To let him drop his guard and strike... that is the plan. meanwhile, I'll be devising a plan in his to get it in the back. I want... no... need her back home with me. I haven't had anybody in my bed ever since she left and I never gave up hope on finding her. I always liked that she returns safely to me so that we can start building the life we've always dreamt of. All I need now is a chance, one very last chance to make things right and if I mess up as badly as I did ever again, she's free to leave me for whoever she wants to leave me for because that would mean j don't deserve to have her in my life. I wonder if I ever crossed her mind since she left. I wonder if she's ever tried to go reach out and couldn't if she thinks of me as much as I think of her. I hope she hasn't fallen out

