t, watching her squirm.
“Don't make me wait,” she says in a sassy tone. Maybe if I wasn't horny as f**k, I would have laughed.
Instead, I hold on to both sides of her waist, as I gently thrust into her. Her warmth coats my c**k, and she gasps in response.
“Again,” she whispers. I thrust out, but not fully. I can feel her slowly stretch, and struggle to accommodate me.
I slam into her the second time, before thrusting in at the same pace.
“Harder,” she begs, and I do just that.
I lean down, running my thumb against her n****e. My wolf tries to take over, and I hold back. I don't know if she would be able to survive the kind of energy that he is about to use.
That doesn't stop my teeth from elongating. I sink my teeth into her neck again, as a growl escapes my throat. She moans at the same time, creating the perfect melody to ever exist.
I thrust even harder, and I can feel her legs shake. I pull back, grabbing her ankles again, and flipping her over. I spot the tears that fill her eyes.
She quickly wraps her legs around me again, as I thrust into her. Her back arches off the bed, and she looks away.
“Look at me,” I order, but she is too distracted to even listen to me. I stop, and she finally whips her head in my direction.
“Why would you do that?” she asks. “I was so close.”
“Look at me like that,” I order. “You look away, and I'm going to stop.”
She is stubborn. I can see it in her eyes. She is contemplating disobeying me. I c**k an eyebrow at her as I wait for her to make her decision.
“Fine,” she huffs, and I slip my c**k into her again, watching her gasp, but never take her eyes off me.
“Good girl,” I mutter, trying to keep myself together. Her lips have formed the perfect “O”, and she is trying so hard not to look away.
I lean down, claiming her lips as mine, and she bites down so hard until she draws blood. By the time I pull back, she has a smirk that is threatening to spill.
I thrust into her even harder, and she moans.
“Cassian, I'm going to…” she whispers, with her voice trailing off.
“Come with me,” I whisper, and she groans, with her lashes fluttering.
“Cassian,” she whispers, before her whole body goes stiff, and her c**t ripples around my c**k. I feel myself come inside her just a few seconds later, before moving to the side to catch my breath.